I can't even call this a mid-life crisis because heck, I'm not even in the middle of my life (LOL?).

I can say I'm confused though. I was like, WTF WHY AM I THINKING THESE THINGS? *shakes head violently* NO NO NO NINA NO! CONCENTRATE.

YOU MUSTN'T THINK SUCH THINGS NINAAA. Get your fucking priorities straight. REMEMBER. REMEMBER REMEMBER REMEMBER!

Ugh. This is making me so ... I dunno. Because I KNOW how I can solve this, I just don't want to admit it to myself.

Oh fuck.

Aw crud. I think I've never had these thoughts before T-T

I MUST seek help. Oh Lord~

NO NOT SUICIDE. Goodness even I'M not that wacko.

This is good though. I think? Rather than keeping it all in and letting this get in the way of my studies, I think it's better I let it all out Maybe somehow this will give me a moment of clarity and it'll all be peachy.

I hope.

I can't even call this a mid-life crisis because heck, I'm not even in the middle of my life (LOL?).

I can say I'm confused though. I was like, WTF WHY AM I THINKING THESE THINGS? *shakes head violently* NO NO NO NINA NO! CONCENTRATE.

YOU MUSTN'T THINK SUCH THINGS NINAAA. Get your fucking priorities straight. REMEMBER. REMEMBER REMEMBER REMEMBER!

Ugh. This is making me so ... I dunno. Because I KNOW how I can solve this, I just don't want to admit it to myself.

Oh fuck.

Aw crud. I think I've never had these thoughts before T-T

I MUST seek help. Oh Lord~

NO NOT SUICIDE. Goodness even I'M not that wacko.

This is good though. I think? Rather than keeping it all in and letting this get in the way of my studies, I think it's better I let it all out Maybe somehow this will give me a moment of clarity and it'll all be peachy.

I hope.