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I LOVE MY PEEPS.
Sunday, March 30, 2008 / 1:11 PM

Yeap. You know who you are. I love love love you all to death. Let's all still be friends till we're old. I'm sorry I couldn't type out anything more heartfelt, but I still love you. :) My high school bests will always be the best.

It was a long day. As in REAAALLY long. I think we spent more than half our day in Duty Free looking for appliances for the condo unit. We actually ran into a lot of problems, like my dad having a limit on how much to spend ($1K- regular Fil traveller. He's actually an OFW, so he's supposed to be $2500), and on what stuff to buy. It was more about the price, really. My mum's money-tight; if she can buy something cheap, she will. My dad isn't like that. If he can afford it, no matter how expensive, he will. They're incompatible like that. Haha.

Plus the prob with my dad is he lashes out at my mum when things don't go smoothly, or according to plan. But she's used to it. And so are we. It's just really.. uncomfortable, since my mum gets flustered everytime he does.

And YAY! I finally found someone who know Bang Bang Tang Lollipop! Thanks to Angeli unnie, I can now dl the album. YEAAH. Hurrah for fellow Asian music fans. :D



This'll make you feel better.
Friday, March 28, 2008 / 3:31 PM

At least to me it worked. Hehehehe.



LISTEN, LISTEN. Esp at 1.48 to 1.56. KJJ.



I'M A GRADUATE.
/ 2:57 PM

A high school graduate, that is. :D I'm proud, hoho. :)

NAWAWALA BALLER KO, PUTEEEEK. Of all the stuff na pwedeng mawala, un pa?! Ung binigay pa ni Trixie! ARGHHHH. *knocks self on head repeatedly* WTF is wrong with you Nina?! You should learn to take care of your stuff more carefully. I'm distressed right now, I really am. ARGH.

So anyway, back to graduation. I woke up at 4 am because we had to go to the airport to fetch my dad (yeap, he made it. But with a $900 price.), and then we head to school for my grad. I arrived at school in jeans, and with no make up whatsoever. I changed into my skirt, and looked for a friend to accompany me in make up-ing. Haha. The only stuff I put on myself was the white eyeliner I bought, and the lip gloss. The blush on I borrowed from somebody else.

So graduation was long, and the valedictorians' speeches were long so yea. Haha. I could've smacked one of the valedics because he was totally being arrogant in saying he was going to ADMU for college, taking up Communications. I internally rolled my head. TSH. It's not like YOU'RE the only one who passed ADMU. 'Scuse you.

After that, we went to Sumo Sam @ Shang for lunch. I was stuffed, to say the least.

There were no tears for me. Kinda disappointing, since I expected to sob, but being the unsentimental persons my friends and I are, we didn't cry. We only said hurried good-byes to each other as we each separated to our own families.

Nevertheless, I know it won't be the last time we were gonna see each other. :D


^TA-DA! :D Diploma, hehe.



What a day, what a day.
Wednesday, March 26, 2008 / 10:39 PM

Hello ladies, and gentlemen, if there are any. :D I've been gone the whole day, and this was the only time I got near the comp.

So anyway. Today my dad was supposed to arrive from Europe, because tomorrow's my high school grad and all, so my mum, aunt, and I woke really early to run errands for the condo. We left the house on time, and arrived at the condo on time too. But we ran late on the whole tiles thing. There was a problem with the alignment and stuff, so we had to work it out.

Today was also supposed to be my Tony and Jackey salon day. I was going to get my hair rebonded (due to maternal insistence; hence, my choice of salon. Korean, or nothing.) for my grad, and get it cut. But since we ran late on the tiles, my salon trip was delayed until further notice.

So instead we head home, and I get greeted by Duke with a bite on my feet. My mum and I instead opted to go to Menage, since it was imperative (supposedly) that I get my hair done in order to look presentable tomorrow. I couldn't help but agree. I also got my eyebrows threaded. I didn't see this coming, I tell you. AND DAMN DOES THREADING HURT. O________O My eyes teared up (no I did not cry. My sinuses were getting irritated with all the plucking, darnit), and my allergies acted up again. So until I could get out of the salon I was sneezing like I had the flu.

