I'm Miss American dream since I was seventeen...

CRAP LSS much. *stabs comp*

So much has happened. AS IN A LOT. And I don't have enough time to tell it all.

On the plus side, I have my card. I now retract my earlier decision - I am back in the business of making dungaw. o1, WATCH OUT. :)

And I'm burnt. As in, DARK. You know why? I spent a whole day under the sun in Camp Crame last Saturday. What person does that? Apparently I do. Since we're REQUIRED, and GRADED. CRAP. And you know what the worst part was? I SUNK IN MUD. YES, FRAPPING MUD. Sludge, dark, dark sludge. You wanna know why? Because it was WET, even though it was like, 30 degrees Celsius out. My whole left foot was submerged. AND IT STANK. REEKED. SMELLED. I don't know why, and I don't wanna know.

Friday? I had taekwondo, as usual. I learned the form for red belt promotion (I'm up for promotion into brown belt.), and anything else? Nothing was out of the ordinary.

So I was tired all week, since I had Fancy Drill practice in the morning, and I get home around 7 each day. I wake up at 4.45, and I sleep at 11. CRAP. Thank goodness it's a holiday today. I could rest.

And you know what else? It's flippen long test week. And I still have practice. Yes, kudos to OB for tiring its students.

My asthma has gotten worse. I don't know why. It could've been because I was overworked. And now it's worsened even more by the fact that I have this enduring cough. I've woken up every morning for the past 2 days not because I felt like it, but because I had difficulty breathing.

And you know why I was so eager to go online? BECAUSE I WASN'T UPDATED WITH DBSK STUFF. I was so anxious that I wouldn't be able to DL their new singles. :)) Addicted yes.

Woot. Good thing I have Zara. 8D Or else I'd be lost. xD

MUST MUST MUST CONCENTRATE!

Have you not learned enough, Nina? With the grades, and the Chinese horoscope thing?! *pulls hair out*

It says on my Chinese horoscope (apparently I'm a water monkey. Er, hello? I am sort-of afraid of the big sea. Yes. I'm not too fond of beaches, unfortunately.) that I shouldn't be distracted, and it is not a good time to be involved with BOYS. YES. That's what it flippen said. That my grades would drop.

So I'm making a firm resolution - don't make dungaw anymore. Yes. I thankfully have Fancy Drill practice during the mornings so I have an excuse to not see him. 8D Hurrah for CAT.

And I got some dirt on him. Apparently he and his classmates played Truth or Dare, and one of my friend's friends listened in. He has reportedly kissed 4 girls, and one boy. HONESTLY. What is wrong with him? The rest of his family is normal, so why can't he?! He drinks, and he looks like he's BI. PSH.

And I received a gift from Czarm! 8D A giant card, and a glass bottle (er? I don't know how to describe it.) with this purple (PURPLE LINEEE 8D), glittery flower inside. Pretty, pretty. :) She couldn't make it because the guard wouldn't let her out. *stabs* She didn't have a gate pass. :(

If not a little more.

HOHO. KJJ you killed me all over again. :x



OHMYGOODNESS. Zara sent me these caps. KJJ looks like a fricken girl but he's just so handsome I can't help but squeal. :x So sue me for having a crush on a guy that's prettier than most women. DAMN and I'm listening to a song where he goes "I love you" at the beginning. 8DD

And she was like, "You keep looking at the JJ caps, don't you?" And I'm like, "Yea. You can tell by the Friend's View thing, can't you?" And she just replied with that emoticon with the tongue sticking out. :p

JAP VERSION IS OUT! ♥ And I got my hands on Changmin's Two Hearts and Wild Soul single. Thank goodness. I couldn't dl the songs properly from the forums bec I can't open RAR files. *bangs head* But now I know how. 8D

Junsu's single's preview is out too. :) I think the title was If. I'll have to dl some other time though. Because my mum is already snarling at me to get off soon. The only excuse I have for her is that I'm downloading something. 8D Which is the Purple Line Jap Ver PV. Aizah unnie said it was basically the same. I don't mind though. 8D

It stands for California Pizza Kitchen. 8D Which was where we ate earlier for lunch. It was my treat, since I couldn't treat them on my birthday. So we went there and ate lunch. :) I asked Trixie, Karen, Mara, Keesha, Abby, Czarmaine, Joon, Alain, Patrick, and Berna to come. :) They all did, although Bony didn't, so did Czarm, and Abby couldn't stay long because of band practice. Berna's sister Pinky came along too. :)

It was pricey. Very, very pricey. I had a budget and I wondered if it would fit. Thankfully it did.

