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There are just some things
Friday, January 29, 2010 / 7:28 PM

Some things that people, especially parents, never get.


You know. Like how they don't get I don't want to go. Ohmygahd di ba. Putangina talaga. It's so frustrating. I keep on saying, no I'm not going but it's like my mum never hears a thing I say.

Oo, maswerte ako, because people never really get a chance like this (or so they say. As if naman hindi kalahati ng populasyon ng Pilipinas naglalayas sa ibang bansa no) pero HELLO DI BA. Hindi yata gets ng parents na you've established yourself here, tapos in the middle of it all, they try to uproot you and move to a whole new fucking place. NO. THEY DO NOT.

Eto, now I have a fucking dilemma. Actually, di nga siya dilemma because I know where I want to be pero dahil sa hinayupak na requirements para sa immigrant na visa na yan, I have to go and miss class. AGAIN. On MONDAY. WHEN I HAVE A CHANCE TO EARN A .25 GRADE FOR ECON101. WHICH I BADLY NEED. I'll take every incentive I get because I seriously farking need it. I was saying it earlier, pero I couldn't articulate it properly because for one, my head was already imploding thanks to whatever (I think it's because they took a shotglass' worth of blood from me earlier *sarcastic*), and two, I was just so frustrated already. AYOKO NGA EH, KAYA NGA TIGNAN MO, ANG SOUR SOUR NG MOOD KO.

I wouldn't have minded going through all this fckery kung wala akong ginagawa. Eh kaso meron. I HAVE SCHOOL. MAJORS NA PO ANG AKING MGA CLASSES, KAYA DI KO AFFORD ANG MAG-ABSENT. Kahit di halata, hello gusto ko pumasa. Eto namang nanay ko......... AGH TALAGA. I have to go to two fcking doctors next week, and I SRSLY DO NOT WANT TO MISS ANYMORE CLASSES.



Ang whatever talaga. WHATEVER WHATEVER WHATEVER. I can't even process or type anything properly ugh.



OPPA OPPA A-A-A-RE WE GOOD.
Thursday, January 28, 2010 / 10:13 PM

Gahd it's annoying but I can't help but sing the song.


Sorry to say I was 5 minutes late for Econ earlier because I was dl-ing Soshi's new album. No I iz no fan, but since I'm complete with their discog (don't ask me why) I had an OC urge to download it.


AND U-KISS' NEW SONG SDFASDGTFSADG OSM :DD I knew Kevin was not ghei, he has not failed me. Yet :))))))



LOL hai thar Dongwoon :)))))) This boy has been my bias just as of late (in BEAST, anyways because when asked who my forever bias is it'll be KJJ) because before that it was Kikwang :))))))) But then for some reason (OH NOW I REMEMBER. IT WAS THAT SKI WORLD POSTER, WHICH HAD HIM AS THE POSTER BOY HAHAHAHA) my bias slowly turned to him.


I'll now do my DS100 photo haiku. I think. Because I won't even be going to DS100 tomorrow, I'm doubly lazy to get started on my photo haiku XD


I hope we pass the medical tomorrow; my mum says she won't pass because she's listed a lot of medical conditions, but whatever. I say she's gonna do great; it's me I'm worried about :)))))))



TGIF! Thank goodness it's Friday hahaha.
Friday, January 22, 2010 / 10:54 PM

Got Econ and Histo5 over with. Econ last Monday and Histo5 yesterday. Will not comment because ugh, it just makes me want to connect my head with my desk. Because srsly, I was like YOU KNOW WHAT NINA IF YOU HAD STARED AT THAT LIIIIITTLE PIECE OF INFO LONGER YOU WOULD'VE REMEMBERED. But you DIDN'T, so here you are now, staring at your paper blankly, like wtf.


Have you ever wondered how many official fans your favourite group has in Korea?
Well,there is a latest ranking of idol groups according to the number of fans they have one Daum,please have a look!
SNSD and Wonder Girls are the only female groups in the top 10!