So we went to the condo to lock it up, and then we went to Greenhills. :) I stopped by The Face Shop (yea. Kinacareer ko na ung Korean thing, HAHAHA.)and bought white eyeliner. But my mum insisted on buying lip gloss instead of lip balm, which was my choice. And then I saw this really cute nail polish, and I bought that too. So now I'm typing with sparkly, starry nails. Hoho.

I forgot to mention MY DAD MISSED HIS FLIGHT FROM BANGKOK TO MANILA. His flight plan is always the same: Europe -> Bangkok -> Manila. Not once has he missed this schedule. Only today; the day before my HS grad. Apparently he had a case of LBM, and went to the cr to rid himself of the problem. A combination of a really big airport, a really far-flung lavatory, and an hour of stop-by time made my dad miss the flight.

No worries though. He called, and said he'd be here tomorrow by 5 or 6 am. So we pick him up at the airport, go to the school, and voila. I have both parents attending my grad. :D AND MY DAD'S CAMERA. YAY.

I hope. :|



SHARE THE LOVEE. :D
Tuesday, March 25, 2008 / 4:48 PM

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YESH. So I had nothing to do-- sue me then. LOL.

And my stupid comp is lagging. Everytime I click on a link that opens to a new page the page I'm currently on freezes. *stabs*

So now I resort to Imageshack for hosting, not Blogger. TCH. Such a hassle. Now I have to click more stuff. :))



Yeah. I'm such a witch for being who I am.
/ 2:31 PM

Substitute 'w' with 'b' and ta-da. You get a whole new word. I'm the same person though. I've long accepted the fact that I am, and never will be, the girl who my family wants me to be. Smiling, respectful, and hardworking. I've tried to be that, but I find it only makes me miserable. So here I am, being myself, and they hate it.

Not them per-se. My grandmother. She snaps at me everytime my sister does something wrong. It's like it's my fault. She's very narrow-minded, from my point of view. Saying stuff about things she doesn't even understand. She says I'm rude, disrespectful, and absolutely the last person anyone would want to be with. I'd beg to differ, but then she'd scream I'm an ingrate for answering back at her.

Who wouldn't? I mean, you would get offended too if you were described by someone who knew little about you as being a conniving teenage girl who's selfishly keeping the fan all to herself.

You might think it shallow I'm getting pissed over such a comment, but this stems from things much deeper. All my life, as long as I can remember, she's always sniping at me. Always criticizing what I do, how I do it. It's like everything I do is wrong. I'm not hurt; I'm pissed. I've long been over the hurt stage. Now I'm just sarcastic, angry. What right does she have to say that I'm such a person? She knows nothing about me.

She tells me that since I'm such a horrible person, I'll end up being in an equally horrible position on the future. Inwardly, I roll my eyes. I'll work hard to make sure I don't. I've been given a good education, and I won't waste my parents' effort on making me into a being resembling an actual person.

She's done nothing but snipe at me, so it's not my fault I don't give her the respect she must be deserving. Who can respect someone who says you're a teenager with no aim in life, who'll have no one to lean onto when something happens because she's alienated all those who supposedly support her?

Ah. Teenage life and all its drama. I lovelove it to bits and pieces.



It came to me in a dream.
/ 1:32 PM

YES. IT DID. The perfect haircut~! :)) Gawd. So random, right? Haha. Because I'm kinda bored with the whole layered cut already, although the last time I got it done Tony and Jackey made it look better.

So anyway. About the haircut. It looked like a boy-cut, but then again, I'm not sure. My whole dream was really, really fuzzy. The only thing I fully remember is me pulling on a lock of hair, and I was screeching about how the heck did my hair turn out like that. Then I took a pair of scissors and then started snipping my hair away. Next thing I know I had a new haircut, and I loved it. So yah. LOL.

