So. My anger has dissipated somewhat into indignation since last Monday, but that doesn't mean I'm still not pissed towards a certain individual of higher intellect.

We got our scores last Monday, and although most of us got low scores (myself included, duh), you have no right to tell us to drop. To quit. To give up, just because you think we can't make it. Rather, I, the lowest of the low, can't.

Fine, you didn't say that to my face. Let's say you have every right to say that, since you can apparently tell I'm going to flunk your subject, and I'd have to repeat it anyway.

But you don't know me; you only know my grade. Grades are numbers. And I, sadly, am a person. And I, as a person, do not give up easily. My targeted grade for a passing mark is a long shot for a number-disabled person, but I've gotten this far; I won't repeat a subject now that I'm in college.

So I'll frapping pass your subject, and move on, and then we'll move on and forget this ever happened.

On a lighter note, I'm gonna buy Eclipse later. But first, I borrowed the book from a bmate, trying to test the waters before buying it. Turns out, it'll piss me off, so I'm having second thoughts about buying the book.

Stupid Bro won't connect me to the net. I can't blog; can't vent. I have now resulted to in-campus net shops for my internet use. AAAAGGH.

So. My anger has dissipated somewhat into indignation since last Monday, but that doesn't mean I'm still not pissed towards a certain individual of higher intellect.

We got our scores last Monday, and although most of us got low scores (myself included, duh), you have no right to tell us to drop. To quit. To give up, just because you think we can't make it. Rather, I, the lowest of the low, can't.

Fine, you didn't say that to my face. Let's say you have every right to say that, since you can apparently tell I'm going to flunk your subject, and I'd have to repeat it anyway.

But you don't know me; you only know my grade. Grades are numbers. And I, sadly, am a person. And I, as a person, do not give up easily. My targeted grade for a passing mark is a long shot for a number-disabled person, but I've gotten this far; I won't repeat a subject now that I'm in college.

So I'll frapping pass your subject, and move on, and then we'll move on and forget this ever happened.

On a lighter note, I'm gonna buy Eclipse later. But first, I borrowed the book from a bmate, trying to test the waters before buying it. Turns out, it'll piss me off, so I'm having second thoughts about buying the book.

Stupid Bro won't connect me to the net. I can't blog; can't vent. I have now resulted to in-campus net shops for my internet use. AAAAGGH.