1. DBSK: 790,065
http://cafe.daum.net/soul48

2. Bigbang: 372,416
http://cafe.daum.net/YGBIGBANG

3. SNSD: 291,963
http://cafe.daum.net/milkye

4. 2PM: 277,736
http://cafe.daum.net/2PM

5. SS501: 274,339
http://cafe.daum.net/music77

6. Super Junior: 254,029
http://cafe.daum.net/secondemugame

7. SHINHWA: 190,910
http://cafe.daum.net/SHINHWA79

8. SHINee: 113,333
http://cafe.daum.net/TVNDRM

9. FT-Island: 111,198
http://cafe.daum.net/fti5

10. Wonder Girls: 111000
http://cafe.daum.net/wg070210

11. 2ne1: 96,485
http://cafe.daum.net/2NE1

12. MBLAQ: 61,745
http://cafe.daum.net/Mblaq

13. f(x): 54,517
http://cafe.daum.net/91382073

14. BEAST: 53,940
http://cafe.daum.net/playb2st

15. KARA: 51,601
http://cafe.daum.net/Dejuanholic

16. CSJH The Grace: 47,349
http://cafe.daum.net/cheonsangjihee

17. 2AM: 43,494
http://cafe.daum.net/2-oclock

18. Brown Eyed Girls: 41,484
http://cafe.daum.net/Browneyedgirls

19. Davichi 24,498
http://cafe.daum.net/

20. 4minute: 17,129
http://cafe.daum.net/4minute

21. T-ara: 16,398
http://cafe.daum.net/HairMan

22. Afterschool: 13,283
http://cafe.daum.net/PlaygirlzAS

23. U-kiss: 5,100
http://cafe.daum.net/U-KISS

Credit: 2PM Baidu
Source: Daily Kpop News
ABM Forum by tohojess @ ABM
ABM Blog by liliceprincess @ ABM



Why look at that :D DBSK at the top? I see nothing new about that. BUT STILL, SO SO PROUD!

Pero infairness, naunahan pa ng f(x) ang BEAST........ ohmygah and after f(x) is MBLAQ /headdesk HAHAHAH *is trying rid herself of perverse fangirl thoughts* I'M SORRY AMBER, MIR AND DONGWOON AH.


And I was also really happy to see CSJH, BEG and Davichi! HOORAY. HOORAAAAY.



Socio naman next week ang akin icacram, HAHAHAHA.



If you cheat, beware of Jaejoong.
Sunday, January 17, 2010 / 10:29 PM

If you ever have an affair on us with someone else or if I catch you cheating, I will go over there right away whether by plane, train or car and scold you.

- Kim Jaejoong



Akala mo sa exam? Asa, hahahaha.

Will be at school early tomorrow. Ya'll are welcome to join me in the agony of waiting for the Macroecon exam.




I couldn't help but feel "fck bakit kasi ganito ang economy, BAKIT" while I was staring at the graphs in my notes. BAKIT KASI. BAKIT KASI MAY KEYNESIAN MULTIPLIER, HA JOHN MAYNARD KEYNES. BAKIT KASI MAY MODERN FRACTIONAL RESERVE BANKING. BAKIT ANG COMPLICATED NG WALANGHIYANG INTEREST RATES NA YAN.


SAGUTIN MO AKOOOOO ECON BAKIIIIIIIIT.



I hate youuuu.
/ 7:47 PM

Earlier today, I had this overwhelming urge to bash in the screen of our TV.


Why, you ask?



Let's just say that I should not watch MYX. Before I sleep. No, I should not watch MYX. Ever again.



Chuntop needs a new motherboard, argh
Friday, January 15, 2010 / 7:53 PM

So my laptop wouldn't start (actually, it does start, but nothing shows up onscreen) last January 4-ish, and since then I haven't been able to use it.


Turns out the video chip is fried (I was like, WAS IT BECAUSE OF ALL THE HD VIDEOS I WATCH THERE???) because of overheating (yes hp laptops have that problem. It's too bad; I like mine. It's the one with the touch screen and the swivel feature) and since the video chip is in the motherboard itself, the whole motherboard needs to be replaced.


I'm like, shizz ohnoes my stufffff. ALL MY PAPERS AND SHIZZ ARE IN MY CHUNTOP. But then mum goes, oh we can retrieve the memory and then I'm like yayyyy.