I watched ANTM earlier! :D I couldn't watch it yesterday because I came home from school, and I arrived an hour late. So I didn't get to watch it. I love Heather! She's really pretty. Haha. Anyway. So Ebony got eliminated. Haha.

So Czime and I talked yesterday, because she and I were the only ones left in the school. 2 senior students sitting on a bench outside the clinic, talking about things. Kpop, life, and such. So yea. Kinda nag-bond kami kahapon, LOL.

So I arrive at school from the gym, as usual. My groupmates and I waited for my co-leader, J.P. Ching. He said he'd arrive around 9.30; lo and behold, he arrived at 10.30. So for the rest of the time until 12.30, we finished putting together our newspaper. I have to say, it turned out pretty decent. So after we submitted it, Berna, Czime, and I ate out at McDo. While we were there, I saw this guy that really, really looked like Choi Han Seong from Coffee Prince I couldn't help but laugh outloud. Before we went back, however, I asked Berna and Czime to accompany me to The Face Shop to see how much the white eyeliner costs. Php355. Crap. Such a price for such a simple .. tool. LOL.

So anyway, when we went back, we almost didn't get in to the school again because the fricken guard was being stubborn again, as usual.

My reason? I was the one who was going to complete the clearance. Then Berna turns to me and says, in a hushed manner, You're really the one who's going to run the clearance? I was surprised, and said no. And then I thought, Wow. I'm that good of a liar? LOL. But we got in in the end. Haha.

So after that, Czime and I talked more, because Berna got picked up already by her mum. Czime went home around 5, I around 5.45. :D



HOHO BIGBANG ♡
Sunday, March 23, 2008 / 10:40 PM

YUH. I heart Big Bang, and I heart JiYoung. :D Also TOP, and SeungRi. The other boys, not so much. Haha.

TOP was my favorite before (prolly because of the rapping, eyeliner, and the hair), but now I think it's JiYoung. :D I LOVE HIS HAIR. CRAP. And the shades~ :x LOVE IT. HAHA.



frm L-R: DaeSung, TOP, GDragon(JiYoung), and SeungRi. YEAP. Sorry. No TaeYang. He has yet to grow on me. LOL.

OH OH. Plus I love their Snoopy tshirts. :D

I'M STILL MRS KIM JAEJOONG THOUGH. ♡ I've been ever since I knew kpop, and forever will be. :D YUH I'm that loyal.

AGREE or DIE to quote Beamylove. :D



Ta-da~!
/ 3:11 PM

I FIXED MY LINKS. I found them unorganized. So I cleaned them up today. :D Kewl, right? Now they're categorized!

YEY. Hoho.



Happy Easter Sunday! :D
/ 2:15 PM



YAH. Feast yourselves on the easter eggs. :) LOL. That's chocolate filled, y'know. According to Wiki anyway. :))

Anyway. It's scorching hot here. As in, super-duper hot. When you step out of an air-conditioned room, you'd feel smothered by the heat. It doesn't feel nice, since you go sticky because of the sweat. And really. Who'd want to feel that way?

Plus it was stifling inside our church earlier. I almost fell asleep listening to the sermon, but I stuck it through. Hoho. :D I'm proud, because for the past 2 Sundays I fell asleep, my mum always telling me I sleep exactly the same way my dad does. Not so comforting for me, since I've seen my dad sleep inside the church, and I've laughed at him, because he tries to stay awake, usually to no avail, and then he nods off to sleep. So yea. I tried really hard not to fall asleep today. :D

Aw crap. I have to go to school tomorrow for clearance. Such a nuisance. My vacation would've gone on uninterrupted until grad, but noooo. Us leaders have to go to school for the newspaper project. Plus we have to pay for the lockers. Ah such a drag. Other people are still sleeping while we're there, slaving over a project they had no part in, but have grade. *sighs* Oh well. That's life. :D

Anyway. BB later. :D



Behold--
Saturday, March 22, 2008 / 10:36 PM



A T tour booklet scan. Scan only. I'm greedy when it comes to THSK stuff. So go find your own pictures. :p LOL.

