&&; Because I want to.

lol I'm here

2011-03-07T22:38:00.003+08:00

So....... I was planning on making a decent blog entry tonight but sdfdasfal Photoshop was not cooperating :|

Been kind of busy lately, which I'm thankful for (: The university-wide elections have ended, my paper on The Wealth of Nations is done, and some exams have been finished, so my load has sort of gone down, heh.

Tomorrow. Promise (this is more like a note to remind myself to post more but meh), since I've new stuff I've yet to post, lol.

A Hey! Say! Jump single that was a gift to myself for Christmas (ikr it only arrived last month, lol, but at least arrived :D), a phone charm from Rebecca, 2 Junior magazines that were a gift from my aunt from her trip to Malaysia, cards and a book (Dawn of the Dreadfuls I cannot, lol allubyoo guys) from my friends and a JJ lightstick from Jona! :D I think that's it? I think, lol.

I owe so much picture uploads to my friends, haha. Kiseop the D90 has been put to good use this and last month.

Tomorrow then. Tomorrow *crosses fingers*

This is a 19 year-old me making a birthday post

2011-02-06T23:07:00.002+08:00

19. OHMYGAHD. Are you srs rn.

I got Ben and Jerry's today, so everything else is irrelevant. LOLJK I love my friends, they gave me a cake last Saturday! ^0^ Taking it home was a happy challenge, heh.

ALSO, this is me about to write a sappy HBD JUNG YUNHO post but decided not to instead, since there are already dozens on the intarwebz, and all have already managed to say all there is to be said: Yunho, we wish you happiness. You've been through a lot and you deserve nothing less. We mean it when we say you're the best leader ever, and nothing can change that. Dasrite - nothing. We love you. We really do, ok.

Pride, begone!

2011-01-20T20:40:00.003+08:00

My mantra. Every time we go out to eat in Korean restaurants (I know right, totally leveling up. Although my wallet does seem to be lighter every time we eat out...... lol) I end up swallowing my pride together with the meat and rice wrapped in lettuce.

I ended up going home in a taxi because dammit, LRT and MRT only have what, until 10pm? And it's their last train. Really, public transportation could use later closing times.

We had fencing again earlier this week, and I've spent a good deal of time since then moaning about the pain ;; No joke. Even getting up in the morning is ~painful~ :))

Anyway, finally, some expected deliveries/parcels arrived yesterday, haha :D

Oh hello, Keep Your Head Down! :D I didn't take a picture of it with the purple ribbon tied around it, but it was really pretty (: I didn't think it was going to be this big. If you have NEWS' Purely calendar (LOL I know, it's such an out-of-the-blue reference, but it was what I saw earlier yesterday and it looked just about the same size, so yup) it's that big. For an album with a photobook, it's pretty big. I mean, I have Mirotic ver A which had a photobook as well, but really, it was just kind of an expanded jacket photo compilation :))

I got the qt Changmin card. Hehe.

LO and behold, the contents of the other package that arrived -- Adam Smith's Wealth of Nations. Over 1000 pages of classical economic theory.

STILL WAITING FOR STUFF TO ARRIVE btw :)) I wonder if I should just make them Valentine's Day gifts, instead of really delayed/belated Christmas gifts? LOL.

그남자

2011-01-15T00:30:00.003+08:00

Ohmygoodness I just need to say that I love Secret Garden. I really do. Like, truly, genuinely. I don't think I've ever liked a drama this much before lol. As much as I've adored past dramas I've watched (Coffee Prince, My Girl, Hana Kimi, etc) this one has got to be my favorite so far. Not a boring episode. Well, except for the first one, but srsly, it's the introductory one. You know, establishing relationships, personalities, etc, lol.

The actors are just perfect as well (: I love how they portray their characters, switched or not. Hyunbin srsly cracks me up every time he turns into Ra-im; so girly and screamy and ghei. I love it. LOL. Miya won't believe when I say he's the lead from My Name is Kim Sam-soon, the one Sam-soon falls in love with.

*too big, lol, had to make it a thumbnail :))

And I took a look at MAs and scholarships yesterday in Korea. Incidentally, I typed "Korean university scholarships" and the Korea University was the website that showed up =)) Even though the scholarships look good (Foreign Student Scholarship class A had free tuition ;A;; B 75% and C 65%), I'm not eligible, since they require a minimum of 16 years education overseas for non-Korean citizens. Unfortunately, since our education system is only K10, I lack 2 years ;;

So I searched, and came across Seoul National University (CUE CROWD GOING WOOOOOOOOAHH PARE, TAAS NG PANGARAP NATIN pero libre naman kaya go lang, lol) and they had scholarships as well! :D I'm going (I actually already am. I'm hell-bent on getting my MA in Korea, hahaha) to aim for the Graduate Scholarship for Excellent Foreign Students (GSFS) I'm pretty sure I fit the criteria....... except for the excellent part. Lord, help me. I want to earn my MA degree in Seoul National University :))

Hopefully, I can be an Asian History Major :D I hope they have minors in languages, because it was either a history MA or a languages MA. I've decided to go with a History major, since I've always loved history :D I've had enough of over 4 years of econ and pol sci here in U.P. This will be a change in scenery if ever I get in, haha.

It's still over a year away and I've still got a lot of ground to cover before I can actually apply for an MA (practicum, moar subjects, thesis, GRADUATION WOOH haha) but I'll already be praying for all these and more to happen. Lord, kayo talaga bahala sa'kin sa ganito, haha.

Anyway, I've a class tomorrow (DS152, oh hay!) and it's at 9am. *sigh* If it weren't for attendance in reporting counting..... lol anyway, til next time~

The only one in this world, she

2011-01-08T12:45:00.003+08:00

I just love She from Yunho and Changmin's new album ;; (sorry, I just can't get myself to call them DBSK) and that happens to be the line that stuck out the most, haha.

So we've all read the messy crap that's been happening, and I won't go into that, because it'll cause me unnecessary bad vibes. Which I don't want because I've been in a pretty good (good considering the circumstances. I love my friends, lol, even though I abuse them most of the time loljk) mood since yesterday (: But I still support all five of them. All. Five. Bow.

Moving on~!

Anyway, we went out yesterday to eat, and to detox, at least on Miya's part :)) I had a chance to test out the video on my iTouch (really late, considering I've had it since November, hahaha) and the Hoot app, which like the SHINee Hello one, had a star selca feature in it :))

We watched a few rounds of Bakbakan, in which I cheered for CAS (REPRESENT!) and Roj and Miya cheered for the freshies. LOL.

Roj looking quite lost, lol. We were already in Mang Inasal by this time; Angerald also already deserted us.

I've a video whose quality, really, is 10x better than the pictures. But it's of Miya, and it has ~incriminating evidence~ LOL.

Til next time, I suppose~ (:

Flawless first post for 2011!

2011-01-04T23:42:00.003+08:00

Hello!

This post is made flawless by

THANK YOU, THANK YOU, yes that is my dear leader and magnae in one flaming hot, ovary-imploding-exploding and mind-blowing music video.

I hope I can get my hands on my copy of Keep Your Head Down soon! I'm looking forward to their comeback on Music Bank this Friday oho, can't wait for the "I'm just chillin', feel like I'm healin'" moment u-know, hahaha.

Still looking out on where to order JYJ's Music Essay (foreal, why is it so pricey, $40 for a mini-album? lol), since from the previews it sounds good! ^0^ My early favorites have got to be Mission and Pierrot~ And I think they did a good job producing and composing the tracks in this one, the three of them (: So proud that they composed the songs!

And this just in,

The preview of the Japanese version of Why.

~~brb gonna watch lol~~

It sounds the same (duh, lol); I've always preferred their songs in the original language (like Purple Line in Japanese, Mirotic/O Jung.Ban.Hap in Korean; Rising Sun is an exception lol, I liked the Japanese version a bit more than the Korean one, thanks in part to the MV) and I think this will be one of those songs again, ahaha. Also, thinking if I should get the single........ because they're releasing it just barely a week after the release of Music Essay and goodness knows why I only support one fandom. Hahahaha. AKA I-have-no-more-money-ok =))

Anyway, in non-fandom related talk, I've been thinking that I should probably get started on my thesis this sem - decide on a topic and start researching on it, so that next year won't be so stressful. Seniors (I think? LOL) only get a sem to finish their thesis and knowing how much of a procrastinator, slacker and over-all lazy bum that I am, it'll be a tough and sleepless sem if I can't decide on a topic and get it approved ;; So I think I'll be asking a few people on what I can have as a thesis topic, and hopefully..... I can get some stuff done before the practicum /shudders

A last note; Miya's and Jona's gifts haven't arrived yet, fuck it. LOL I think they were shipped together with my Arigatou CD (WILL NEVER GET OVER THE LACK OF JACKET PICTURES IN JE CDS OK so now I actually feel that SM/Avex is actually spoiling us with the abundance of jacket pictures, hahaha). Damn man =)) anyway, I hope it arrives soon, lol

HAHA then, til next time~! ^0^

KEEP YOUR HEAD DOWN

2010-12-30T09:50:00.002+08:00

BECAUSE THE GODS ARE BACK.

THEY ARE BACK.

SO GORGEOUS I CANNOT.

Well kpop, my faith has been restored thanks to these 2 guys plus those teasers JYJ has released.

It is all good.

HAPPY TVXQ DAY!

2010-12-23T12:56:00.005+08:00

In light of recent events, I've decided to make a sappy, cheesy, so-fluffy-you-could-die (loljk no, not really) post about my fandom.

I've made so many posts before about TVXQ, AKTF-ing and shit, but really. Not one of them completely sums up how proud and happy I am to be Cassiopeia.

It's been a rocky ride, but we're still here. I'm still here. That speaks more than what words can say. The fact that I'm still here and over 700k people still are as well are testaments to the faith and belief Cassies worldwide have in not just JYJ, not just HoMin, but in TVXQ. To us, you'll always be 5.

I'm so happy right now I could cry cry (lol get the kpop reference?) but I won't.

I'm proud of the fact the K-Cassies persevered, despite the fact that people pegged it futile. In the end, it resulted not only to the benefit of TVXQ, but to the whole of SM Entertainment's artists.

I'm proud of the fact that international Cassies did their part in supporting the boys. After all, while the boys were away, it was us who welcomed them into their foray in the international/US market.

I'm proud of Jaejoong, Yoochun and Junsu for following what they felt was right, and not backing down despite knowing the many different trials and hurdles they'd have to face.

I'm proud of Yunho and Changmin, despite the fact that they were separated from 3 of the people they love, they went on and carried the name of TVXQ and made sure it wasn't forgotten.

In the end, what does this all mean?

GIF PARTY BAMBAYAAAAHH! /not dial-up friendly, sorry D:

NOT A GIF, but ofc Leader Yunho will always be fucking relevant.

THAR WE GO! PARTY LET'S PARTY PEOPLE! /puts on Choosy Lover :))

Circle lens~!

2010-12-20T16:45:00.006+08:00

Hoho got my first pair from Marianne (the seller) and Caresse~~

Did you know that it's been a secret dream of mine to own a pair of contacts? I mean, contacts in general, not just circle lens. Hehe.

I got Tear Brown, even though I asked for Tear Grey, but meh, I'll just get a grey pair next time, hehe.

I've yet to wear them, since I've read that you need to soak them overnight first in the contact solution before you can wear them~ CARESSE DIDN'T, I THINK, SHE WORE THEM STRAIGHT AWAY. WAE, CARESSE, WAE?

Hoho when Marianne handed this to me I was like, baww it's qt :D Very cheery, hahaha. Caresse greeted me with a :D and asked me if I just woke up. Ohmygahd I must've looked like shit, considering I was having an asthma attack and I just walked from Shang to Megamall, LOLOLOL.

