I want to cry, but I can't. I don't know why. Instead of just letting it all out, I keep it in. I WANT TO CRY, DAMMIT.





APRIL LOVES BLACK COFFEE, dammit. WHY JAEWON WHY. WHY WHY WHY. WHY APRIL WHY. AGGGGGGGGHHHH. Putangina this is why I hate sappy romantic stories; dramedies with really hot leads AND THEN BOOM. When everything goes well, ONE OF THEM DIES. THEY DIE. Who the fck does that, FOREAL. WHY WOULD YOU RUIN SOMETHING PERFECTLY GOOD?

See? My habit of finding out the ending first of any story is justfied; it saves me any attachment to the characters, and to the story. BUT THIS. IT JUST SUCKED ME IN. when I DID decide to go and look at the end, I was blind-sided. I was shocked. I actually felt like one of those people who cried over dramas, who felt so strongly about the characters. I DID NOT WANT THAT. Do you wanna know something? The first time I listened to Insa by Jaejoong, I fell into a depression for the rest of the day. THE DAY. Can you believe that? I can't either but I did. My heart just felt so heavy that day.

I don't have the same reaction for movies; I don't know why. But with stories. Man they just get to me, it's so annoying.

UGH NOW I'LL STAY AWAKE FOR THE REST OF THE NIGHT JUST THINKING ABOUT APRIL AND BLACK COFFEE. But for what it's worth, it was really sweet. It was epic. It was a love story. AUGH CRAP I'M GETTING SAPPIER BY THE SECOND, KTHXBAI. *is not liking*




And Paris, Paris pleeeeaase come back soon. "No one said finding Paris would be easy; they only said it'd be worth it."


I GAVE UP SLEEP FOR YOU TWO. Dammit Black Coffee why leave April behind WHYYYY. WHY LEAVE ME SO BOTHERED I CAN'T EVEN SLEEP RIGHT WHYYYY. It should've been a happy ending T0T *sobs with inexistent tears*

I want to cry, but I can't. I don't know why. Instead of just letting it all out, I keep it in. I WANT TO CRY, DAMMIT.





APRIL LOVES BLACK COFFEE, dammit. WHY JAEWON WHY. WHY WHY WHY. WHY APRIL WHY. AGGGGGGGGHHHH. Putangina this is why I hate sappy romantic stories; dramedies with really hot leads AND THEN BOOM. When everything goes well, ONE OF THEM DIES. THEY DIE. Who the fck does that, FOREAL. WHY WOULD YOU RUIN SOMETHING PERFECTLY GOOD?

See? My habit of finding out the ending first of any story is justfied; it saves me any attachment to the characters, and to the story. BUT THIS. IT JUST SUCKED ME IN. when I DID decide to go and look at the end, I was blind-sided. I was shocked. I actually felt like one of those people who cried over dramas, who felt so strongly about the characters. I DID NOT WANT THAT. Do you wanna know something? The first time I listened to Insa by Jaejoong, I fell into a depression for the rest of the day. THE DAY. Can you believe that? I can't either but I did. My heart just felt so heavy that day.

I don't have the same reaction for movies; I don't know why. But with stories. Man they just get to me, it's so annoying.

UGH NOW I'LL STAY AWAKE FOR THE REST OF THE NIGHT JUST THINKING ABOUT APRIL AND BLACK COFFEE. But for what it's worth, it was really sweet. It was epic. It was a love story. AUGH CRAP I'M GETTING SAPPIER BY THE SECOND, KTHXBAI. *is not liking*




And Paris, Paris pleeeeaase come back soon. "No one said finding Paris would be easy; they only said it'd be worth it."


I GAVE UP SLEEP FOR YOU TWO. Dammit Black Coffee why leave April behind WHYYYY. WHY LEAVE ME SO BOTHERED I CAN'T EVEN SLEEP RIGHT WHYYYY. It should've been a happy ending T0T *sobs with inexistent tears*