It's really frustrating though. KJJ gets cut from the scans everytime because he's always in the middle.

LOL. Gotta love Jap grammar. "Tohoshinki are" xDD It's the same as my T 2CD + 2DVD. xDD



COFFEE PRINCE, Big Bang style. :D
/ 8:52 PM



TA-DA~! Big Bang's Coffee Prince Parody! :D COFFEE BANGS FIVE! More like 'keopi baengsu paibu' LOL.

I love TOP, GDragon, and SeungRi here. HOHO. Total love. And laughter. Seriously. This had me laughing really hard the first time I saw it. And made me laugh again when I watched it yesterday.

Wonder why it's like that? Cause I edited it. LOL. My blog looked messy bec. the vid was too big. So watch HERE instead. Only wanted to put a vid in my site, so it would look like it has something in it other than my ramblings. 8D

WATCH, people! :D

credits to snl072 @ YT.



I AM MRS KIM JAEJOONG.
/ 7:53 PM

LOL. Horde KJJ much? Haha. Anyway. Rabid fangirl-ism revived again. DAMN T TOUR. Plus the fricken credit card. Who can say that they've had a special edition credit card with their faces printed in it? NO ONE ELSE BUT THSK. Ah. I am feeling so proud right now that I'm a fan.

Too bad that the card is only available in Japan. DAMN I wish it would reach here in the Philippines. I don't mind how much I owe the bank; just so long as I could flash that credit card around. I'd starve myself. It would do me good too. I'd lose some A LOT of pounds.

So anyway. We went out the whole day, to shop for stuff for the renovation of our condo. Which is in Manda. Manda being a very significant place for a few friends of mine. 8D We went to the MC and Ortigas Home Depot to look for tiles, and bathroom fixtures.

Mum was so picky about the bathroom fixtures. She wanted American Standard. Well, to be honest, I did too. I'm slightly OC about that kind of stuff; having everything in the same brand in one room. Yeah, I'm like that. Anyway, we could've bought it all in one place. But we transferred, because this particular shower Mum liked did not have any stocks left. When we DID transfer though, they were still out of stock. So Mum opted for the functional display, constantly asking the salesman that if ever it was defective, we could return it. But we needed two, so the American Standard shower is going to the master bedroom bath, and the other non-American Standard shower is going to the downstairs much. YES. My mum is a greedy person. Haha.

So anyway, that's about it. Black Saturday today, by the way. :) So Easter Sunday tomorrow. :D



I ♥ 커피프린스 1호점! :x
Friday, March 21, 2008 / 6:21 PM



Aw. I know I'm a bit late on the fad and all, but heck. It was only recently I decided to give it a try, and I loved it! :D

I find it really light, refreshing, and very funny. I love the lead actor. Haha. I finished all 17, hour long episodes in a day. Kewl right? I only stopped last night because my eyes hurt a lot. But I resumed watching in the morning, around 8 or 8.30, and finished around 1. :)

I love their little squabbles, and how Han Kyul is confused. And he didn't care whether Eun Chan is guy. He was just, ya, go for it. At first I thought it was sweet, but I thought again, and I realized it was a bit, disgusting. 8D

I love a lot of scenes here. Like the "You want me to make you feel better?" which was said by Eun Chan when Han Kyul was feeling particularly down, and she promptly kissed Han Kyul. And the "Let's hug just once" by Han Kyul.

AHH I like Sun Ki. "Waffle Sun Ki" LOL. He and Min Yeop (who is kind of an airhead) are very funny, especially when Sun Ki starts speaking Jap, then Min Yeop goes "Hey you're talking about aren't you?!" then Sun Ki responds by speaking more Jap, just to irritate Min Yeop.