I'm very happy that these lens already came with a solution and a lens case since I was wondering how much the solution would cost (even to the point of asking my mum who pointedly said, no you cannot wear lenses SORRY MUM DD: /bows and grovels). So I'm a happy camper that these came with both! :D

BTW I've been watching Down With Love, a Taiwanese drama starring Ella Chen from S.H.E (how is Selina doing? D:) and Jerry Yan of Meteor Garden/F4 fame. I was a bit iffy about it at first, seeing as how I didn't like Hana Kimi Taiwan (or rather, it got overshadowed by the Japanese version and Ikuta Toma hehe) and/or Ella's portrayal of the female protagonist, but I was looking for something to watch and so I said, well you won't lose anything by watching it anyway.

Surprisingly, I like it. So far :)) I think I'm around ep3 or 4 now; I don't know since the DVD or the drama doesn't indicate what episode it is but yeah, I like it so far :)) Plus, Jerry Yan looks really good here ok. Like he didn't age a bit since F4 days *cough* =))

Anyway, I'm going to send a few friends some Christmas postcards~~ YES you didn't think I'd be the type to send letters/postcards did you? LOL anyway, I do.

LMAO HURRYING NAO because my mum senses are tingling and I have to hide this stuff FAST =))

Party party!

2010-12-17T23:44:00.002+08:00

Not a party per se, since there was no pulsating music nor free-flowing drinks around, but it was fun! :D

Ken, Miya, Caresse, Jona, Nikki (who got lost, long story, haha), K and Dianne (who got lost as well, lol), and Angerald came over yesterday for movies/to eat/ravage my condo, loljk. Miya brought pasta, since it was a hit last time we went to Laguna, and Angerald brought ice cream! 8D There was a bunch of other stuff too, like pizza and chips; totez healthy eating right thurr.

Miya and Caresse were the first ones to arrive, around 11.30? Then Ken and Jona, then Angerald, K and Dianne hours later, and Nikki arriving even later ;~~~~;

I'm sorry, lol, we're lacking quite a lot of people here already since I got out the camera like around 6 or 7pm already :)) Miya, Caresse and Angerald had already left by then D:

We had watched a number of movies, actually :D Starting with 17 Again, then horror from then on -- The Ring, My Ex (which unfortunately we didn't get to finish since the DVD froze up, hahaha), and Final Destinations 1 and 2.

Horror movies aren't really frightening when you have friends to watch them with....... or maybe it's just us, hahaha.

Oh hay, look, K being abused. Again. Just another day with DevStud.

LOLJK they were trying to get K to "model" since Eka wasn't around and Ken needed a ~~sparring~~ modeling partner :))

Hence these shots. Obviously K isn't going to enter ANTM anytime soon, but we had a great deal of fun goading/forcing/threatening her to get these shots :))

Nikki and Ken stayed a bit later since they wanted to watch Mara Clara (CLARA yeah icu), Imortal (YEAH YEAH ICU JUDGING ME/US) and Kristine (OHMYGUH BEWBIES LOLOLOL)

Anyway they left around 11pm already. Thankfully they arrived home safely :D

Til next time! :D I think I'll be getting my first (!!!!) pair of circle lens from Caresse this Monday, and I'll probably be taking Kiseop the D90 with me :)) Bye-bycicle!

And so my year ends~~~

2010-12-14T22:11:00.003+08:00

^0^

HOHO no more classes! I'm officially on Christmas break now, but of course there's not a lack of things to do, since our professors left us lots of readings to... well, read and various assignments to accomplish during the break.

But who's thinking of that right now, lol :))

We had our Christmas party earlier, though it really wasn't a party, we just ate and exchanged gifts, but nonetheless we had fun (: I gave out my gifts earlier and I'm happy to see that they looked happy (ohmyguh lol I need moar adjectives for this -- jolly, glad, chipper HAHAHA) when they opened them (: Miya's and Jona's haven't arrived though, so I'll have to give them on January instead :))

So Caresse picked me for the exchange gift and she got me............

JJAN! OHMYGAHD you do not know how loud I exclaimed "OH MY GOD ARE YOU SERIOUS" when I opened the gift :)) I was totez holding back since we were in public and it would outrageous for me to cause such a scene thanks to a CD but.... yeah :)) When she first handed it to me I felt it first and I turned to K and said, "It feels like CD........ but I won't get my hopes up :))" and then everyone was opening theirs so I followed suit =))

I'm happy I didn't scrimp on Caresse's gift though (AND I DIDN'T SCRIMP ON THE GIFTS I GAVE MY OTHER FRIENDS AS WELL OK) :D

They'll be coming over this Thursday, I think, so I'll have new pictures by then~~ Til next time~

En garde!

2010-12-11T14:58:00.002+08:00

Hello! (:

We went to K's MOrg concert yesterday, it was fun :D

Just came back from watching a small part of the UAAP Fencing tournament at the Ateneo Blue Eagle Gym (: I for one, did not know the UAAP had fencing as a sport, much less had tournaments for it. Then again, UAAP does stand for University Athletic........... A-something, P-something, lol SORRY I FAIL =))

Fencing is actually kind of interesting; I only previously knew it as "tiring" hahahaha XD

Behold, I only have a few usable pictures :)) Mostly of the girls' part, since we were nearer to them, but I wanted to watch the men's because 1, they're faster, 2, they screamed less.

A characteristic of these matches I did not expect was that they screamed. A lot. Jona, Miya and my theories were it was either they were really frustrated they couldn't score and let it out through screaming or they were scoring, in which case they were letting out their joy.

I have no usable pictures of the men's matches (but I do have some pictures of a guy...... Miya's guy, ofc LOLOL) since we were on the opposite end of the gym and my DSLR could only zoom so far :))

Tiring, but nonetheless fun (:

Til next time~ Since I still have an exam before my Christmas break actually starts ;;

KURIPPU

2010-12-06T22:32:00.003+08:00

"Clip" when read in katakana, lol

Jona and I were trying to decipher (lol) the katakana from the Hey! Say! JUMP CD (+DVD! HAHAHA!) given to me by Kristine (thank you Kristine, allubyoo! ♥ lolol), and yes, we were triumphant XD

Anyway, I've a stack of readings to plow through...... More like, 2 books, various journals and news clippings and other whatnot thrown at us by our professors A MERE TWO WEEKS BEFORE OUR CHRISTMAS VACATION can you believe it.

I can =)) After all it's been 3 years, I really should be used to this =))

JA-JJAN! :D My CDs -- Hey! Say! JUMP's Hitomi no Screen single and BEAST's Lights Go On Again~~

I'll be off early today, since I did promise myself I'd finish a chapter of Worldly Philosophers before I sleep, so..... Bye-bycicle!

BTW lol I've just finished watching Yuukan Club LOLOL I LOVE IT, I really do :)) I've always liked dramas that have minimal or no drama in them, minimal fluff and just general lulz and happy vibes, and this fits the bill perfectly =))

The Condo Chronicles 2 and 3

2010-12-03T21:54:00.003+08:00

HAH stayed overnight at Rojo's lol. It was kind of a last minute invitation, really, since we stayed over last night, and she just asked us this...... Tuesday? LOL. Miya and I weren't really sure if we were going to be able to join (since she had a report to do and I, well, I didn't really want to go if neither Jona nor Miya was going lol) but lo and behold, we were! :D

Jona and I had class first though, with Miya sitting in. Surprises of surprises that day though, was that my former Math 11 professor (which I must admit, deeply disliked for leaving a really bad memory of Math 11 and just college math in general with me haha) is a fanboy. Ohmygahd. Really.

Since I picked up my BEAST Lights go on again CD from Ate Pausiu that day, I was looking at the pictures and was about to put it away when randomly, my professor walked out of his classroom, passed by us and exclaimed, "Oh I know that! BEAST, right?" My mind was OHMYGAHD WHAT SDAFGDSFGDFL that moment, but thankfully Jona and I got over it quick and joked about the matter with him instead :))

He showed surprising knowledge of not only kpop but jpop. LMAO LMAO "DIBA MAS SIKAT ARASHI?" LMAO OKAY SIR IKAW NA.

So anyway, ECON141 then, POOF WE ATEEEE ♥ The three of us were famished when the subject ended :))

We ate at Maru, a Korean restaurant, and walked around the Malate area just to walk off some of the food we ate :))

Really yummy food, especially the soup! :D It was sort of like kimchijjigae, but not quite :)) Grilled beef, that spicy squid (which really wasn't spicy, but idk Rojo didn't even want to look at it lol) dish and the Korean pancake which we all had no idea what to call except that -- "Korean pancake" LOLOL =))

After dinner, we walked towards a Korean convenience store and of course, we had to eat ice cream :)) We went around the block one time before going back to her condo and washing up before bed (:

LMAO I WAS SURROUNDED BY JE FANGIRLS ALL NIGHT LONG. The first thing we watched? I think it was the Summary of Johnny's World? IDK BUT DAMN YUTO NAKAJIMA WAS SO PRECTION =)) Bunny ears, asdfsgfdl bb be my squishy prz lol

Meet Butterball, who became my companion through it all - Phobia, sleeplessness.... everything =))

And then after that Summary of Johnny's World concert was Phobia 2, then Antique Bakery starring Joo Ji Hoon, Kim Jae Wook and Yoo Ah In :DD Pikanchi ft Arashi before FINALLY, FINALLY GOING TO BED around 2AM. 2 DAMN AM, WHEN WE HAD CLASSES THE NEXT DAY and Miya had to review for her report =))

Then I wake up around 3am to Kristine and Caresse loudly discussing Sungkyunkwan Scandal and some other stuff, which I remember commenting on but lmao I just can't remember what :))

I fall asleep again and then 3 hours later, at 6am, I wake up. Then we proceed to continue watching Pikanchi, then One Missed Call 3 (ft. Jang Geun Seok, Kurosaki Meisa and Horikita Maki) and finally, the last one, Ghost Train with Oguri Shun and Erika Sawajiri :))

Here we have Caresse, Miya and Eunice. Miya was trying to cram her report :))

So. 3 hours of sleep.

In a day when all my profs are Ponsi, Simbulan and Villegas.

LET ME TELL YOU, IT WASN'T EASY KEEPING MY EYES OPEN. NOT AT ALL.

Ponsi, I was already drowsy.

Simbulan, I was practically falling asleep with my eyes open. The only thing keeping me awake was the notes he kept flashing on the screen.

Villegas, sir, I am really very sorry. I know you're a good professor, and goodness knows, I try, try hard to stay awake during your classes but sometimes, I just can't help it :( Like how it was earlier.

AND, ON A LAST, REALLY HAPPY NOTE, ROJO IS GIVING ME A HEY! SAY! JUMP CD :D I know it's kind of wtf since when were you a HSJ fan?! CONTRARY TO WHAT MIYA AND EVERYONE ELSE IS SAYING, NO I AM NOT A HEY! SAY! JUMP FAN, I'm just really after Yuto Nakajima ;; Ever since a few days ago Miya linked me to a PV and a picture of a now grown-up Yuto (who was formerly so qt and squishable as Kame's younger brother in Nobuta wo Produce) asdfsdgfdsl IDK it kind of...... led to this? LOL.

Pictures will follow, since damn, Photoshop froze on me and I'm really sleepy :))

~SHADOW~

2010-11-28T23:49:00.003+08:00

Tanginers asdfgfdsgfdsl

The kid also plays the drums.

THE DRUMS.

Thar goes my bias for drummers (eg. Minhwan, Minhyuk)

On another note, Big Bang's coming back! Happy not because I'm a fan, although I do like their music, but because Big Bang was there when I first started kpop, and to me, it's sort of like a homecoming.

SS501's coming back as well :') happy for VIPs and Triple S, I really am :'D Although it still stings a little, I'll keep waiting. Always keep the faith.

The Condo Chronicles

2010-11-25T21:48:00.002+08:00

I think that's what my title will be every time I go to Kristine's condo and something interesting happens........... Actually everything happens in Kristine's condo, lol.

So U.P. Manila - College of Arts and Sciences (REPRESENT!) is on strike to oppose the 1.39B peso budget cut to state universities and colleges, and its departments and professors refused to hold classes.

