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I think... with all the recent stuff that's been happening in and out of my fandom, I haven't been able to blog much. As in, anywhere.

My 2 cents on everything isn't 2 cents -- it's more like 2 million dollars. I'm resolute on supporting both parties, I'm not hating on anyone (I'm more on severely disliking but meh) and I'm still a fan. No matter what happens.

On JYJ, yes, sometimes I just go, WTF you guys what do you want out of this world, but in the end I say, fuck it you know, these three....... are still part of the DBSK I know, no matter what name they go by, and no matter how many albums they release under any what name. To me, they're still DBSK as much as Yunho and Changmin are.

HoMin... I can't say much, since they haven't. And if they decide to release anything, something, I'll support them. Just as I have the three. Why? Because of the same reason I support JYJ -- they're still DBSK to me.

Sometimes it gets to you. Actually, every time a new bit of news comes out, it hits you. Like a fucking truck. But every time, you stand up and say, I'm still here. No matter how much you get hurt, no matter how much you fall down, and no matter how much you say "I'm quitting, I won't care after this" -- you still do. You can't help it. Trust me, I've tried. I do good... until news comes and poof, it's like the IDC phase never happened.

People will say things, certainly, and it's hard not to get affronted. Somehow in the midst of all this I've learned to just let them flow, and not take them in. It's better that way.

I'm in my junior year of college now, and it's been........ 4, 5 years? Since I've been a fan. A large chunk of my teenage life has been DBSK, and it always will be.

I remember reading an article once, and it was about a fan that had grown up, moved on, and had kids, and one day a DBSK video played on the TV. I don't remember exactly what was in it, but I remember thinking, I want to be like that. I really do. I'm hoping, anyway.

On another note, kpop has become the recent "in-thing", kind of like how F4 or Meteor Garden was back in the early days.

I'm not hating... Actually I'm hating a lot, since I'm not the type that likes to be stereotyped, especially when it comes to kpop. New fans are nice, yes, but some of them..... Yeah.

The newer fans.... I've found to be too arrogant. No regard for the older, established groups. Even if we say, fine, they've disbanded. Fine, they're inactive. Fine, they're old (fuq you, DBSK isn't old lmao), they're the fucking reason your fucking ~idol groups~ are here now. Show respect.



On the college note (LMAO this is lengthy):

DS127 - bitch of a subject, bitch of a professor (lmao I'm kidding sir Ponsi, you know how I ~roll~) but..... I don't know, I think it's worth it? I hope so. I hope the people that deserve to get 1s, get them, and the people that deserve to fail.......... well, yeah, you get my point.

DS111 - Ohmygahd ide. I just hope our prof will take into account the papers and the reporting.

DS121 - ........ yeah, same as 111.

DS151 - PLEASE LET THIS BE THE MAJOR I ACTUALLY GET A FLAT ONE IN. PLEASE.

ECON102 - Just, don't let me take the finals, and we're good.


Long-ass post, but yup, I'm done now :D

^^

I think... with all the recent stuff that's been happening in and out of my fandom, I haven't been able to blog much. As in, anywhere.

My 2 cents on everything isn't 2 cents -- it's more like 2 million dollars. I'm resolute on supporting both parties, I'm not hating on anyone (I'm more on severely disliking but meh) and I'm still a fan. No matter what happens.

On JYJ, yes, sometimes I just go, WTF you guys what do you want out of this world, but in the end I say, fuck it you know, these three....... are still part of the DBSK I know, no matter what name they go by, and no matter how many albums they release under any what name. To me, they're still DBSK as much as Yunho and Changmin are.

HoMin... I can't say much, since they haven't. And if they decide to release anything, something, I'll support them. Just as I have the three. Why? Because of the same reason I support JYJ -- they're still DBSK to me.

Sometimes it gets to you. Actually, every time a new bit of news comes out, it hits you. Like a fucking truck. But every time, you stand up and say, I'm still here. No matter how much you get hurt, no matter how much you fall down, and no matter how much you say "I'm quitting, I won't care after this" -- you still do. You can't help it. Trust me, I've tried. I do good... until news comes and poof, it's like the IDC phase never happened.

People will say things, certainly, and it's hard not to get affronted. Somehow in the midst of all this I've learned to just let them flow, and not take them in. It's better that way.

I'm in my junior year of college now, and it's been........ 4, 5 years? Since I've been a fan. A large chunk of my teenage life has been DBSK, and it always will be.

I remember reading an article once, and it was about a fan that had grown up, moved on, and had kids, and one day a DBSK video played on the TV. I don't remember exactly what was in it, but I remember thinking, I want to be like that. I really do. I'm hoping, anyway.

On another note, kpop has become the recent "in-thing", kind of like how F4 or Meteor Garden was back in the early days.

I'm not hating... Actually I'm hating a lot, since I'm not the type that likes to be stereotyped, especially when it comes to kpop. New fans are nice, yes, but some of them..... Yeah.

The newer fans.... I've found to be too arrogant. No regard for the older, established groups. Even if we say, fine, they've disbanded. Fine, they're inactive. Fine, they're old (fuq you, DBSK isn't old lmao), they're the fucking reason your fucking ~idol groups~ are here now. Show respect.



On the college note (LMAO this is lengthy):

DS127 - bitch of a subject, bitch of a professor (lmao I'm kidding sir Ponsi, you know how I ~roll~) but..... I don't know, I think it's worth it? I hope so. I hope the people that deserve to get 1s, get them, and the people that deserve to fail.......... well, yeah, you get my point.

DS111 - Ohmygahd ide. I just hope our prof will take into account the papers and the reporting.

DS121 - ........ yeah, same as 111.

DS151 - PLEASE LET THIS BE THE MAJOR I ACTUALLY GET A FLAT ONE IN. PLEASE.

ECON102 - Just, don't let me take the finals, and we're good.


Long-ass post, but yup, I'm done now :D