THERE WERE A LOT OF KISSING SCENES, considering that Han Kyul thought Eun Chan was a guy, so it kinda deals with homosexual love, and all that. Still, I thought it was nice. :) It made me laugh, and feel fluffy, which I haven't felt for a long time now. :D

AND I LOVE BIG BANG'S PARODY OF THIS SERIES. :D Totally random, but hey. LOL.



Of nightmares and dogs.
Thursday, March 20, 2008 / 3:35 PM

First of all, I did not have a dog in my nightmare. So there. Just wanted to clear that up. :)

So. What was my nightmare about? Actually, it was about a rival. More like arch-nemesis now. You see, I already disliked her long before. A very long story, but to make it short - she overreacted. To a lot of stuff. So we didn't tell her, instead avoided her. She hated us for it, and now we don't speak to each other. Simple, isn't it? It was. BEFORE. You see, she started to like FTIsland. I didn't mind. FTIsland to the world, because I ADORE FTIsland, especially Choi MinHwan. :x So anyway. She started to like them too. So at first I got irked, since Korea was my thing; Japan was hers. I then thought, wow. It wouldn't be long before she started liking DBSK too~ But I pushed that bothering thought beside, and went my merry way.

But then comes the time when my friend told me that she was using KJJ as her dspaly picture in YM. I was outraged, to say the least. If before I disliked her, now I absolutely ABHOR her.

Going back to the nightmare~ So it started when I went into a cafeteria of sorts. And I see this huge crowd around this table. So being curious, I walked up and saw an SMag. Lo and behold, it contained KJJ. And guess who was looking and spazzing about it? HER. In my mind I was like, nuh-uh, and then pushed her aside, and grabbed the magazine as if there was no one holding it in the first place. Then I walk to my table, and sit down, spazzing together with my friends. SHE then walks up, and then raises an eyebrow at me. Some details after that were fuzzy, but I do remember myself saying to her, "No, if and whenever we do have an argument, I can and always will have the lat word," because she went, "You'll never win," And so there. Haha. That was about it. But something about that dream made my blood boil. Immensely. I woke up feeling pissed, LOL.

So about the dog. 8D So we have a new dog - a Maltese. Very, very cute dog. He's very small, and at first, we decided to name him Hunter. But then we thought again, since Hunter didn't suit him because he was so small. So we named him Duke. But he responds to us when we call him Friend. Poor dog must be having an identity crisis right now. :)

And wanna know why it was Duke? Because another dog of ours is named Prince, and being that, if there's a Prince, there's a Duke. So there. LOL.



Ohh crap.
Wednesday, March 19, 2008 / 2:01 PM

It's not easy to love you, because you'll never know I do.

So I was browsing the internet, and I saw this. Kinda relates to my situation before, but not quite. Haha. \

So I think that's it. LOL. Be back tomorrow. Or later.



Guess wot.
/ 1:22 PM

HAHA. So I watched a lot of things yesterday - The Victoria's Secret Fashion Show, The Devil Wears Prada, and some other stuff. Haha.

The kid in the Nido commercial is cute. The basketball kid. He reminds me of Jared, who is away on vacation in the States right now. Georgia, to be exact. Damn kid didn't even bother to finish the exam week. I'm betting he's still not cleared. 8D

Speaking of devil wears prada, I like Adrian Grenier. I dunno know why. I think it's because he reminds me of Nick Jonas from the Jonas Brothers, what with the curly hair and everything. LOL.

So anyway. I'm still bored as ever here at home; got nothing to do. My mum had a half day at work, and she even planned on going to work this afternoon, but I was like, even if you DO make it there, you'll only be there for 2 hours. It's like you only hung out at your office. And then she stopped, and then she went, I'm meeting someone. Riiiight mum. Sure you will. Haha.

Anyway. I'll try to do something productive while I'm online. But really. What's so productive about sitting in front of a screen? Haha.