I got a ton of surprises again. :) Like a gift from Karen, and 2 cakes from Bizu. Bizu! Imagine that. I never thought that in my entire high school life I would receive a cake from Bizu, much less 2. :D So I was very, very happy.

Like my other birthday surprise (the cartolina thing), I didn't suspect a thing. I should've known from the way Berna had said 'let's go to the cr' they were planning something.

We were a little delayed, owing to events that we could not foresee, such as the fact that we needed a gate pass, people *ehem*JOON AND ALAIN*ehem* were fussy, and others.

But we still ate. Fricken iced tea cost 105 php. DIE, CPK, DIE. What do you people put in your iced tea that makes it more than a hundred?! :))

So Abby came, and bought me cake. 8D *see picture below*



And then Berna, Mara, and Trixiee excused themselves, supposedly to go to the restroom. But instead they bought me cake too. :) *see pic below again*



And then when I asked for the bill, our waitress gave me this. 8D



And after eating at CPK, we headed off to the cinema to look for a movie to watch. :) We had few choices - The Eye, The Mist, or Cloverfield. 2 of them would start too late, The Eye and Cloverfield, so we went for The Mist. It was a good movie. But tragic ending. Hmf.

No, really. Because I hope by Monday the whole of third year, and his class, would forget the spectacle me and my friends had created last Feb. 8, 2008, Friday.

You wanna know what we did? Seriously? HAHA. Humiliated ourselves. Thrown our money in front of him. Pleaded, and begged. Tried to bribe him. All for what, you ask?

A FRICKEN PICTURE.

YES YOU READ THAT CORRECTLY. A single, ordinary shot of a boy. For whom you ask? Apparently KEESHA has a crush on him now. :))

Do you know how much we shelled out? It escalated from 150 -> 500 -> 600 -> 700 php. YES that much. We were sorta THAT desperate. You know what the money was for? For DoTA. A fricken computer game. HONESTLY. You'd think people would have better things to do than to spend their money on staring at a computer screen and tapping away on a keyboard. :|

And you know what he said? The arrogant ass told us his face was priceless. The nerve. I could've smacked him right then and there. TCH. I was so right. You really ARE just looks, and no brains. Your elder brother is so much better than you are.

I had honestly thought he was a good person. Honestly. And I was hoping I could see that side, so I could put aside the fact that you fail in your classes, and instead of studying, you play computer games all day.

BUT NO. You had to ruin all that, and go all high and mighty on us. :p

Doubly humiliating for me, since I practically BARGED into their classroom, marching up to his table and flashing the money and the camera in front of him.

ALL THIS, FOR A PICTURE FOR KEESHA. Be thankful we love you, or we wouldn't have subjected ourselves to such degrading actions. And the fact that we ARE fourth year, and it's our last year. LET'S MAKE THE BEST OF IT. Even if it means humiliating ourselves. :)

Credits to Bernadette De Zuzuarregui for giving me the songs. :) Although it is sort of a break-up song (which doesn't fit since we weren't even together in the first place. xD

YES YES so true. Never, ever again. My stalking days are so over. I have decided to change, and put books before boys. Stupid me. I should've realized that earlier. It seems that the phrase 'he doesn't even know you' has not stuck to my mind before today. But I've realized this, and therefore, never again.

I cried today. I don't wanna remember it. Hay. I never knew exactly how to describe what I felt earlier but Abby put it into words - pressured. True. Sort of. Ayrton said that I had standards, high standards at that. I adamantly denied this, feeling I HAD no standards. But now I know I do, and right now, my grades aren't living up to this so-called standard.

I got into the Ateneo dorm nga pala. I was waiting for my T album when instead, this landed on our doorstep. What's the use when I'm not even to enter ADMU? Hmph. xD

I'm thankful to the friends who comforted earlier. Loren, who was sitting beside me that time, was very helpful. I'm not a very sentimental person, so I'm sorry I couldn't thank you properly. THANK YOU SO, SO MUCH. I'm grateful to have you guys by my side. Kung wala siguro kayo, tuluyan na akong bumigay. Haha.

From now on, I have made the resoultion to support Trixie, and Trixie only. No more me. Since I know Trixie deserves it more than I do. :) I truly, fervently hope that she and her LAV get together. GO TO UST, o2!

