Lately, I don't know. Mid-life crisis, maybe? I don't know. But it feels like if ever I do have one in the future, I'm pretty sure this is what it would feel like.


Anyway, I was watching some old videos of DBSK (the variety shows they're one never get old with me, I swear) and once again I was reminded why I fell for Jae in the first place.

Because at first I liked Changmin, since the first DBSK MV I saw was Balloons, and well, anyone who's seen it would know why. The antlers and the mismatched eyes got to me, I suppose.

But that was the only day Min was favorite, because that night, Czime (whom I miss very much. You're never on in YM you, Ihatechu, hahahaha) made me watch the XMan episode with DBSK in it, and voila, Jaejoong. BITTER COLA to BITTER JUICE to ALCOHOL. WHO THE HELL DOES THAT? Hahahaha.

Srsly. He made me laugh so hard there. And then it snowballed from that day.

I SWEAR. And this coming from a girl whose first reaction upon seeing the name 'UKnow' was to burst out laughing and the names 'Micky' and 'Hero' had earned a good laugh from me as well. 'Xiah' I couldn't pronounce, let alone comprehend.

It was our sem break and I was like, TORN because you know. I NEVER LIKED BOYZONE. Or 98 Degrees. Or NSync. Or whatevertheirnamesmaybe. Call me abnormal (which I admit, I could've been back when I was a kid) but I can swear I never did like them. So for the mere concept of liking a Korean one I was like nooooooooooo. This cannot beeeeeee. But eventually I did, so I stopped fighting what was natural instinct and let it roll from there.

I had thought that this would be temporary, and that anime (which I was practically obsessed with back then) would remain my one and true love.

See how things worked out? Hahahahaha.



I don't know why I'm narrating this, but, you knoooooooow. A random blog post, thanks very much.

I think it's because I'm stressed. I seriously think I am. Because my schedule is like, effish. I have an almost 4-hour gap between my classes and my first class starts around 7.30 and ends to 9.30. And my next class starts at 12, ends at 2.

My body clock is wack, thanks to my sched, and this it seems, is the cause of my decreased energy level (is that what you call it now, Nina? HAHAHAHA)

Oh fuck, summer. Technically it isn't even summer; what with a STORM. And daily rain.

I should prolly stop now; I'm practically drabbling already.

Lately, I don't know. Mid-life crisis, maybe? I don't know. But it feels like if ever I do have one in the future, I'm pretty sure this is what it would feel like.


Anyway, I was watching some old videos of DBSK (the variety shows they're one never get old with me, I swear) and once again I was reminded why I fell for Jae in the first place.

Because at first I liked Changmin, since the first DBSK MV I saw was Balloons, and well, anyone who's seen it would know why. The antlers and the mismatched eyes got to me, I suppose.

But that was the only day Min was favorite, because that night, Czime (whom I miss very much. You're never on in YM you, Ihatechu, hahahaha) made me watch the XMan episode with DBSK in it, and voila, Jaejoong. BITTER COLA to BITTER JUICE to ALCOHOL. WHO THE HELL DOES THAT? Hahahaha.

Srsly. He made me laugh so hard there. And then it snowballed from that day.

I SWEAR. And this coming from a girl whose first reaction upon seeing the name 'UKnow' was to burst out laughing and the names 'Micky' and 'Hero' had earned a good laugh from me as well. 'Xiah' I couldn't pronounce, let alone comprehend.

It was our sem break and I was like, TORN because you know. I NEVER LIKED BOYZONE. Or 98 Degrees. Or NSync. Or whatevertheirnamesmaybe. Call me abnormal (which I admit, I could've been back when I was a kid) but I can swear I never did like them. So for the mere concept of liking a Korean one I was like nooooooooooo. This cannot beeeeeee. But eventually I did, so I stopped fighting what was natural instinct and let it roll from there.

I had thought that this would be temporary, and that anime (which I was practically obsessed with back then) would remain my one and true love.

See how things worked out? Hahahahaha.



I don't know why I'm narrating this, but, you knoooooooow. A random blog post, thanks very much.

I think it's because I'm stressed. I seriously think I am. Because my schedule is like, effish. I have an almost 4-hour gap between my classes and my first class starts around 7.30 and ends to 9.30. And my next class starts at 12, ends at 2.

My body clock is wack, thanks to my sched, and this it seems, is the cause of my decreased energy level (is that what you call it now, Nina? HAHAHAHA)

Oh fuck, summer. Technically it isn't even summer; what with a STORM. And daily rain.

I should prolly stop now; I'm practically drabbling already.