Here we go again.
Tuesday, March 18, 2008 / 4:02 PM

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*strangles blog*



I am happy.
/ 3:13 PM

YESSIR I AM! :) I finished my newspaper article today! Ehe~ More like a copy-paste thing than of an original literary work, really, but hey. Do you expect me to make my own crossword puzzle? PSH I think not.

Plus I had this huge problem of getting the crossword puzzle. Copied and pasted, yes, but it wouldn't show in MS Word. So instead I went for comics (Calvin and Hobbes, Hagar, and Dilbert), horoscope (which PSH was way back in Sept22), and I replaced the crossword puzzle with a Sudoku one. :)

So I'm happy. Plus I have a Cyworld account now. :)

Jan Patrick and the others are going to GH today. I didn't know. I honestly didn't. Because I haven't checked my phone recently, partly owing that to the fact it isn't charged, and hence empty and devoid of energy. So when he called earlier to ask me if I received any texts from him, I answered no. And so he went on to think it was his fault, thinking he got the wrong number. Ahh Ching. LOL. Little do you know. So that's the reason I rushed earlier today to finish the article. Because I said I'd send it to him once he went online on YM. So ta-da! :D One requirement down, another.. 2 to go. Like the project plan label and the money for the payment of the lockers. IMAGINE. We have to pay 55 php each for the dented lockers. And it isn't even our fault. Damn unfair, I tell you. It costs 800++ all in all. PSH school is milking us for all our worth.

SUMMER = HOT AS HELL.



It's hot.
Monday, March 17, 2008 / 1:37 PM

It's scorching, to say the very least. This is what bums me about summer -- the temperature. The weather, the sky, and everything else lifts my spirits but the temp.. Whew. Wish I could have all the benefits of summer without the heat. Haha.

Anyway. I'm procrastinating with the newspaper project. DAMN it's already vacation and we still haven't submitted that one requirement we need for clearance. PLUS we have to pay for lockers we didn't dent, and fish we didn't even eat. Crap.

What to do, what to do. This summer, I mean. I'm not a beach person; I love sitting under the shade. I can't go out; I have no one to go with, since all my friends are in the province. I feel I shall have to spend another summer bumming it out in front of a computer screen. Not that I mind, but really. I'm about to enter college, and this is my grand exit from the free lifestyle I had back in high school? Man. Haha.

And I have to spend it with the people in my house. Not my mum, or my aunt, but my grandmum. She gets on my nerves REEAAAL bad. She isn't like other old people who just sit and watch. She annoys me real bad. You know why? It's because she blames everything on me, even if it isn't my fault. Especially when it comes to my sister, who is inevitably her favorite. I try to ignore it, and be respectful, but sometimes it's just too much. Whatever.

I'll be back later. Hehe~



Desperate Duo. YES you two.
Sunday, March 16, 2008 / 3:05 PM

I'm getting very, very irritated na. With the blog and other things. Things I don't dare talk about here in the Net. Stuff in here gets around pretty fast, I've found out. You post something today, it's tomorrow's rumor. Gawd. People sometimes have nothing else to do.

AND PEOPLE SHOULD STICK TO THEIR OWN BUSINESS. Really. You move in when a person's vulnerable; try to get close just so you'd have a 'friend'. AND NO, I'm not talking about that obnoxious freshman Jervy (who, btw, also gets on my nerves), but someone irritatingly similar. S/He makes my blood boil.

Anyway, going back to Jervy. He is the gayest, most disrespectful, obnoxious, annoying, and egotistic person I've ever had the displeasure of meeting. REALLY. The things he said about Felix and Brian. Genki too. GAWD I could've smacked him in the face if it weren't for the fact I was going to receive an incident report for doing it. I SWEAR I see him one more time outside of school I'm gonna knock him senseless. He had the GALL to answer back to me, as if I was an EQUAL. Me = senior ; Him = Freshman. KIDS THESE DAYS HAVE NO RESPECT, really. Back when I was first year I was so intimidated by the senior kids I couldn't even look at them. Whatever. He's gay, I'm straight. I'm so much better than you are, in more ways than one. ;) HAHA I sound so ... airhead right there. But honestly.

