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Never Again
Thursday, February 7, 2008 / 9:23 PM

Credits to Bernadette De Zuzuarregui for giving me the songs. :) Although it is sort of a break-up song (which doesn't fit since we weren't even together in the first place. xD

YES YES so true. Never, ever again. My stalking days are so over. I have decided to change, and put books before boys. Stupid me. I should've realized that earlier. It seems that the phrase 'he doesn't even know you' has not stuck to my mind before today. But I've realized this, and therefore, never again.

I cried today. I don't wanna remember it. Hay. I never knew exactly how to describe what I felt earlier but Abby put it into words - pressured. True. Sort of. Ayrton said that I had standards, high standards at that. I adamantly denied this, feeling I HAD no standards. But now I know I do, and right now, my grades aren't living up to this so-called standard.

I got into the Ateneo dorm nga pala. I was waiting for my T album when instead, this landed on our doorstep. What's the use when I'm not even to enter ADMU? Hmph. xD

I'm thankful to the friends who comforted earlier. Loren, who was sitting beside me that time, was very helpful. I'm not a very sentimental person, so I'm sorry I couldn't thank you properly. THANK YOU SO, SO MUCH. I'm grateful to have you guys by my side. Kung wala siguro kayo, tuluyan na akong bumigay. Haha.

From now on, I have made the resoultion to support Trixie, and Trixie only. No more me. Since I know Trixie deserves it more than I do. :) I truly, fervently hope that she and her LAV get together. GO TO UST, o2!

Does it hurt to know I'll never be there
Bet it sucks, to see my face everywhere

Oh my goodness. Now I know it'll be a challenge to give up stalking him. Stalking. Haha. Such a strong word. But really. He's one of the better looking people I've seen in OB. Honestly. YES IT DOES HURT. Hurts very, very much. So I'll just move on.



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