But the motherboard costs around 19k (to which my mum promptly scoffed and said, dagdagan lang yan ng onti, bago nang laptop yan) and they said it would be more... practical to just buy a new one. Because if we replace the motherboard and then the video chip gets fried again, it'll just be a waste of money x:

Suggestions as to what laptop? One that doesn't overheat easily prz :)))))



Suju is coming. And I don't like. First of all, I have this creepy feeling that only jologs (YES PAG NATAMANN KA, OO JOLOGS KA. FEEL FREE TO DEFEND YOURSELF AGAINST MY RANTS) people will come, and no one will even be able to cheer for the boys properly. Walang consolidation ang mga fans dito; no solid fanbase. Kalat-kalat. Pangalawa, how many people would actually go? Ewan ko lang. Ako, sige, kahit pucha super sama ng loob ko sa pagpunta nila, I'll go. To support Suju, and siyempre, para din makita sila.


Pero I'm just as willing to go outside the country to see these boys. MAG-KL NA LANG TAYO GUYS :))))))))



TO: whoever.
Wednesday, January 13, 2010 / 11:12 PM

Bitch, prz.




GTFO before I go call Siwon and his eyebrows.




Tien tien de Lollipop!
Monday, January 11, 2010 / 9:41 PM

Hello Amber. Once again you've tricked me into listening to one of your songs :x If not for you, I wouldn't even have listened to it twice.



FORMSPRING.

If you can't ask me shit in real life, might as well do it here.



Have no haikus for my life yet. Hahahahaha.



Waiting.
Saturday, January 9, 2010 / 1:53 PM

I'm stalking Sir Ponsi's blog as to who and when the next face-off will be. After all, we should all experience the pain agony JOY of standing in front of our dear classmates and explaining why you do/do not support this and that? RIGHT?




I have a huge headache and I don't know why. I'm using that as an excuse to skip reading my handouts.



SAY WHAT.
Friday, January 8, 2010 / 4:00 PM



Boy I know you look like Kim Jaejoong, heck, I even acknowledge it.

But for a person to claim you're better? HAH.



NO ONE DOES ANYTHING BETTER THAN KIM YOUNGWOONG JAEJOONG KAYS. ESPECIALLY AT LOOKING GOOD.


I was ready to fangirl you, but man did that stupid beeyotch kill my Kan buzz. YEZ THAT'S HIS NAME - KAN.



We will wait, till we have a reason not to.
Tuesday, January 5, 2010 / 3:05 PM



We will always love TVXQ, Junsu, Yoochun, Jaejoong, Changmin, Yunho, we will always support them.
We will wait for the day when they can show us heartfelt smiles on their faces.



Japanese fans are the shizz.




AUGH WHAT I'D GIVE TO BE IN AUSTRALIA RIGHT NAO, ERGH :)))))



HELLO 2010 (:
Sunday, January 3, 2010 / 9:54 PM

My first post of the year shall be composed of a declaration of......




Laziness.


Nina, srsly, it's 2010 and you're acting as if it's still two-double-oh-nine - still lazy, still not doing schoolwork...... What can I say. Old, old (ARCHAIC. ANCIENT. TIME-IMMEMORIAL) habits die hard.


I want to make a resolution (goodness knows I need them; and a ton of willpower to achieve them) but who am I kidding. Every resolution I've made since I've known there were such things have amounted to.... I don't know. See? I don't even keep track of what I resolved to do. Maybe that's where the problem lies, y'know? But goodness knows I won't be making that list anytime soon (:


I'll just wing it! Wing the darned year, aight!




I do hope the year turns out great for my TVXQ boys (: ♥ Although 2009 did not end on a particularly happy note for them or for us fans, I'm hoping the new year will bring them something awesome. And so my first wish for my boys is for them to top the Oricon charts, not only with their BREAK OUT! single, but also for their BEST album :3 HWAITING BOYS! :D


AND I WISH MIN THE BEST OF LUCK IN HIS NEW DRAMA T0T Even though I feel particularly nostalgic (because seeing him all grown up prompts me to remember his Hug days. OH MIN, YOU GREW UP TOO FAST xswatfsadf :))) after seeing his Paradise Meadow (Paradise Garden... Paradise Ranch... GEEZ OKAYS I GET IT NAO) set pictures ♥


I also wish the best for SuJu. FIGHTING, 13! We believe, mhm.


I wish 2PM would become 7 again, because all the fics I've read with Jay have made me become more AWW JAY COME BACK even more.


And I also wish some people *cough* would disappear. Like, that would make my year foreals :))))





DOTH MY EYES DECEIVE ME? OR HAVE THEY REALLY TRULY FINALLY RELEASED DATING ON EARTH?! assadfrgdgasfgas YES.



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