Cool, if you didn't go to school at 2.30pm because you thought the professor from a department not from your own would hold classes. You decided to go to school, because even though it mind end up being your only class of the day, you thought, what the heck, it's a major subject. You need it.

Voila. The professor doesn't hold classes, and you're stuck with a day supposedly wasted -- fare money and effort wasted along with it.

But never fear, Kristine's condo is always here! ^0^ So we head over to Kristine's condo and spend the rest of the day there.

And it is there I watch, for the first time ever, JYJ's Ayyy Girl MV.

IKR. I just watched it earlier, even though it was released.......... 2 weeks ago? IDK, haha.

I was ~~hesitant~~ no, flat-out refused to watch the MV because of the negative reactions I saw ;________; I know, I know -- I shouldn't have let the negativity get to me, but what can you do. Peer pressure yo.

So I said to myself, well Nina, you won't watch the MV unless someone makes you, or you just can't help it. Earlier, it was the latter of the two that happened.

We were watching tvN and the beginning (LOL get it hehehehehehe) of this MV pops up. It's a horizon flashing different colors - red, blue, yellow, and I think, wait this looks familiar....... e_______e

And then I think, ohmygahd this can't be...............

Then Jaejoong slides up, and I go, ohhhhhhhhhhh damnnnnnnnnnnnn LOLOLOL IT'S AYYY GIRL.

So we watch it.

Personally, it isn't as bad as everyone made it out to be. IDK, u-know? The dance was okay, the boys...... well I'll always love the boys, hahahaha, the graphics were cool, some of the scenes were iffy (like wtf you guise, why are you up in the air, flailing like IDK what) and yes, they're still missing 2 people....... but all in all, the only thing I can complain about is Yoochun's hair.

Yes, I don't mind Junsu's apron and Jaejoong's abs.

BTW hahahaha thanks to Miya I've recently become....... IDK what to call it, but I've been interested in Hey! Say! JUMP :)) But only because of Yuto Nakajima, HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHAHAHAHAHA :))

So anyway, Friday tomorrow, and no classes, thanks to the strike. But I have Saturday classes so...... D:

Never forget

2010-11-17T00:03:00.002+08:00

From Joejang's Twitter.

久しぶりに時ヲ止メテ聞いている。せつないね。。早く寝なきゃ。

It's been a while, and I'm listening to 'Toki Wo Tomete.' It's heartbreaking...I must really sleep soon.

So much in one tweet.

lol bb go sleep already :))

Allubyoo-yoo-yoo

2010-11-14T22:04:00.003+08:00

Hello, lol, if you've listened to BEAST's Mastermind mini-album I think you'll find my title sorta-kinda familiar, haha.

So anyway, a few days ago, MCA (IDK lmao I just saw it floating over at Tumblr, haha) was selling these so-called limited edition BEAST Mastermind albums, so-called because they're signed, and they're from Korea. Now I actually didn't mind buying a copy, because 1, it's signed, 2, it's from Korea (I'm OC like that, having all my CDs bought online and from Korea lol) and 3, it's only 1,200php.

Now, now, let me justify my claim of "only 1,200php" -- I say this because all my CDs are bought online, and if not online (such as cases when my mum absolutely refuses to allow me to use her card) from sellers that import them from Korea, hence the fees tend to go up, because you're not only paying for the CD itself, but also the delivery + shipping + yung patong ng seller, LOL. So my purchases have never gone below 1,500php.

So to have an album from Korea, signed by some of my favorite K-idols (Dongwoon I'm looking at you, and yes, fine, Kikwang, since you're the other half of my Kiwoon otp) and below 1,500php? Fuck this shit, I'm buying =))

I really didn't think I was going to get a copy, because there were only 30 copies, and I was..... kinda late in e-mailing them =)) But lo and behold, I got a reply from MCA the next day, saying how I could have it delivered or how I could pick it up at their office in Ortigas.

Obviously I went with the second option, because damn the delivery fee was exorbitant, and Ortigas was just a short taxi ride away =))

I was surprised at how kind of small their office was, since I was expecting a whole floor abuzz with activity, but it was small, and really quiet :>

TL;DR anyway, it was signed and in the words of Ate Pausiu "Ibig sabihin hinawakan nila to!" lol

The packaging is really pretty ;; Like one of my favorite packaging designs ever -- hardbound, holo, and shiny.

And yes, the picture ~is~ blurry; it's hard to find a decent light source in the condo while it's 10pm, hahaha.

I must admit, I've been into BEAST lately. Mostly because of Dongwoon, haha. The boy is gorgeous, ngl, and ever since that fan-sign session last June (or was it July) he has totally earned a permanent place in my bias list. Foreals.

Anyway, classes have started for me (: I've Wednesdays off, haha 8D

La-la-la-lightless

2010-11-12T22:27:00.004+08:00

Before the actual blog post, lmao, I'd like to take a few paragraphs to remember my old fangirling days, and say that, thanks to forums like TVfXQ Forever and IN:COM, my love for DBSK grew.

I'm not much into forum-ing nowadays, ever since the old TVfXQ Forever closed and moved, and now that IN:COM is as well, I don't think I'll go back to forums. The two have been a speshul place for me, because that's where I met most of my friends today -- they may have been few, but they remain my closest online friendships :>

Even though one is closed, and the other in the process of doing so, and certainly, it hurts to see that the places I used to turn to for news and ~support~ are gone and going, but whatever love for DBSK I have, it certainly won't.

I'm a DBSK fan, and I ~~think~~ know I will be for a long time.

So now that we've established I'm a DBSK fan........ :))

Ta-da~! I got my hands on those "limited edition" albums MCA has, the one with the BEAST signs on them, and I must say, I really like the album's packaging. Hardbound, glossy and holographic, hoho~ That, and the shots of Dongwoon in this mini-album have got to be some of my favorites, haha.

I stopped by their office in Ortigas, and it wasn't a bother, since it's only a short cab ride away from our condo; I was kind of surprised at the size of their office, since it wasn't even a whole floor but meh, who know what goes on in that teeny space of theirs on the 34th floor =))

PLEASE DIRECT YOUR ATTENTION TO THE POST ABOVE LOLOLOL.

Once my copy of Lights Go On Again arrives, BEAST is the B2ST will be the only mini of theirs I don't have XD

Also, now I've a decent and confirmed schedule for this sem, I'm going to make a schedule for my notebook XD Like what I've done in the past, hahaha.

AND AND pray that I actually reach College Scholar status for last sem......... 1.8 dammit, lol, I'm .1 away from being a CS =))

Roadtrips

2010-11-02T23:05:00.002+08:00

Hello! ^^

Did you know that these pictures which are absolutely ruining my layout, have been resized to around 50%? Some of them anyway. Nikki's is, I think, reduced to 50% its original size. The original dimension is around 4000px or something like that. Crazy huge. Anyway, lmao, my post isn't about that, it's obviously about roadtrips.

You see, I've never been one for roadtrips. It's not that I don't appreciate the privilege of having the freedom to drive around, but since I'm more of a home-staying kind of person (who am I kidding, of course it's about the internet) I'd rather stay home. But since I'm a paranoid person, thinking something would happen to my family without me there and I'd end up regretting it forever, every time, I'd tag along.

Last Saturday we went to Tagaytay. Guess what time we left? Ungodly 3-fucking-30 am. I told myself I wouldn't sleep, but even when I pull all-nighters I can't do without sleep. I'd sleep even if it were only for an hour. I had a bad cold, and a box of tissues was my best friend that day, and you know how when you go to high places, the pressure changes, you go sort of deaf and after your ears pop, your hearing goes back to normal?

That day, that didn't happen to me. My ears didn't pop, and I had to suffer having to be half-deaf for almost 2 days since that's how bad my cold was (it's sort-of anatomy related you know? EENT and such? LMAO w/e). And guess what, it still hasn't cleared.

Yesterday we went to Bataan. To see this place (it had Acuzar in it, sorry, lmao). Which was pretty, really (: It's sort of a cultural site, since the owner dismantles and transfers ancestral/historical houses from different parts of the Philippines, brings them there, and then builds them right back up again.

Today we went to Bulacan. To see Biak-na-Bato. Which really, was a fail!trip. Since when we got there, there was nothing. And to see the actual caves, you had to go down stairs and cross a hanging bridge.

Now you reader would think that "It's only stairs," but trust me. If you're a person like with altophobia and has been to Mt. Banawe, it was too much for me. The trauma from that previous trip was overwhelming :))

Anyway, since now classes are resuming, I'm once again stuck here at home ^0^ Since my classes don't start til the 11th, oho.

I guess I'll add pictures later.

And I have a huge dilemma D:

Nov. 5 will be a busy day for me -- enrollment, watching PA2 with college friends, and Abby's debut D: I'm wondering how to fit all this on one day, since heaven knows UP Manila enrollment isn't the smoothest process on earth D:

I'm hoping I'll pull through this day just fine~~

Man it's been a hectic week

2010-10-30T00:36:00.002+08:00

LMAO for the fandom anyway. My school and personal life has been relatively quiet, though not exactly calm but w/e :))

First off, Jonghyun's apparently dating Shin Sekyung, but for me it wasn't because of the stars involved, but more of the supposed fact that they're dating and their companies allowed it. Especially Jonghyun's. SM isn't a company likely to disclose such relations, so it makes go all shifty-eyed.

Second, no more injunction against JYJ! :D Go JYJ bbs, go!

Third, hello finally Sunjoon and Yoonhee got togethurrrr :)) Now if only Yongha and Jaeshin would follow their lead........... lmao jk ~~I want Yongha to myself kthxbye~~

Fourth, KIM JAEJOONG, KIM JUNSU AND PARK YOOCHUN HAVE TWITTER. TWITTER. OHMYGAHD. This has been like, the closest I've ever been to them ;; brb sobbing, lmao.

AND I GOT MY JYJ ALBUM TODAY! :D Although no poster yet, idk why, but it says in the receipt included there was no poster in tube yet :))

The packaging is srsly amajing ;; I was like, are you serious, this is the whole thing. Because it's like...... yeah I'll just show you some pictures, although these are shit-ass quality since it's almost 1am here as I'm typing this =))

Hello t-shirt that's surely too small for me, lmao, and awesome amajing unbelievable packaging! *0*

So this is what greets you when you open it - the CD. I was like, gurl where is my photobook and photocards and IDK what else =)) But then you see that little triangle? Yeah you poke your hand through that, lift it up and poof~~~

It's the photobook! With gorgeous flawless amazing pictures in it *0* I've only 2 hands, and as much as I wanted to take pictures of every single thing that's in it, I can only do so much (eg. point with one hand, focus with another, and shoot. Extra challenging if you need to hold down a page, lmao) but I tell you scans do not do this thing justice, foreals.

And at the back there's a card that indicates your number of the copy. I think. Because I read somewhere that the special/limited edition albums are numbered =)) So that's my number.

And then as I'm taking this out, lo and behold, THERE'S ANOTHER PACKET UNDERNEATH IT. AND IT'S THE ONE WITH THE HOTDAMNED PHOTOCARDS. They're a bit bigger than half an A4-sized paper, and it's really thick, like card. As in they're trufax photocards =)) THERE WERE 5 FOR EACH MEMBER ;; (imagining my reaction with all 5 of them and I'm like ohmygahd I'd just die you know? lmao) and one for the ~group~ or ~trio~ YEAH WHATEVER, FOR ~THEM~ =))

Sorry for teh fail!photos, light was bad and I was doing my best not to move while I was taking the photo =))

Now I'm just waiting for the poster (:

Frankly I'm surprised it reached me this quick. I mean, I think it just got shipped this Monday and then wow it's already here? I suppose since it's pre-ordered it's quicker, but still -- less than a week. That is fast (: The only other thing I've received faster than this was the AADBSK3 Preview Photobook, which I ordered from HMV.

Anyway, lmao, til next time~~ XD

Laguna, Laguna

2010-10-20T18:06:00.004+08:00

Oho I've been going on about this trip for a long time in my Twitter, since I was essited and I wanted to de-stress and just generally hang out with friends. We were shaved down to around 13-15, since people canceled, or got sick or got their permissions revoked, so yeah D:

But nonetheless, it was fun. Really fun. It was nice to be by ourselves, no adults or anything, and just be lazy bums that basically eat-slept-swam-karaoke'd all day and night.