Does it hurt to know I'll never be there
Bet it sucks, to see my face everywhere

Oh my goodness. Now I know it'll be a challenge to give up stalking him. Stalking. Haha. Such a strong word. But really. He's one of the better looking people I've seen in OB. Honestly. YES IT DOES HURT. Hurts very, very much. So I'll just move on.

WOT?! It's Yunho oppa's and my birthday. :D I turn 16, he turns 22.

Innit sweet? HAHA. :) I appreciate you guys for going through so much trouble. :) YES YOU PATRICIA YVETTE GARCIA SANTIAGO (one of O sisters ;D), ABIGAIL JEANNE CASTRO AGONCILLO, KATHERINE MARA VILLANUEVA JIMENEZ, KEESHA MARIE VALLEJO BALOG, QUEEN CHARLOTTE PINEDA, KAREN MARGARET SOLIS RAMOS, CZARMAINE ANGELI TARDICILLA VILLALOBOS and MARIA BERNADETTE LANDRITO DE ZUZUARREGUI. :)

HOHO. Thank you thank you! And it's even happier, because we received our Ateneo letters today. :D Woot woot~!

It's funny how I discovered it though. I was getting stuff from my locker, and they were all standing around me. At first I didn't notice it. 8D When I opened my locker, there was this green, rolled-up piece of green cartolina, and I didn't mind it. And when Mara was like, "Bakit di yata pinansin ni Nina un?!" then they all started laughing. I looked again, and started to laugh too. :) I'm really, really happy. :) No one could have given a better gift than that. :D

So yea. They sorta tried to get o1 to say happy birthday but to no avail, since he lives up to the meaning of his name -- ROCK. YES he's as dense as a rock. DAMNNN.

Plus I've decided to re-think my opinion of what I discovered yesterday. :x Maybe he wasn't drinking. Maybe he's like ... pouring a glass for one of his friends. Yea, that's it. I'll be optimistic and think that he's like his older bro, who doesn't drink. DAMMIT why couldn't it be the unloved one who drinks?! HAHA evil, evil mee.

PLUS WHERE'S MY T 2CD + 2DVD?! WAAAHHHH~!

And not because you need one.


OHMGOSH KJJ LOOKS SUPER GOOD HERE. And speaking of Purple Line.. Where's my T 2CD + 2DVD album?!

I'm Miss American dream since I was seventeen...

CRAP LSS much. *stabs comp*

So much has happened. AS IN A LOT. And I don't have enough time to tell it all.

On the plus side, I have my card. I now retract my earlier decision - I am back in the business of making dungaw. o1, WATCH OUT. :)

And I'm burnt. As in, DARK. You know why? I spent a whole day under the sun in Camp Crame last Saturday. What person does that? Apparently I do. Since we're REQUIRED, and GRADED. CRAP. And you know what the worst part was? I SUNK IN MUD. YES, FRAPPING MUD. Sludge, dark, dark sludge. You wanna know why? Because it was WET, even though it was like, 30 degrees Celsius out. My whole left foot was submerged. AND IT STANK. REEKED. SMELLED. I don't know why, and I don't wanna know.

Friday? I had taekwondo, as usual. I learned the form for red belt promotion (I'm up for promotion into brown belt.), and anything else? Nothing was out of the ordinary.

So I was tired all week, since I had Fancy Drill practice in the morning, and I get home around 7 each day. I wake up at 4.45, and I sleep at 11. CRAP. Thank goodness it's a holiday today. I could rest.

And you know what else? It's flippen long test week. And I still have practice. Yes, kudos to OB for tiring its students.

My asthma has gotten worse. I don't know why. It could've been because I was overworked. And now it's worsened even more by the fact that I have this enduring cough. I've woken up every morning for the past 2 days not because I felt like it, but because I had difficulty breathing.

And you know why I was so eager to go online? BECAUSE I WASN'T UPDATED WITH DBSK STUFF. I was so anxious that I wouldn't be able to DL their new singles. :)) Addicted yes.

Woot. Good thing I have Zara. 8D Or else I'd be lost. xD

MUST MUST MUST CONCENTRATE!

Have you not learned enough, Nina? With the grades, and the Chinese horoscope thing?! *pulls hair out*

It says on my Chinese horoscope (apparently I'm a water monkey. Er, hello? I am sort-of afraid of the big sea. Yes. I'm not too fond of beaches, unfortunately.) that I shouldn't be distracted, and it is not a good time to be involved with BOYS. YES. That's what it flippen said. That my grades would drop.