DESPERATE DUOOO. <3 Diba Lae? ;)



Darkness Eyes.
/ 2:17 PM

Kehe. :) I love that sing from THSK's 3rd album. Very different from their usual genre. Refreshing. :D

MY BLOG WON'T LOAD WHEN I TRY TO ACCESS IT DIRECTLY! :O I mean, I go to the URL and it won't load. :(( It's so annoying. :x

Anyway, it's officially summer. It's very, very hot today. A week ago it wasn't as hot as this. Crap.



WTF
Saturday, March 15, 2008 / 5:25 PM

Just a test post. I'm checking to see why my blog won't load. FRAPPING HELL. D:



The Last Day.
/ 3:17 PM

Of high school. I'm not feeling the effects yet, as in missing my schoolmates, friends, school, the mall in front of the school and such, but I feel I will. Soon. Very soon. After graduation. Haha. I'm kind of a late-response type when it comes to things like these. 8D

So, it was also my mum's birthday yesterday. I said I was gonna go online but I didn't, since I felt so drained and tired, plus I felt lazy. 8D

Yesterday we also had our baccalaureate mass, together with our final practice for graduation. It was nice, to say the least. I listened to the mass, and afterwards we had breakfast, thanks to the school. :) It tasted good, actually. Surprising for our school, who serves dishes as tast as I dunno, oatmeal? Haha. ;) So we had our fill, and did I mention we got hot chocolate? Kewl. As in the really good stuff. Thick and sweet. :) So after our meal they told us to go change into our grad attire, complete with toga and all.

We went up again around 12.30. The time before that was a flurry of activity - people walking or running around, scrambling for make up and the hair iron. Haha. Sad to say, I joined in. For the battle of the hair iron, anyways. :) So my hair turned out pretty nice, thank goodness. The only make up I put on myself (as in, with no help from other people) was eyeliner. White eyeliner, to be exact. :) I had been itching to try out the eyeliner for ages, and yesterday I finally did. I didn't let anyone put it on me since I feared for my vision. Haha. So anyway, it turned out nice. 8D All the rest of my make up was put on by other people. :

I took pictures, yes. :) It's posted in my Multiply site. Haha. I WANT THAT WHITE EYELINER. I checked out where Min Ji bought it, and heckyea I'm gonna buy one. 8D It looked so subtle yet it looked so pretty. :) I think I'm actually gonna use it.

And I'm loving the Jonas Brothers' song 'When You Look Me in the Eyes' it sounds so sweet, haha. I like it better than SOS. :) Ballads, no matter how slow or rock-ish they may be, always get to me for some reason. :D I guess I'm a romantic at heart. Haha.

IT'S SUMMER ALREADY YAY! And by the time this summer ends, I'll be in college. And my friends won't be there. I won't know anyone. Crap. Everything would actually be better if they were there. *sighs* Crap. Crap. And more crap.



I HEART THESE EARRINGS! 8D
Wednesday, March 12, 2008 / 4:17 PM



YES THESE! :) I loveee them! :) It's rare for me to like stuff like this, because I'm picky about fashion. Or my lack thereof. Haha. WHATEVER. :D I got these from LipHop, an internet mall. :) I'm browsing, and I just happened to come across these earrings!