We had a bit of transpo problems, but it got sorted out in the end :D Also, we were sort of anxious about getting caught in the storm while we were there, but whatever.

LMAO random, but I find it amusing how we manage to act and ~sing~ drunk when we haven't even been near alcohol the whole time we were there :))

Nikki was shrieking and screaming the entire time she was on this raft, lol. Jona remarked that if it had not been for my iPod playing JYJ's The Beginning (to which she also said that "their Eng(r)lish is decent enough" hoh so nice) the only thing you'd be hearing was Nikki's cries of "get me down from here!!"

Brownout! On our second evening, we had a brownout :)) We were having our merienda (IKR merienda at 6pm lmao but good thing, since we wouldn't be eating dinner til around 1am XDD) when the lights went out.

And lmao, bonus picture of my Tumblr, because DBSK is and always will be fucking relevant, thanks very much.

So yeap, it was a good, good weekend~~

Always keep the faith

2010-10-14T09:51:00.003+08:00

Hi, two posts in one day? :)))

Lawsuit. It's a word that leaves a bitter taste in my mouth whenever I say it out loud. Mentally, I'd think it was okay, you know, you're used to it. But when someone asks me, I can't help but blurt it out with bitterness.

It's divided DBSK into 2, and frankly, the fans as well. JYJ and HoMin. I don't like seeing that. Does there really have to be a divide? Do you really have to choose between the two? Do you have to choose which side to support -- if there even is a side? Can't you just support JYJ and HoMin? After all, DBSK is (not was bitches!!! LEARN YOUR TENSES) made up of Jaejoong, Yunho, Yoochun, Junsu and Changmin.

I fell into this fandom not because of the name DBSK, but because of the five people that made it what is. I'm not abandoning my fandom; heck it's one of the last things I'd do, even though I've told myself to quit since it causes more heartache than I ever thought it would.

The thing is, I choose to support JYJ because I like to see them sing. I like to see them do what they want to do. I'd rather see them sing than let it go to waste and fade into obscurity because of a lawsuit. Does this mean I don't support HoMin? No, I support them just as much. The problem is, what opportunity do I, we, get to show our support? None. Except for the SMTown concert, the dramas and the modeling stints, there are no other venues for us fans to show the support. If HoMin were to release an album, yes, I'd buy that too. Why? Because they're part of DBSK. Because I support them just as much as JYJ.

I don't get where people say "we choose a side when we buy the album" or stuff like that. Is it bad to support them?

I've learned to ignore it when people say to give up, because DBSK's disbanded or whatever, but I just can't let it go when people say I choose one side over the other, because that isn't true. I don't get why people have to be so adamant on "choosing a side", when it doesn't have to be that way.

JYJ, fighting!
HoMin, fighting!
TVXQ, fighting!

What I'm trying to say is, you should be my girl

2010-10-14T09:23:00.002+08:00

JYJ's album is out! ^^ Haters gonna hate, but I personally like it. My favorite track is Be My Girl -- it's R&B, one of my favorite music genres, I like the lyrics, and it shows off Jaechunsu's vocals :>

The English could be better, definitely, but for people who have hardly ever tried to speak it before, it's good. I understand it, which is always a good thing.

I received an e-mail from YesAsia yesterday, saying the shipping out date of my JYJ Special Edition package was moved to October 25 for international retailers =____=; It was moved to October 18 for the Korean retailers. At this rate, I'll be receiving it around November. I was hoping that when we come back from Laguna next week, I'll have it on my doorstep, lol.

Unfortunately SM Entertainment pulled another one out of its bag of dirty tricks :/

Plus the previously 3 posters was reduced to one -- instead of 3 individual posters, they've condensed it into 1. Okay it was free, apparently, something I wasn't aware of, but seriously, for $69.99 we should get at least 3 =_______=; Meh at least we still get to have a poster. I'd go even more batshit if they decided to scrap it altogether (: *positive, happy thoughts Nina*

And since I'm here anyway, pimping and plugging 3 out of 5 of my boys' comeback album on various Korean music sites:

Soribada
Daum
Naver
Melon

I don't know if Daum, Naver or Melon requires that you log in for number of listens to count, but I know in Soribada it does. Just log in to be sure ^0^

First date!

2010-10-13T08:59:00.003+08:00

HEYYY lmao all my finals are done and over with, and so I'm back here again.

Our DS111 finals happened on Monday, and it was also K's birthday celebration :D Last year we had Macky (bahahaha IDK are we on first-name basis now? We just used to call him by a codename) give her a bouquet of flowers, and this year we upped the ante a bit -- we had him take her out on a "date", although it wasn't really a date-date, since almost half the block was there to witness the whole thing, hahahahaha.

LMAO we were following them from behind while we were heading to the restaurant, so half the album was of their backs. But whatever, still didn't down the ~kilig~ factor, hahahaha.

There's a running joke between the block that it's us that's doing the courting for K :))) In this case, it really holds true =))

Now it's officially my sembreak! :D I'm free til Sunday, which is when some of the block and I will be heading to Laguna to celebrate Jona's 18th WOOOOOT! :DD

KPharmacy

2010-10-08T23:50:00.002+08:00

Or whatever that pharmacy beside Torre Lorenzo is called. It's so cute, kind of like a hole-in-the-corner shop, but it's a pharmacy. So many Korean foodstuffs, it was heavennnn or more like, 천국, hehe.

So anyway, we had no DS111 and 121 earlier (FML did you know that I went to school at 4pm because they said we'd have classes? 4PM. Everybody else is going home by that time), and so blockmates and I hung around for a bit, because duh, it'd be a total waste of time and money if we went home right away.

OT, but do you know how our (Development Studies Society) tambayan's kind of ~ours~? I'm sorry to sound territorial, but really. It's already labeled. I wish people would just go and sit in their own space. Have you seen us sit in yours? No. So please, just, no. I'd hate to see the tambayan go into shambles or disarray because other people did it; I'd respect it if it were the members that would cause it, but if it were other people, would they? So just, no.

ANYWAY, so that's where we hung out, our tambayan, to pass time, since Miya and I promised Dianne we'd go to their Victory Christian Fellowship...... fellowship, lmao, and we tried to convince a bunch of other people (namely Angerald and Jona) but to no avail. They did not budge. The only one we managed to drag along to the church was Caresse, and Jona only stayed til the eating part =))

It was fun, sort of my thing, since most of the time I sleep during sermons at our church, since it's so long =________=;; but the message earlier was short, and I kind of prefer them to be that way.

It's near DLSU Taft, so we got off at Vito Cruz, ate at Mang Inasal then headed to the church.

I didn't know what to expect, really, since Miya talked about all kinds of stuff beforehand =)))

Anyway it was nice, and we did it for Dianne, since we owed her one -- she lent us notes for our DS111 (mine) and DS121 (Miya's) finals =))

AND NIKKI MADE MY DAY. NIKKI MADE MY DAY WOOOHHHHH! ANG SAYA-SAYA TALAGA, MY IRL OTP LIVES YOU GUYS.

Sem break is here! :D

2010-10-06T17:18:00.001+08:00

LMAO I still have like, 2 finals left, but I think I can handle them. I hope.

I feel so sembreak-y already I don't give much of a care to the remaining days before the actual break starts =))

So far, I've a couple of subjects that are already ~clear: ECON102 (no finals HUZZAH), DS121, DS127 (SO HAPPEH, YOU'LL SEE WHY IN A FEW), and DS151 (I hope Sir Clavel received our paper lmao).

I still have COMM3 left, because I don't know whether there's going to be a final exam or not, and DS111, because dammit, I only got a 3 in our midterm =))

TA-DAAA~! Presenting the first uno I've gotten in a while, lmao. I was expecting something more of a 1.25 but I was happily surprised when this greeted me as I got my class card earlier :'D

LMAO now I have sth to bribe my mum with, hahahaha. Ma sige na, uno naman ako sa DS127 eh.

REJOICE!

2010-10-04T21:45:00.002+08:00

NO ECON102 FINALS FOR ME! Happy happy but.

Ang sama ng loob ko ngayon, tangina lang.

Mirotic pinagkait niyo na sa akin (oo bakit di pa ako nakakaget over doon SO WHAT IT WAS PROLLY THE ONLY CHANCE I WILL EVER GET TO SEE THEM LIVE FUCK THIS BAWLING MY EYES OUT RN DSFGFDSHFDSHFD), pati ba naman ito.

My dignity is no more

2010-10-03T20:47:00.002+08:00

had our PE finals earlier.

Can I just say, after this day, nothing will ever be more humiliating ever again.

Eka, Allan and I had our PE finals in Philippine Games earlier in Diliman.

Halo-halo relay wasn't that bad; just really huff-puff-inducing. Having to hula-hoop 5 times, go over a garter almost as tall as you, go under a garter about 5 inches from the ground, then jump rope 10 times, jump with a sack then answer a bugtong THEN DO IT ALL OVER AGAIN IS NO JOKE. I HAD TO PICK BUGTONGS OVER 6 TIMES.

6 TIMES.

I feel so stupid, but then again I was never really good at those hahahaha.

So we weren't playing again for another... hour? Marian came to ~support us but I was like, nuuuu one more spectator for my fail =))

Eka persuaded (more like forced, but whatever) Marian to bring her car around so Eka could chill. Eventually, we also persuaded Marian to drive us around Diliman for a ~joyride at the back of her truck, lmao.

So yes, if you were at Diliman earlier and happened to see a trio of people singing "Lean on Me" and randomly bursting into laughter and riding the back of a blue pick-up truck, congratulations. That was Eka, Allan and I.

We returned to the soccer field just in time for our second game, Centipede

Oh. My. Gahd.

Here I lose all pride, dignity, etc etc BECAUSE I CAN'T EVEN BEGIN TO DESCRIBE IT.

Like. Yeah.

WHATEVER, MY SECOND TO THE LAST PE IS DONE, ONE MORE TO GO.

And now all I have to worry about is my Comm3 speech tomorrow, and a paper revision in DS151 Kristine R. and I have to submit by 12pm Tuesday afternoon. Lest I forget, DS127 exam by elimination on Wednesday.

*forces smile*

Bright side, I'm hoping I don't have to take finals in DS121, DS111, and Econ102. And I hope Rojo and I get a flat one for our DS151 major. Kahit isang uno lang please.

Early to bed, early to rise

2010-10-02T07:27:00.002+08:00

Unfortunately only the latter part is true, since it's either I stay up late to surf the net or stay up late for school.

Ugh I just want this sem to be over with, atat na atat na akong mag-sem break damn. Oddly it's the majors I find comfort in, not the single fucken remaining GE course :///

We've an interview and a class lined up today, Saturday, and tomorrow is my PE finals. Plus, comm3 extempo speech on Monday.

I JUST WANNA GET IT OVER WITH.

~~I won't even study for the DS127 exam by elimination thing :))~~ JK, just in case Sir Ponsi is lurking and might give us tough questions~~

Haven't updated in a long time

2010-09-30T21:43:00.002+08:00

^^

I think... with all the recent stuff that's been happening in and out of my fandom, I haven't been able to blog much. As in, anywhere.

My 2 cents on everything isn't 2 cents -- it's more like 2 million dollars. I'm resolute on supporting both parties, I'm not hating on anyone (I'm more on severely disliking but meh) and I'm still a fan. No matter what happens.

On JYJ, yes, sometimes I just go, WTF you guys what do you want out of this world, but in the end I say, fuck it you know, these three....... are still part of the DBSK I know, no matter what name they go by, and no matter how many albums they release under any what name. To me, they're still DBSK as much as Yunho and Changmin are.

HoMin... I can't say much, since they haven't. And if they decide to release anything, something, I'll support them. Just as I have the three. Why? Because of the same reason I support JYJ -- they're still DBSK to me.