So I'm making a firm resolution - don't make dungaw anymore. Yes. I thankfully have Fancy Drill practice during the mornings so I have an excuse to not see him. 8D Hurrah for CAT.

And I got some dirt on him. Apparently he and his classmates played Truth or Dare, and one of my friend's friends listened in. He has reportedly kissed 4 girls, and one boy. HONESTLY. What is wrong with him? The rest of his family is normal, so why can't he?! He drinks, and he looks like he's BI. PSH.

And I received a gift from Czarm! 8D A giant card, and a glass bottle (er? I don't know how to describe it.) with this purple (PURPLE LINEEE 8D), glittery flower inside. Pretty, pretty. :) She couldn't make it because the guard wouldn't let her out. *stabs* She didn't have a gate pass. :(

If not a little more.

HOHO. KJJ you killed me all over again. :x



OHMYGOODNESS. Zara sent me these caps. KJJ looks like a fricken girl but he's just so handsome I can't help but squeal. :x So sue me for having a crush on a guy that's prettier than most women. DAMN and I'm listening to a song where he goes "I love you" at the beginning. 8DD

And she was like, "You keep looking at the JJ caps, don't you?" And I'm like, "Yea. You can tell by the Friend's View thing, can't you?" And she just replied with that emoticon with the tongue sticking out. :p

JAP VERSION IS OUT! ♥ And I got my hands on Changmin's Two Hearts and Wild Soul single. Thank goodness. I couldn't dl the songs properly from the forums bec I can't open RAR files. *bangs head* But now I know how. 8D

Junsu's single's preview is out too. :) I think the title was If. I'll have to dl some other time though. Because my mum is already snarling at me to get off soon. The only excuse I have for her is that I'm downloading something. 8D Which is the Purple Line Jap Ver PV. Aizah unnie said it was basically the same. I don't mind though. 8D

It stands for California Pizza Kitchen. 8D Which was where we ate earlier for lunch. It was my treat, since I couldn't treat them on my birthday. So we went there and ate lunch. :) I asked Trixie, Karen, Mara, Keesha, Abby, Czarmaine, Joon, Alain, Patrick, and Berna to come. :) They all did, although Bony didn't, so did Czarm, and Abby couldn't stay long because of band practice. Berna's sister Pinky came along too. :)

It was pricey. Very, very pricey. I had a budget and I wondered if it would fit. Thankfully it did.

I got a ton of surprises again. :) Like a gift from Karen, and 2 cakes from Bizu. Bizu! Imagine that. I never thought that in my entire high school life I would receive a cake from Bizu, much less 2. :D So I was very, very happy.

Like my other birthday surprise (the cartolina thing), I didn't suspect a thing. I should've known from the way Berna had said 'let's go to the cr' they were planning something.

We were a little delayed, owing to events that we could not foresee, such as the fact that we needed a gate pass, people *ehem*JOON AND ALAIN*ehem* were fussy, and others.

But we still ate. Fricken iced tea cost 105 php. DIE, CPK, DIE. What do you people put in your iced tea that makes it more than a hundred?! :))

So Abby came, and bought me cake. 8D *see picture below*



And then Berna, Mara, and Trixiee excused themselves, supposedly to go to the restroom. But instead they bought me cake too. :) *see pic below again*



And then when I asked for the bill, our waitress gave me this. 8D



And after eating at CPK, we headed off to the cinema to look for a movie to watch. :) We had few choices - The Eye, The Mist, or Cloverfield. 2 of them would start too late, The Eye and Cloverfield, so we went for The Mist. It was a good movie. But tragic ending. Hmf.

No, really. Because I hope by Monday the whole of third year, and his class, would forget the spectacle me and my friends had created last Feb. 8, 2008, Friday.

You wanna know what we did? Seriously? HAHA. Humiliated ourselves. Thrown our money in front of him. Pleaded, and begged. Tried to bribe him. All for what, you ask?

A FRICKEN PICTURE.

YES YOU READ THAT CORRECTLY. A single, ordinary shot of a boy. For whom you ask? Apparently KEESHA has a crush on him now. :))

Do you know how much we shelled out? It escalated from 150 -> 500 -> 600 -> 700 php. YES that much. We were sorta THAT desperate. You know what the money was for? For DoTA. A fricken computer game. HONESTLY. You'd think people would have better things to do than to spend their money on staring at a computer screen and tapping away on a keyboard. :|

And you know what he said? The arrogant ass told us his face was priceless. The nerve. I could've smacked him right then and there. TCH. I was so right. You really ARE just looks, and no brains. Your elder brother is so much better than you are.

