I believe I'm over whatever issues I've had in the past.

I'd like to think I've matured since then; I certainly hope so. I'm hoping that my reactions to my earlier outbursts are proof enough of that.

I won't accept them; I don't think I ever will. But I'm over it enough now to be civil. Civil enough to actually look at them bashing each other on the internet and say, Chill dudes.


Actually, reading what I wrote above, that doesn't make me mature; it just makes me apathetic.

Yes, that's the word: apathetic.

I've prolly just got tired from causing myself additional emotional and psychological stress by thinking about things and putting meanings into them that aren't even there. College gives me enough drama; I don't need to generate any more.

Maybe they are; but until I do find out, I'll let myself rest and not care about it just for a little while.


I'm thinking they'll do something stupid again and I'll end up loathing them even more than before.

I really hope they don't. It's for their own good.



HAH I AM TRIUMPHANT.

I didn't think I'd find the pictures this fast though. TVXQSoul is jjang (:

But at first I was like, HOW IN THE WORLD AM I GONNA FIND THAT IN THIS?! Because their gallery is huge, srsly.

But I forced myself because that Jae picture I saw on a banner was just gorgeous (upon sight of which my jaw dropped, and immediately went in search of the original picture) and I just had to have that picture 8DDD

So when I DID find it I was like HAHAHAHA YES I AM GOOD.

No .zip/.rar download though T.T I shall have to manually save the pictures myself; like old, old times. Hahahaha (:

I decided to share one (I'm that stingy, yeah) because they look gorgeous here (:

Actually more like Jae, because I'm that biased. Hahahaha (:



Thank you TVXQSoul and on the picture (:



Damn KOM is causing me severe blood loss. WTH. I've run out of Tagalog vocab thanks to this term paper. I've exhausted my really, really limited Filipino vocab and whatever word I conjure up at the moment.

Dammit. I'll stay up late later because I think my most productive time is really early morning.

I HAVE TO GET THIS OVER WITH, SRSLY. SO I CAN HAVE MY SUMMER BREAK. Before my summer classes start.

Shit I'm already tired thinking about my upcoming days. Like school didn't even end; for me anyway. *bashes head*

I believe I'm over whatever issues I've had in the past.

I'd like to think I've matured since then; I certainly hope so. I'm hoping that my reactions to my earlier outbursts are proof enough of that.

I won't accept them; I don't think I ever will. But I'm over it enough now to be civil. Civil enough to actually look at them bashing each other on the internet and say, Chill dudes.


Actually, reading what I wrote above, that doesn't make me mature; it just makes me apathetic.

Yes, that's the word: apathetic.

I've prolly just got tired from causing myself additional emotional and psychological stress by thinking about things and putting meanings into them that aren't even there. College gives me enough drama; I don't need to generate any more.

Maybe they are; but until I do find out, I'll let myself rest and not care about it just for a little while.


I'm thinking they'll do something stupid again and I'll end up loathing them even more than before.

I really hope they don't. It's for their own good.



HAH I AM TRIUMPHANT.

I didn't think I'd find the pictures this fast though. TVXQSoul is jjang (:

But at first I was like, HOW IN THE WORLD AM I GONNA FIND THAT IN THIS?! Because their gallery is huge, srsly.

But I forced myself because that Jae picture I saw on a banner was just gorgeous (upon sight of which my jaw dropped, and immediately went in search of the original picture) and I just had to have that picture 8DDD

So when I DID find it I was like HAHAHAHA YES I AM GOOD.

No .zip/.rar download though T.T I shall have to manually save the pictures myself; like old, old times. Hahahaha (:

I decided to share one (I'm that stingy, yeah) because they look gorgeous here (:

Actually more like Jae, because I'm that biased. Hahahaha (:



Thank you TVXQSoul and on the picture (:



Damn KOM is causing me severe blood loss. WTH. I've run out of Tagalog vocab thanks to this term paper. I've exhausted my really, really limited Filipino vocab and whatever word I conjure up at the moment.

Dammit. I'll stay up late later because I think my most productive time is really early morning.

I HAVE TO GET THIS OVER WITH, SRSLY. SO I CAN HAVE MY SUMMER BREAK. Before my summer classes start.

Shit I'm already tired thinking about my upcoming days. Like school didn't even end; for me anyway. *bashes head*