Sometimes it gets to you. Actually, every time a new bit of news comes out, it hits you. Like a fucking truck. But every time, you stand up and say, I'm still here. No matter how much you get hurt, no matter how much you fall down, and no matter how much you say "I'm quitting, I won't care after this" -- you still do. You can't help it. Trust me, I've tried. I do good... until news comes and poof, it's like the IDC phase never happened.

People will say things, certainly, and it's hard not to get affronted. Somehow in the midst of all this I've learned to just let them flow, and not take them in. It's better that way.

I'm in my junior year of college now, and it's been........ 4, 5 years? Since I've been a fan. A large chunk of my teenage life has been DBSK, and it always will be.

I remember reading an article once, and it was about a fan that had grown up, moved on, and had kids, and one day a DBSK video played on the TV. I don't remember exactly what was in it, but I remember thinking, I want to be like that. I really do. I'm hoping, anyway.

On another note, kpop has become the recent "in-thing", kind of like how F4 or Meteor Garden was back in the early days.

I'm not hating... Actually I'm hating a lot, since I'm not the type that likes to be stereotyped, especially when it comes to kpop. New fans are nice, yes, but some of them..... Yeah.

The newer fans.... I've found to be too arrogant. No regard for the older, established groups. Even if we say, fine, they've disbanded. Fine, they're inactive. Fine, they're old (fuq you, DBSK isn't old lmao), they're the fucking reason your fucking ~idol groups~ are here now. Show respect.

On the college note (LMAO this is lengthy):

DS127 - bitch of a subject, bitch of a professor (lmao I'm kidding sir Ponsi, you know how I ~roll~) but..... I don't know, I think it's worth it? I hope so. I hope the people that deserve to get 1s, get them, and the people that deserve to fail.......... well, yeah, you get my point.

DS111 - Ohmygahd ide. I just hope our prof will take into account the papers and the reporting.

DS121 - ........ yeah, same as 111.

DS151 - PLEASE LET THIS BE THE MAJOR I ACTUALLY GET A FLAT ONE IN. PLEASE.

ECON102 - Just, don't let me take the finals, and we're good.

Long-ass post, but yup, I'm done now :D

Yoochun

2010-06-05T00:22:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday! ♥
Stay bigger than the gingerbread man's vitality, never stop being passionable and never stop being a Christmas tree in the night.

HALLO

2010-04-08T22:59:00.001+08:00

Icon post for Kat bb, whose 18th birthday is on April 9 aka tomorrow.

But since I'm going on Korea time, HAPPY BIRTHDAY BB! :DD

icons (:

2010-02-24T14:20:00.002+08:00

Like finally, because....... Yeah just click and go on over thar (:

Jajjan :>

MOVING TO LJ

2010-02-23T15:32:00.002+08:00

At least for the time being :>

Hahahaha. Still gonna update here every once in a while but I find that I'm more active in LJ nowadays, so, if you want to go ahead and read my LJ iz

EL-JAY

Ignore the stupid n-famous :))))) Tangenuh kasi, when I registered back in 08 all my names were taken so I was all fck this shit huh :)))))

BOO YOU.

2010-02-19T23:05:00.002+08:00

Boo Kat. BOO. DI NAMAN KASI AKO DAPAT SOLO EH ;_; Like who am I gonna go with na? Who am I gonna scream my head off with? Ohmygahddd WAI.

Anyway, had DS100 and Psych earlier. Went to Tom's World after, but before that went to PGH with K to submit my medical :> K's real funny cause she spent the whole morning coming to school, cause apparently there was a huge traffic jam and she was all the time I spent in the commute was longer than the actual time I spent in school.

So in Tom's World I'm like ohmygahd THE BBALL THINGIES. I WANT! So I went and bought those tokens, AND THEN BOOM, WITH ALL THE SLOT MACHINE-LIKE GAMES MY TOKENS WENT POOF. Garsh, while I was inside I was like oh psh it's okaaaay but then when I stepped outside the arcade I was like, ;_; I shouldn't have spent all that money you know D:

Downloading stuff again. Hahahaha.

It just hit me that I have 2 exams and a paper due in the next two weeks. Wai so toxic, wai D:

this post is for kapatid

2010-02-17T21:21:00.002+08:00

and 2UP1, guiz, lookit my kapatid, he's umaasenso na like you know. TOTALLY.

ALAM NA. Shit ang swerte ni kapatid forever talagaaaa DDD: And I must say that (Lee) Joon (Pyo HAHAHAHA) is rocking the Goo Joon Pyo hairdo. And IN FAIRNESS, BUMENTA SIYA SAKIN :)))))) Kapatid really looks like well, his sister XDD

Pero ohmygahd, peck or not, HALIK PA RIN YUN SHIT SHIT SHIT :)))))) In the NGs Joon like, totally landed a kiss on the corner of kapatid's mouth AND I JUST ABOUT FCKING DIED. Hahahahaha.

OHMYGAHD GEL AND GERALD DI NIYO NA ITUTULOY YUNG CD REPORT NIYO? Miya just told me and I'm DDD: right nao :)))) Since I already started on the cover earlier....... But wth, okay lang XDD

I gotta fire every move~!

2010-02-16T16:30:00.002+08:00

Ohmygahd I totally thought that was "I GOT THE FIRE AND WE GROOVE" before I checked the lyrics, LOLOL :)))))

OH OH I HAVE STH TO SHAAAAARE YOU GUUUUYS :>

AAAAANNNND........

I mean, the first one's kinda like he's on crack but you have to agree with me that in the second one he's just dfsgbasgsd :DDDDD

IT'S CALLED RAEP KISEOP. >]

Belated valentine's and lunar new year's (:

2010-02-15T09:37:00.003+08:00

Y/y joined Yuaerubi (: Finally, after a long time, because I forgot my Daum account :))))) I was like, no I will not give up on my account name and pw here because the Korean lady who said the numbers is gonna laugh (well not really since it's a machine) again if I struggle to catch it.

Downloading the Star Dance Battle 8DD 9GB of .ts but whatever, it'll be worth it XD Now if I could just keep this computer on till I get back from school...... 8DD

Shit tinatamad talaga ako pumasok, HAHAHAHAHA. I don't even know if we have any homework due today /fail XD

OHMYGAHD HAVE I MENTIONED THAT ROJO AND I BOUGHT TICKETS TO THE FTISLAND SHOWCASE HERRRREEE? :DDD I'm just waiting for them to be delivered to the condo, hahaha.

Shoot have to go get ready for school nao XD

Oh psh.

2010-02-09T00:48:00.002+08:00

I knew I shouldn't have gone to school earlier. I was already dizzy and was having chills but insisted on going anyway.

I slept throughout Econ :/ I'm kind of embarrassed, since I sit in the front rows and I'm supposed to be in the "active zone". I'm so sorry Sir Arcilla D: XD

My head just felt like dead weight I swear. I couldn't stand up properly, and my vision was already spinning. WALA AKONG NAITULONG SA GROUPMATES KO I'M REALLY SO SORRY.

Went home around 4; skipped Histo. I think I would've collapsed if I hadn't, because the moment I got to the condo I collapsed onto our sofa-bed and didn't bother changing.

Thanks Marian, Anna and April for flagging down a taxi for me, and to Miya, Kat, Peji, Mon, Nikki and Sheic, who made me feel better and sorry kasi nag-aalala kayo kanina.

Planning on going to the doctor tomorrow, but sabi ko itutulog ko na lang. KAYA ERIKSON PATULUGIN MO NA KO PLEASE.

To the right, to the left

2010-02-03T22:32:00.002+08:00

Just downloaded U-KISS' first album earlier (: I like, all in all, but I could've done without the remixes. And the intstrumentals. The original songs are nice, but too much autotune for me to actually appreciate the vocals.

So far my favorite tracks are the Intro (OHMYGUH THEY SHOULD'VE TOTALLY MADE A SONG OUT OF THAT) which sounded really pretty and the vocal(s?) sounded really pretty ;_; THEY REALLY SHOULD'VE MADE A SONG OUT OF THAT D: and Without You is another favorite. LOL, ever since they released it as a digital single before their album it's been on repeat ever since :D I guess I like Bingeul Bingeul (it looks better in Korean trust me hahaha) and Dancing Floor.

Finished reading (more like, intently browsing) my Socio notes. DIANNE THANKS FOR THE REVIEWERRRR. In 5 or so pages you've managed to summarize almost half a sem's worth of Socio notes. AMAJINGG~ (:

At hoy Gerald, ayusin mo ha. Walangya ka, pag nagkalat yan, ikaw lang ang salarin kaya maghanda ka.

OFF TO CRAM MORE SOCIO INTO MY ALREADY SOCIO-OVERSTUFFED HEAD D:

There are just some things

2010-01-29T19:28:00.002+08:00

Some things that people, especially parents, never get.

You know. Like how they don't get I don't want to go. Ohmygahd di ba. Putangina talaga. It's so frustrating. I keep on saying, no I'm not going but it's like my mum never hears a thing I say.

Oo, maswerte ako, because people never really get a chance like this (or so they say. As if naman hindi kalahati ng populasyon ng Pilipinas naglalayas sa ibang bansa no) pero HELLO DI BA. Hindi yata gets ng parents na you've established yourself here, tapos in the middle of it all, they try to uproot you and move to a whole new fucking place. NO. THEY DO NOT.

Eto, now I have a fucking dilemma. Actually, di nga siya dilemma because I know where I want to be pero dahil sa hinayupak na requirements para sa immigrant na visa na yan, I have to go and miss class. AGAIN. On MONDAY. WHEN I HAVE A CHANCE TO EARN A .25 GRADE FOR ECON101. WHICH I BADLY NEED. I'll take every incentive I get because I seriously farking need it. I was saying it earlier, pero I couldn't articulate it properly because for one, my head was already imploding thanks to whatever (I think it's because they took a shotglass' worth of blood from me earlier *sarcastic*), and two, I was just so frustrated already. AYOKO NGA EH, KAYA NGA TIGNAN MO, ANG SOUR SOUR NG MOOD KO.

I wouldn't have minded going through all this fckery kung wala akong ginagawa. Eh kaso meron. I HAVE SCHOOL. MAJORS NA PO ANG AKING MGA CLASSES, KAYA DI KO AFFORD ANG MAG-ABSENT. Kahit di halata, hello gusto ko pumasa. Eto namang nanay ko......... AGH TALAGA. I have to go to two fcking doctors next week, and I SRSLY DO NOT WANT TO MISS ANYMORE CLASSES.

Ang whatever talaga. WHATEVER WHATEVER WHATEVER. I can't even process or type anything properly ugh.

OPPA OPPA A-A-A-RE WE GOOD.

2010-01-28T22:13:00.003+08:00

Gahd it's annoying but I can't help but sing the song.

Sorry to say I was 5 minutes late for Econ earlier because I was dl-ing Soshi's new album. No I iz no fan, but since I'm complete with their discog (don't ask me why) I had an OC urge to download it.

AND U-KISS' NEW SONG SDFASDGTFSADG OSM :DD I knew Kevin was not ghei, he has not failed me. Yet :))))))

LOL hai thar Dongwoon :)))))) This boy has been my bias just as of late (in BEAST, anyways because when asked who my forever bias is it'll be KJJ) because before that it was Kikwang :))))))) But then for some reason (OH NOW I REMEMBER. IT WAS THAT SKI WORLD POSTER, WHICH HAD HIM AS THE POSTER BOY HAHAHAHA) my bias slowly turned to him.

I'll now do my DS100 photo haiku. I think. Because I won't even be going to DS100 tomorrow, I'm doubly lazy to get started on my photo haiku XD

I hope we pass the medical tomorrow; my mum says she won't pass because she's listed a lot of medical conditions, but whatever. I say she's gonna do great; it's me I'm worried about :)))))))

TGIF! Thank goodness it's Friday hahaha.