So would a kind soul be generous enough to order me a pair? I would like the red pair, please. :D



Rush that never ends. :)
/ 2:58 PM

So, guess what? I DIDN'T GO TO SCHOOL. No, it was not because I was sick. But I had to complete my requirements. Which reminds me, NEWSPAPER GROUPMATES, YOUR ARTICLES PLEASE? :) I have GM-ed the assignments a long time ago. Us editors and encoders have a huge job ahead of us, so please. Submit your articles as soon as you can. Kansahamnida. :)

So anyway. I was kinda glad to have taken this day off from school, even if we're in our last week. I AM finishing my requirements, thanks very much, and I made sure to finish at least half of my workload before coming online. :) Going back to why I was glad to not go to school today. It's because it sucks. Not really. But people there are real biatches. You're not mad, but they think you are, and they get mad. But when you try to tell them, all you get is an effing rude answer of "Yea right." Whatever. I'm tired of saying sorry, and I just don't care anymore. PSH. It's not like this is the first time this has happened. So yes. I'm sick of you and your bratty antics. You text message-attack us, yet you can't even face us in real life. I don't know why. We answer your text, you show your mom. WHATEVER. YOU CAN'T FIGHT YOUR OWN BATTLES. You're two-faced. You go where you think it's beneficial for you.

So there. I'm not mad. I really am not.

Yes it's been a sucky week. Not even a week. A month actually. Whatever.

It's so frustrating to know that you're gonna graduate, and things are in disarray. Crap. Really, it is.



Maybe I'm trying too hard.
Friday, March 7, 2008 / 3:31 PM

Wot? Haha. :)

ANYWAY. So big news -- I RECEIVED MY T 2CD + 2DVD ALBUM LAST MONDAY! YESSSS. Wanna know why it was so late? Damn package got lost in the mail. Stupid Philippine postal system. *kicks* But YesAsia was kind enough to send us another one. No wonder. Because they get so much from me alone. Haha. 2700 php. Blah. Inhumane, but I love them. :)

NO? and Darkness Eyes are very good songs. So contemporary. 8D Different from their usual ballads and dance tracks. Although of course, Purple Line is my perennial favorite. :)

It was our exam week. We took exams a week ahead of the lower batches. So next week, while us seniors are practicing grad, they're downstairs, mulling over which letter to pick. HAH. Serves you right for being so full of it. Walang respeto amp. Well, some people were. Haha.

So. My foot is bruised. Wanna know why? The butt of the rifle has landed on it so much times already. And now it's surfaced. A big, ugly, butt-plate-shaped bruise. Crap.

Tomorrow's our TPR, by the way. Testimonial Parade and Review. What do we do in that event, you ask? Well, we march under the sun, salute a 60 or 70-something woman, and get cleared to graduate. We roast and bake under the hot afternoon sun, get sunburnt all for a single day. Was it worth it, all the time spent, sunblock used, and gas wasted? I have yet to know the answer, but I hope it will be. I'm part of the Fancy Drill unit. Honestly, I know we're not up to the standards of the past batches, but we've tried our best in practice, and I hope it'll show tomorrow.

My last post was obviously hurried. It's because we were at school, at the cafeteria no less. With 2 or 3 people looking over my shoulder, looking at what I was going to type.

And my goodness. I never I had such busybodies for classmates. I say to a friend beside me, "Hey, look at the email I used for my Blogger account," I expected my friend to be the one to respond, but instead it was my "husband". Husband in the Engagement Game. Don't ask. And he was like, "WHAT? You have a crush on *******?!" And I slowly turn my head to look at him. He didn't get the message. He went on to ramble about how skinny the guy was. And you what's funny? HE THOUGHT IT WAS HIM. Totally not. PSH.

So anyway. That was my week. How was yours? We have no classes today, btw. Friday, March 7, 2008. Only us fourth years. It's not out of the goodness of their hearts they cancelled, but because they're fattening us up before they roast us tomorrow. Hurrah. :)



Oh happy day. :)
Wednesday, March 5, 2008 / 4:06 PM

So. I'm at school. Using the laptop. Of a friend. Haha. This was supposed to be used for our newspaper subject, but they're nowhere to be found. So HAH. I'm using it instead.

Let this be known - I shall post a new entry everytime I'm online. :)

I'm kinda happy. It's exams for us though. US. Fourth year students. Whoopee.

Anyway. Hurrying up already. 8D

My friend's back. Haha.



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