I had honestly thought he was a good person. Honestly. And I was hoping I could see that side, so I could put aside the fact that you fail in your classes, and instead of studying, you play computer games all day.

BUT NO. You had to ruin all that, and go all high and mighty on us. :p

Doubly humiliating for me, since I practically BARGED into their classroom, marching up to his table and flashing the money and the camera in front of him.

ALL THIS, FOR A PICTURE FOR KEESHA. Be thankful we love you, or we wouldn't have subjected ourselves to such degrading actions. And the fact that we ARE fourth year, and it's our last year. LET'S MAKE THE BEST OF IT. Even if it means humiliating ourselves. :)

Credits to Bernadette De Zuzuarregui for giving me the songs. :) Although it is sort of a break-up song (which doesn't fit since we weren't even together in the first place. xD

YES YES so true. Never, ever again. My stalking days are so over. I have decided to change, and put books before boys. Stupid me. I should've realized that earlier. It seems that the phrase 'he doesn't even know you' has not stuck to my mind before today. But I've realized this, and therefore, never again.

I cried today. I don't wanna remember it. Hay. I never knew exactly how to describe what I felt earlier but Abby put it into words - pressured. True. Sort of. Ayrton said that I had standards, high standards at that. I adamantly denied this, feeling I HAD no standards. But now I know I do, and right now, my grades aren't living up to this so-called standard.

I got into the Ateneo dorm nga pala. I was waiting for my T album when instead, this landed on our doorstep. What's the use when I'm not even to enter ADMU? Hmph. xD

I'm thankful to the friends who comforted earlier. Loren, who was sitting beside me that time, was very helpful. I'm not a very sentimental person, so I'm sorry I couldn't thank you properly. THANK YOU SO, SO MUCH. I'm grateful to have you guys by my side. Kung wala siguro kayo, tuluyan na akong bumigay. Haha.

From now on, I have made the resoultion to support Trixie, and Trixie only. No more me. Since I know Trixie deserves it more than I do. :) I truly, fervently hope that she and her LAV get together. GO TO UST, o2!

Does it hurt to know I'll never be there
Bet it sucks, to see my face everywhere

Oh my goodness. Now I know it'll be a challenge to give up stalking him. Stalking. Haha. Such a strong word. But really. He's one of the better looking people I've seen in OB. Honestly. YES IT DOES HURT. Hurts very, very much. So I'll just move on.

WOT?! It's Yunho oppa's and my birthday. :D I turn 16, he turns 22.

Innit sweet? HAHA. :) I appreciate you guys for going through so much trouble. :) YES YOU PATRICIA YVETTE GARCIA SANTIAGO (one of O sisters ;D), ABIGAIL JEANNE CASTRO AGONCILLO, KATHERINE MARA VILLANUEVA JIMENEZ, KEESHA MARIE VALLEJO BALOG, QUEEN CHARLOTTE PINEDA, KAREN MARGARET SOLIS RAMOS, CZARMAINE ANGELI TARDICILLA VILLALOBOS and MARIA BERNADETTE LANDRITO DE ZUZUARREGUI. :)

HOHO. Thank you thank you! And it's even happier, because we received our Ateneo letters today. :D Woot woot~!

It's funny how I discovered it though. I was getting stuff from my locker, and they were all standing around me. At first I didn't notice it. 8D When I opened my locker, there was this green, rolled-up piece of green cartolina, and I didn't mind it. And when Mara was like, "Bakit di yata pinansin ni Nina un?!" then they all started laughing. I looked again, and started to laugh too. :) I'm really, really happy. :) No one could have given a better gift than that. :D

So yea. They sorta tried to get o1 to say happy birthday but to no avail, since he lives up to the meaning of his name -- ROCK. YES he's as dense as a rock. DAMNNN.

Plus I've decided to re-think my opinion of what I discovered yesterday. :x Maybe he wasn't drinking. Maybe he's like ... pouring a glass for one of his friends. Yea, that's it. I'll be optimistic and think that he's like his older bro, who doesn't drink. DAMMIT why couldn't it be the unloved one who drinks?! HAHA evil, evil mee.

PLUS WHERE'S MY T 2CD + 2DVD?! WAAAHHHH~!

And not because you need one.


OHMGOSH KJJ LOOKS SUPER GOOD HERE. And speaking of Purple Line.. Where's my T 2CD + 2DVD album?!