2010-01-22T22:54:00.002+08:00

Got Econ and Histo5 over with. Econ last Monday and Histo5 yesterday. Will not comment because ugh, it just makes me want to connect my head with my desk. Because srsly, I was like YOU KNOW WHAT NINA IF YOU HAD STARED AT THAT LIIIIITTLE PIECE OF INFO LONGER YOU WOULD'VE REMEMBERED. But you DIDN'T, so here you are now, staring at your paper blankly, like wtf.

Have you ever wondered how many official fans your favourite group has in Korea?
Well,there is a latest ranking of idol groups according to the number of fans they have one Daum,please have a look!
SNSD and Wonder Girls are the only female groups in the top 10!

1. DBSK: 790,065
http://cafe.daum.net/soul48

2. Bigbang: 372,416
http://cafe.daum.net/YGBIGBANG

3. SNSD: 291,963
http://cafe.daum.net/milkye

4. 2PM: 277,736
http://cafe.daum.net/2PM

5. SS501: 274,339
http://cafe.daum.net/music77

6. Super Junior: 254,029
http://cafe.daum.net/secondemugame

7. SHINHWA: 190,910
http://cafe.daum.net/SHINHWA79

8. SHINee: 113,333
http://cafe.daum.net/TVNDRM

9. FT-Island: 111,198
http://cafe.daum.net/fti5

10. Wonder Girls: 111000
http://cafe.daum.net/wg070210

11. 2ne1: 96,485
http://cafe.daum.net/2NE1

12. MBLAQ: 61,745
http://cafe.daum.net/Mblaq

13. f(x): 54,517
http://cafe.daum.net/91382073

14. BEAST: 53,940
http://cafe.daum.net/playb2st

15. KARA: 51,601
http://cafe.daum.net/Dejuanholic

16. CSJH The Grace: 47,349
http://cafe.daum.net/cheonsangjihee

17. 2AM: 43,494
http://cafe.daum.net/2-oclock

18. Brown Eyed Girls: 41,484
http://cafe.daum.net/Browneyedgirls

19. Davichi 24,498
http://cafe.daum.net/

20. 4minute: 17,129
http://cafe.daum.net/4minute

21. T-ara： 16,398
http://cafe.daum.net/HairMan

22. Afterschool： 13,283
http://cafe.daum.net/PlaygirlzAS

23. U-kiss: 5,100
http://cafe.daum.net/U-KISS

Credit: 2PM Baidu
Source: Daily Kpop News
ABM Forum by tohojess @ ABM
ABM Blog by liliceprincess @ ABM

Why look at that :D DBSK at the top? I see nothing new about that. BUT STILL, SO SO PROUD!

Pero infairness, naunahan pa ng f(x) ang BEAST........ ohmygah and after f(x) is MBLAQ /headdesk HAHAHAH *is trying rid herself of perverse fangirl thoughts* I'M SORRY AMBER, MIR AND DONGWOON AH.

And I was also really happy to see CSJH, BEG and Davichi! HOORAY. HOORAAAAY.

Socio naman next week ang akin icacram, HAHAHAHA.

If you cheat, beware of Jaejoong.

2010-01-17T22:29:00.002+08:00

If you ever have an affair on us with someone else or if I catch you cheating, I will go over there right away whether by plane, train or car and scold you.

- Kim Jaejoong

Akala mo sa exam? Asa, hahahaha.

Will be at school early tomorrow. Ya'll are welcome to join me in the agony of waiting for the Macroecon exam.

I couldn't help but feel "fck bakit kasi ganito ang economy, BAKIT" while I was staring at the graphs in my notes. BAKIT KASI. BAKIT KASI MAY KEYNESIAN MULTIPLIER, HA JOHN MAYNARD KEYNES. BAKIT KASI MAY MODERN FRACTIONAL RESERVE BANKING. BAKIT ANG COMPLICATED NG WALANGHIYANG INTEREST RATES NA YAN.

SAGUTIN MO AKOOOOO ECON BAKIIIIIIIIT.

I hate youuuu.

2010-01-17T19:47:00.002+08:00

Earlier today, I had this overwhelming urge to bash in the screen of our TV.

Why, you ask?

Let's just say that I should not watch MYX. Before I sleep. No, I should not watch MYX. Ever again.

Chuntop needs a new motherboard, argh

2010-01-15T19:53:00.003+08:00

So my laptop wouldn't start (actually, it does start, but nothing shows up onscreen) last January 4-ish, and since then I haven't been able to use it.

Turns out the video chip is fried (I was like, WAS IT BECAUSE OF ALL THE HD VIDEOS I WATCH THERE???) because of overheating (yes hp laptops have that problem. It's too bad; I like mine. It's the one with the touch screen and the swivel feature) and since the video chip is in the motherboard itself, the whole motherboard needs to be replaced.

I'm like, shizz ohnoes my stufffff. ALL MY PAPERS AND SHIZZ ARE IN MY CHUNTOP. But then mum goes, oh we can retrieve the memory and then I'm like yayyyy.

But the motherboard costs around 19k (to which my mum promptly scoffed and said, dagdagan lang yan ng onti, bago nang laptop yan) and they said it would be more... practical to just buy a new one. Because if we replace the motherboard and then the video chip gets fried again, it'll just be a waste of money x:

Suggestions as to what laptop? One that doesn't overheat easily prz :)))))

Suju is coming. And I don't like. First of all, I have this creepy feeling that only jologs (YES PAG NATAMANN KA, OO JOLOGS KA. FEEL FREE TO DEFEND YOURSELF AGAINST MY RANTS) people will come, and no one will even be able to cheer for the boys properly. Walang consolidation ang mga fans dito; no solid fanbase. Kalat-kalat. Pangalawa, how many people would actually go? Ewan ko lang. Ako, sige, kahit pucha super sama ng loob ko sa pagpunta nila, I'll go. To support Suju, and siyempre, para din makita sila.

Pero I'm just as willing to go outside the country to see these boys. MAG-KL NA LANG TAYO GUYS :))))))))

TO: whoever.

2010-01-13T23:12:00.002+08:00

Bitch, prz.

GTFO before I go call Siwon and his eyebrows.

Tien tien de Lollipop!

2010-01-11T21:41:00.002+08:00

Hello Amber. Once again you've tricked me into listening to one of your songs :x If not for you, I wouldn't even have listened to it twice.

FORMSPRING.
If you can't ask me shit in real life, might as well do it here.

Have no haikus for my life yet. Hahahahaha.

Waiting.

2010-01-09T13:53:00.003+08:00

I'm stalking Sir Ponsi's blog as to who and when the next face-off will be. After all, we should all experience the ~~pain~~ ~~agony~~ JOY of standing in front of our dear classmates and explaining why you do/do not support this and that? RIGHT?

I have a huge headache and I don't know why. I'm using that as an excuse to skip reading my handouts.

SAY WHAT.

2010-01-08T16:00:00.002+08:00

Boy I know you look like Kim Jaejoong, heck, I even acknowledge it.

But for a person to claim you're better? HAH.

NO ONE DOES ANYTHING BETTER THAN KIM YOUNGWOONG JAEJOONG KAYS. ESPECIALLY AT LOOKING GOOD.

I was ready to fangirl you, but man did that stupid beeyotch kill my Kan buzz. YEZ THAT'S HIS NAME - KAN.

We will wait, till we have a reason not to.

2010-01-05T15:05:00.004+08:00

We will always love TVXQ, Junsu, Yoochun, Jaejoong, Changmin, Yunho, we will always support them.
We will wait for the day when they can show us heartfelt smiles on their faces.

Japanese fans are the shizz.

AUGH WHAT I'D GIVE TO BE IN AUSTRALIA RIGHT NAO, ERGH :)))))

HELLO 2010 (:

2010-01-03T21:54:00.003+08:00

My first post of the year shall be composed of a declaration of......

Laziness.

Nina, srsly, it's 2010 and you're acting as if it's still two-double-oh-nine - still lazy, still not doing schoolwork...... What can I say. Old, old (ARCHAIC. ANCIENT. TIME-IMMEMORIAL) habits die hard.

I want to make a resolution (goodness knows I need them; and a ton of willpower to achieve them) but who am I kidding. Every resolution I've made since I've known there were such things have amounted to.... I don't know. See? I don't even keep track of what I resolved to do. Maybe that's where the problem lies, y'know? But goodness knows I won't be making that list anytime soon (:

I'll just wing it! Wing the darned year, aight!

I do hope the year turns out great for my TVXQ boys (: ♥ Although 2009 did not end on a particularly happy note for them or for us fans, I'm hoping the new year will bring them something awesome. And so my first wish for my boys is for them to top the Oricon charts, not only with their BREAK OUT! single, but also for their BEST album :3 HWAITING BOYS! :D

AND I WISH MIN THE BEST OF LUCK IN HIS NEW DRAMA T0T Even though I feel particularly nostalgic (because seeing him all grown up prompts me to remember his Hug days. OH MIN, YOU GREW UP TOO FAST xswatfsadf :))) after seeing his Paradise Meadow (Paradise Garden... Paradise Ranch... GEEZ OKAYS I GET IT NAO) set pictures ♥

I also wish the best for SuJu. FIGHTING, 13! We believe, mhm.

I wish 2PM would become 7 again, because all the fics I've read with Jay have made me become more AWW JAY COME BACK even more.

And I also wish some people *cough* would disappear. Like, that would make my year foreals :))))

DOTH MY EYES DECEIVE ME? OR HAVE THEY REALLY TRULY FINALLY RELEASED DATING ON EARTH?! assadfrgdgasfgas YES.

CHANGMIN-AH!

2009-12-30T00:39:00.002+08:00

WHY GROW UP?! Where's the kitty-kissing magnae I know???

GONE.

IT HAS NOW BEEN REPLACED WITH THIS:

MIN YOU KILLED MEEEEEEEEEEEE. In an purely fangirl way. HE LOOKS LIKE SUCH A MAN *tears*

Talikodgenic, yes.

2009-12-29T23:53:00.003+08:00

So remember how I Tweeted that MOA is so not worth the traffic? (it still is. Man the people *grumbles*) That was until I saw this dude who looks like Mir. Yes, Mir from MBLAQ. YES I'M SERIOUS. So I'm like whut! Then my mind did a total 180 and suddenly MOA was worth the hour we were stuck in traffic on the way there.

Spotted him while we were eating in Sakura. You know why? CAUSE HE HAD GORGEOUS HAIR. IKR. The first thing I notice about anybody is their hair, for some reason. If you have good hair, then whee you're on my good side :)))))))) Plus he was hecka tall, like a good head taller than I was. So anyway he had reaaally good hair and his side profile reminded me of Mir. So I was like, aw boo we won't be seeing him anytime soon.

So we finished eating, and I decided to go check out Fully Booked, to look for a good Korean dictionary (SPOTTED ONE TOO :3) and to look for that Twenties Girl book. SO IMAGINE MY COMPLETE AND UTTER SURPRISE WHEN MIR-LOOKALIKE WAS THERE. I was like asdwetfsf YES. :)))))) He was looking at the biographies section. NO I AM NOT A STALKER OKAY, I JUST HAPPENED TO SPOT THAT.

I head over to the languages section because that's why I went there in the first place. *cough* sneaked in a couple of glances every now and then but after a few minutes he disappeared. So again I go AWWWW TOO BAD NINA THAT'S THE LAST YOU'LL GET TODAY GIRL. Then I go back to looking at the language books and THEN OHMYGOD SUN HE'S ALSO THERE :))))))) I was like, WTF IS THIS FOREAL SDFAEWTFSAGAS :))) I turned the other way because I already spotted my Kr dictionary, and I had decided to look for the Twenties Girl book. COULDN'T FIND IT, so I left :)))))) I still couldn't get over Mir-lookalike being in Fully Booked at this point so I was like NINA OKAY THAT'S REEEAAAALLY THE LAST YOU'LL GET EVAR.

We head over to National Bookstore cause my grandmum wanted to buy Daily Bread, so we do. I was looking for where it was, and when I spotted it, I led my grandma to the aisle where the religious stuff was. We were looking for it, but alas, to no avail, so I said, mummy I'll go look around while we wait for mum, so she says okay go wander around.

AND THEN WTF MIR-LOOKALIKE IS THERE TOO. I SWEAR. I was like, WTF ARE YOU SEEEERIOUS DUUUUDE. I almost bumped into him cause I didn't see him coming into the aisle. I wanted to burst out laughing I swear, because I couldn't believe the coincidence of it all.

Anyway, that was the most adventure I had ALL vacation. MIR-LOOKALIKE, THANK YOU FOR THE EPIC DAY :))))))

Loading my phone with TVXQ shiznit nao :))))))) Having a phone that reads Korean is certainly awesome :3

Happy 6th Anniversary, TVXQ ♥

2009-12-26T12:16:00.002+08:00

6 years.

I've never been more proud of a fandom than I have been with you five.

Even if I become an ajumma, I'll still love you five, there's no doubt about that.

Heyo.

2009-12-23T22:10:00.002+08:00

April and Black Coffee will now forever live in my memory as the sweetest thing ever.

From now on, I vow to drink black coffee once a month, just for the heck of it. I think I love black coffee now, too. Can words do that to you? Apparently to me it can.

APRIL LOVES BLACK COFFEE. FOREVER. *sobs* Even though I'm still steaming over the whole WHY-DID-JAEWON-HAVE-TO-DIE thing, I realized the things they had to go through was what made me love it in the first place, and one event (however tragic. Heartbreaking. TEARJERKING. However sad it may be) cannot undo that. DO YOU HEAR ME BLACK COFFEE? DAMN YOOOUUUUU.

I'll tell you something

2009-12-22T01:27:00.003+08:00

I want to cry, but I can't. I don't know why. Instead of just letting it all out, I keep it in. I WANT TO CRY, DAMMIT.

APRIL LOVES BLACK COFFEE, dammit. WHY JAEWON WHY. WHY WHY WHY. WHY APRIL WHY. AGGGGGGGGHHHH. Putangina this is why I hate sappy romantic stories; dramedies with really hot leads AND THEN BOOM. When everything goes well, ONE OF THEM DIES. THEY DIE. Who the fck does that, FOREAL. WHY WOULD YOU RUIN SOMETHING PERFECTLY GOOD?

See? My habit of finding out the ending first of any story is justfied; it saves me any attachment to the characters, and to the story. BUT THIS. IT JUST SUCKED ME IN. when I DID decide to go and look at the end, I was blind-sided. I was shocked. I actually felt like one of those people who cried over dramas, who felt so strongly about the characters. I DID NOT WANT THAT. Do you wanna know something? The first time I listened to Insa by Jaejoong, I fell into a depression for the rest of the day. THE DAY. Can you believe that? I can't either but I did. My heart just felt so heavy that day.

I don't have the same reaction for movies; I don't know why. But with stories. Man they just get to me, it's so annoying.

UGH NOW I'LL STAY AWAKE FOR THE REST OF THE NIGHT JUST THINKING ABOUT APRIL AND BLACK COFFEE. But for what it's worth, it was really sweet. It was epic. It was a love story. AUGH CRAP I'M GETTING SAPPIER BY THE SECOND, KTHXBAI. *is not liking*

And Paris, Paris pleeeeaase come back soon. "No one said finding Paris would be easy; they only said it'd be worth it."

I GAVE UP SLEEP FOR YOU TWO. Dammit Black Coffee why leave April behind WHYYYY. WHY LEAVE ME SO BOTHERED I CAN'T EVEN SLEEP RIGHT WHYYYY. It should've been a happy ending T0T *sobs with inexistent tears*

Hankyung ah, hwaiting!

2009-12-21T21:07:00.002+08:00

Does not have much to say except that I am extremely pissed at SME.

For the sake of SuJu *mutters* THEY DIDN'T DO THAT WITH TVXQ. What the hell is this company going on about?! I really don't know what point they're trying to convey because from the looks of it.......... Augh. I hope you burn in hellllll SME. I HOPE YOU DO.

JUST FOR THAT, I SUPPORT HANKYUNG. Boy, we'll stand by you just like we stand by TVXQ. SUJU, FIGHTING. It will always be 13, and 13 only. In the same line of thought, 5 will always be 5. DON'T LET PEOPLE TELL YOU OTHERWISE.

Step, baby!

2009-12-20T21:07:00.002+08:00

sadfaetrwt Hocrap I've just rediscovered my infatuation with Chung Lim *_* If it's any consolation, Boojae, I've preordered five cds for you (ONE FOR EACH MEMBER, BECAUSE ILY LIKE THAT) but damn I was like, Chung Lim?

Cause I was browsing my net history when I saw that name and the only thing I could remember was the abs :)))))))))) So I took the liberty (AND MAN AM I GLAD I DID) of looking for his thread and imagine my complete surprise when I saw we had the same birthday :))))))

Nina: *looks at Chung Lim's profile*
Nina: ahhh so Han pala siya.....
*eyes drift over to birthday*
*eyes widen*
*cue epic fangirl scream*
AHHHHHHHHHHGGGG.
Tita: What???
Nina: PAREHAS KAMI NG BIRTHDAY WAHAHAHAHA!
Tita: Akala ko kung ano........

It's a typical dialogue in our household. I scream about sth then they ask what and when they don't get why I screamed they'd give me that response.

BUT SRSLY :)))))))) I was so surprised.

Anyway here in Rizal for the rest of the vacay, since my mum didn't want to cook for anyone while she stayed at the condo since she still had work. Limited net, but thankfully Tattoo is fast enough for me :3

6 MOAR DAYS, LOVES. Can't wait! ♥

OKAY WTH

2009-12-18T21:27:00.002+08:00

AM I GETTING TOO SOFT? Like wth I'm tearing up over stories now T0T

READ, THEN JUDGE ME :)))))

I have a boyfriend who grew up with me. His name is Jin. I always thought of him as a friend until last year, when we went to a trip from a club. I found that I fell in love with him. Before that trip was over, I took a step and confessed my love for him. And soon, we became a pair of lovers, but we loved each other in different ways. I always concentrated on him only, but by his side, there were so many other girls. To me, he was the only one, but to him, maybe I was just another girl…

“Jin, do you want to go watch a movie?” I asked.
“I can’t”
“Why? You need to study at home?” I felt disappointment grabbing me.
“No… I am going to meet a friend…”

He was always like that. He met girls in front of me, like it was nothing. To him, I was just a girlfriend. The word ‘love’ only came out from my mouth. Since I knew him, I had never heard him say ‘I love you’ before. To us, there weren’t any anniversaries at all. He didn’t say anything from the first day and it continued till 100 days…200days… Everyday, before we say goodbye, he would just hand me a doll, everyday, without fail. I don’t know why…

Then one day…

Me: Um, Jin, I …
Jin: What…don’t drag, just say..
Me: I love you.
Jin: ……you….um, just take this doll and go home.
That was how he ignored my ‘three words’ and handed me the doll. Then he disappeared, like he was running away. The dolls I received from him everyday, filled my room, one by one. There were many…
Then one day came, my 15th year old birthday. When I got up in the morning, I pictured a party with him, and stranded myself in my room, waiting for his call. But… lunch passed, dinner passed… and soon the sky was dark… he still didn’t call. It was already tiring to look at the phone anymore. Then around 2am in the morning, he suddenly called me and woke me from my sleep. He told me to come out of the house. Still, I felt joy and I ran out happily.
Me: Jin…

Jin: Here…take this…
Again, he handed me a little doll.
Me: What’s this?
Jin: I didn’t give it to you yesterday, so I am giving it to you now. I’m going home now, bye.
Me: Wait, wait! Do you know what today is?
Jin: Today? Huh?
I felt so sad, I thought he would remember my birthday. He turned around and walked away like nothing had happen.Then I shouted… “Wait…”
Jin: You have something to say?
Me: Tell me, tell me you love me…
Jin: What?!
Me: Tell me
I put my pathetic self behind and clung on to him. But he just said simple cold words and left.
“I don’t want to say…that I love someone so easily, if you are desperate to hear it, then find someone else.”
That was what he said. Then he ran off. My legs felt numb… and I collapsed to the ground. He didn’t want to say it easily… How could he…. I felt that… Maybe he is not the right guy for me…
After that day, I stranded myself at home crying, just crying. He didn’t call me, although I was waiting. He just continued handing me a little doll every morning outside my house. That’s how those dolls piled up in my room… everyday

After a month, I got myself together and went to school. But what made the pain resurface was that… I saw him on a street… with another girl… He had a smile on his face, one that he never showed me…as he touched the doll… I ran straight back home and looked at the dolls in my room, and tears fell… Why did he gave these to me… Those dolls are probably picked out by some other girls…In a fit of anger, I threw the dolls around. Then suddenly, the phone rang. It was him. He told me to come out to the bus stop outside my house. I tried to calm myself down and walked to the bus stop. I kept reminding myself that I am going to forget him, that… it’s going to end. Then he came into my sight, holding a big doll.

Jin: Jo, I thought you were pissed, you really came?
I couldn’t help hating him, acting like nothing had happen and joking around. Soon, he held out the doll as usual…
Me: I don’t need it. Jin: What….why…
I grabbed the doll from his hands and threw it on the road.
Me: I don’t need this doll, I don’t need it anymore!! I don’t want to see a person like you again!
I spitted out all the words that were inside me. But unlike other days, his eyes very shaking.
“I’m sorry” He apologized in a tiny voice. He then walked over to the road to pick up the doll…
Me: You stupid! Why are you picking up the doll?! Just throw it away!!!

But he ignored me and just went to pick the doll. Then…

Honk~ Honk~
With a loud honk, a big truck was heading towards him.
“Jin! Move! Move away!” I shouted… But he didn’t hear me, he squatted down and picked up the doll.
“Jin, move!” HONK~!! “Boom!” That sound, so terrifying.
That’s how he went away from me. That’s how he went away without even opening his eyes to say one word to me.
After that day, I had to go through everyday with guiltiness and the sadness of losing him… And after spending two months like a crazy person… I took out the dolls.

Those were the only gifts he left me since the day we started going out. I remembered the days I spent with him and started to count the days… when we were in love…

“One…two… three…” That was how… I started to count the dolls…
“Four hundred and eighty four… four hundred and eighty five…” It all ended with 485 dolls.
I then started to cry again, with a doll in my arms. I hugged it tightly, then suddenly…

“I love you~, I love you~” I dropped the dolls,shocked.

“I….lo..ve…you??” I picked up the dolls and pressed its stomach.

“I love you~ I love you~” It can’t be! I pressed all the dolls’ stomach as it piled on the side.
“I love you~”
“I love you~”
“I love you~”
Those words came out non-stop. I…love you… Why didn’t I realize that….That his heart was always by my side, protecting me. Why didn’t I realize that he love me this much… I took out the doll under the bed and pressed it’s stomach, that was the last doll, the one that fell on the road. It had his blood stain on it. The voice came out, the on that I was missing so much…

“Jo…Do you know what today is? We’ve been loving each other for 486 days. Do you know what 486 is? I couldn’t say I love you…. Um… since I was too shy… If you forgive me and take this doll, I will say that I love you… everyday… till I die… Jo… I love you…”

The tears came flowing out of me. Why? Why? I asked god, why do I only know about all this now? He can’t be by my side, but he loved me until his last minute…

For that… and for that reason… to me… it became courage… to live a beautiful life.

I was like "okay wth SHE'S TOO CLINGY and SERVES HER RIGHT, HE LEFT HER" at first but then when it came to the dolls.............. I just went "AWWWWWWWW SHEEEEEET WHY SO SWEET?" and then I became D: to :')

But I have to say I'd like to smack the dude up the head. SHY MY ARSE :)))) You should've just said so dsgertg NOW LOOK YOU'VE GONE AND MADE SOME STUPID LOVE STORY astwersafd :))))

I'm no byeontae, mind you.

2009-12-17T23:42:00.003+08:00

BUT I CAN'T HELP BUT FEEL LIKE ONE WHEN I WATCH THIS VID :))))))) *insert Su OMGSUN engrish here*

BOOJAE, WTH =)))))) I feel sorry for him in a way since he looks so awkward BUT ICAN'T STOP LAUGHING =)))) Oh crap I remember the convo I had with Ken earlier, which I will not post because it's censored LIKE HECK =))))))) But one person said it all:

OMGSH DID NO ONE SEE THAT IT'S HUGE

Oh we saw all right. We saw, no doubt about that.

ROFLMAO.

2009-12-17T13:23:00.001+08:00

Does it not sadden you that Robert Pattinson, an ungroomed and oily male, has won the Male Breakthrough Award? Why has the female population of our world succumbed to such fathomage known as the 'Twilight Craze'? Are they such hopeless romantics that they sit in their rooms, sighing and wishing for the one thing they will never obtain?

What about the fine specimen of men on our very own planet? The neglection they must feel! What they must think of the stupidity; being compared to nothing but an apocryphal character! Oh, the horrors of teenage hormones, and not to forget, the thirst of perverse fantasizing of the gleaming, glittering, sparkling body of the refulgent but illusory, Edward Cullen.

This. This made me LOL so hard :)))))))

Fine specimen of men, HAHAHAHAHA. Major lulz right there XD

내 마음에도 아름다운 기억들이 생각나

2009-12-14T22:50:00.002+08:00

내가 너무 커버렸을 때~

I think I did. In as little a timespan of two years, I think I grew up more than I did in my entire seventeen-year lifetime (so far).

The instant my feet touched that small space of a playground and started sliding down the slides with my blocmates, TVXQ's Balloons was the first thing that played in my mind. The song fit those moments perfectly (: We had nothing to worry about - no homeworks, no quizzes, no nothing. We were just laughing our heads off; we hadn't felt like that in a long time.

It was refreshing, and in a way, melancholic. College has been really hard, and I'm sure it's taken a toll on all of us, even though it isn't that apparent yet.

For some reason, I feel this Christmas is different from the others I've had. Something's just changed, and somehow I feel it's not for the better. But then again, I don't know if it might actually be a good one. Either way, something just isn't like it was before. I think I know, but I just don't want to say it outloud.

Yoochun said keep the faith. We don't need to be told twice ♥

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SU (: ILY and please be healthy always. And happy birthday twin Junho! Good luck in all your future endeavors as an actor (; God blessy you both on your special special dayyy ♥

Christmastime~!

2009-12-11T22:54:00.002+08:00

Yahhhh. In a few days' time it'll be Christmas (: Su's birthday, and a whole bunch of other stuff.

Currently I'm alone in the condo because my mum went to MoA XD (I LOVE MOA THE ULJJANG, HAHAHAHA)

So anyway. Laud me. I've had a 6am wake up time for the past week, no thanks to DS100 :))))))))) My eyes are now drooping but I refuse to close them, simply because I'm watching Art of Seduction (Joon, Cheondung, you kill me) and I'm irate over the fact that my (SORRY, OKAY) ~~pirated~~ dvd of You're Beautiful won't fricken play. RAWR.

HAHAHAHA ORUN EARLIER. As usual, we all went there in high spirits, laughing and joking about that kind of stuff, but in the end I ended up not looking. Again XD No regrets though; IT WAS FOR A GOOD CAUSE (climate change awareness, mind you), AND I APPLAUD THOSE BRAVE ENOUGH TO HAVE TAKEN ON THAT CHALLENGE (:

Marian took videos, just in case anyone wants to know :))))) PEJI TOOK PICTURES. Cha tho, hid. BOO CHA BOO.

WEEKEND, YAY.

ohmygeeeeeeez

2009-12-07T21:25:00.002+08:00

I LOVE SUICIDE NOTE. faertgsadg it's been ages since she's updated but geez I don't get tired of reading her stuff FOREAL.

JUNGWOO *________*

Plus I just have to say, that passing by NBI nowadays is like really unnerving. You see police (more than the usual) and scores of men with guns (M16 whut) hovering outside their gate. I would avoid it but it's the only way to the train station I ride.

dfaetgsa YES HAHAHAHAHAHA YES YES YES *dances around happily*

Okay so why is it

2009-12-06T20:19:00.003+08:00

that even though 도끼 was the one that rapped for Lyn's New Celebration song, Thunder (aka Cheondung aka my kapatid HAHAHA INSIDE JOKE XD) is the one in the music video? I swear, it's like, why??? Is it because 도끼's so underground he won't even appear in the MV?

But in fairness to kapatid, he's gotten a lot of positive comments on YT :3 And okay fine even though I begrudgingly admit it, the only reason I watched the MV was because my dear brother is in it HAHAHAHAHA

THIS. I LOVE.

2009-11-30T22:34:00.004+08:00

Oh I love it :))))))) Whatta flirt, made me LOL lots XD

Hello DBSK. IMY :c see you five soon, foreal? BE HAPPY, PRZ, THIS CHRISTMAS.

You're my ha-ha-ha-heartbreaker

2009-11-30T21:03:00.002+08:00

LALA I like that song :D And The Leaders too XD I'm late yes, everyone knows that I am XD But that's cause I watched the MV first and I was like, wth it's crack-tastic, innit? XDD I'm not a fan of over-the-top MVs so I didn't really pay heed to the song itself. But I was like, well how 'bout we give GD's album a spin because I needed sth new to play on my iPod (although I had like, a full OST (You're Beautiful), a full single (MBLAQ) newly uploaded) so I said, oh faaaayn GD then.

Needless to say I've been ha-ha-ha-heartbreaker-ing since yesterday :))))))))

Attempted to do the DS100 matrix earlier, hahahaha. Keyword: attempted. Hung out at Starbucks but instead ended up watching YB, Park Bom, TVXQ and Koizora :)))))) OH I LOVE, HAHAHAHAHA.

Received my Chu~ CD + poster today! HUGE-ASS POSTER AWESOMENESS, HAHAHAHA.

Should get back to that DS100 matrix nao XDD

Oh oh, noticed the star icon? :3 mwahahaha~ Imma change it sth more "me" soon :))))))

Forever and ever.

2009-11-26T22:27:00.002+08:00

Forever and ever and ever 5.

Oh fuck I should really get started on that haiku. Ugh. I can't believe I just typed that.

:(((((((((((((

^^♥

2009-11-25T22:12:00.002+08:00

you make me fly and smile again

Okay so one of the better English lines I've heard from a Korean song, although when they sang it I didn't really hear it like that; I heard more like "you make proudly smile again" but even back then I could tell it was sth different :))))))

My mum just asked what day is Dec 15 gonna be and I answered Tuesday. Then something struck me and I was like, *GASSSSP* HAPPY BIRTHDAY SU! c':

:(

2009-11-25T21:05:00.002+08:00

Boooooo I can't believe You're Beautiful is ending tomorrow! T0T I don't want it to; well actually I do because I'm lazy at following long dramas XD

I ~~feel~~ KNOW I'm gonna miss not being able to spazz over how gorgeous Jang Geun Sok is as Taekyung, or how sorry (though I feel I shouldn't be) I am for Shinwoo (actually, for all second-lead dudes :)))) that he didn't get the girl or how Jeremy is so happy all the time (BUTI PA SIYA).

And oo na, sige na, mamimiss ko yung kilig. THE FLUFF.

On the other hand, at least I'll be able to concentrate on my studies more now *cough* :))))))))))) Speaking of, I haven't finished reading Socio yet. TAENA, ANO DAW, SOCIAL IMAGINATION????

DAMN, DVD, I HOPE YOU COME OUT SOON.

of the sun, moon, and stars.

2009-11-24T17:29:00.003+08:00

When Taekyung says that the moon isn't a star, rather it just reflects the light of the sun, Minam says:

Rather than pointlessly brightening up an already bright day, it gives light on a dark night. Isn’t that useful?

Right-o (:

When Minam laments that she's just like the moon, who only reflects sunlight and is therefore useless, Taekyung replies:

But the moon isn’t useless. No matter how many other stars there are at night, all I can see is the moon.

*dies* Hello, I love fluff :3 Cavity-inducing fluff :3

tetrsfdgfd gah.

2009-11-18T23:11:00.000+08:00

WHERE HAS THIS BEEN HIDING.

미남이시네요

2009-11-18T21:13:00.005+08:00

Has anyone noticed how ga-ga I am over You're Beautiful? Hope not ~~*is thinking about getting that Pig-Rabbit doll because Taekyung is just awesome*~~

MAN I feel bad for Shinwoo, although I've long accepted the fact that the sweet, caring second-lead dudes never get the girl; the grumpy, cranky lead does :))))) ALTHOUGH THAT'S OKAY WITH ME TOO BECAUSE JANG GEUN SUK SLASH HWANG TAEKYUNG IS JUST GORGEOUS XD

This is the third drama I've stayed up late for; first was Coffee Prince XD then Hana Kimi Japan. I guess have a thing for rom-com dramas that have leads that pretend to be boys just so they can help everyone around them besides themselves :))))) Plus you know how I'm always late on these things? This time around I'm not HAH. Coffee Prince I watched after a year, and Hana Kimi after it aired here (because anything that's become popular with the general public I avoid like the plague; I don't know why, but I just don't like it XDD) I'M SO HAPPY I CAUGHT ON QUICK XDD Wanna know how? ~~Prolly you don't but who cares, I don't XD~~ BECAUSE I SAW JGS ON TV AND I WAS LIKE, WHO IS THAT DUUUUUUDE and then I saw it was YB. Out of curiosity I decided to watch the first episode and then BOOM.

Okay so this is totally a spazz entry so shoo if you don't like XD

I love how there's drama here and there, because it makes the characters seem so much more, and although there's a bit of angst, it never completely overpowers the comedy, BECAUSE THE WRITERS ARE AWESOME LIKE THAT. I'm never one for heavy drama (hence my general abhorrence for anything with people dying) so this was refreshing.

The gorgeous (and I mean gorgeous FOREALS) cast is a big, big plus XD I MEAN HUGE, OKAYS. JGS is just astfwfdsfassa as Taekyung and Jung Yong Hwa is a newfound crush HAHAHAHA. Hongki is brilliant as Jeremy XD Poor confused kid.

Taekyung has moments where you just go okay so wtf are you trynna do Taekyung ruin it for you? BUT THEN HE TOTALLY REDEEMS HIMSELF. I was so happy when he finally got rid of that darned emo-fringe of his because it was seriously blocking the gorgeous :3

sadarsadas EARGH hafta get back to 미남이시네요 nao XD

Tumblr!

2009-11-15T14:18:00.000+08:00

Tumblr

Still trynna get used to that XD

Hello 8.30am mornings.

2009-11-12T21:58:00.002+08:00

Goodbye 12am bedtimes :))))))))

I feel so college now HAHAHAHA. With subjects like DS100, ECON101 and shiznit like that, PWAHA.

That's all, bow XD

KTV Huzzah! :DDD

2009-11-09T21:51:00.002+08:00

Had Miya's 18th birthday celebration earlier :3 Tons of fun, although Angela, Gerald and I were a bit late :3 TAENANG MGA POSTER, 1300php :)))))))

Okay crap my sister's totally ruining my happy since she's sobbing about how she didn't get to submit her reply slip for her recollection and crap like that. Look kid, unsigned reply slips are not your parents' responsibilities. Sure the signing may be, but actually letting them know about that is your responsibility. AND STOP STOMPING ON THE STAIRS WTF.

She is now throwing a fit. Or a tantrum. However way you want to go.

ANYWAY. Cabalen was a blast; as usual maingay na naman kami. Er, we got a few stares, esp from the tables next to us because we were *cough* boisterous in our talk and laughter, ha-ha-ha.

We had Red Box next. TOO BAD THE FIRE/SORRY SORRY ON THE LIST WAS LIKE, CHINESE. I was like, what Fire is this??? KAREN MOK??? TE HINDI ITO YUNG EH-EH-EH NA ALAM KO, OKAY.

Sang a ton of songs anyway :)))))))) Took fckface shots, which are totally fcked up :)))))))) Which was the point of it all.

SHAME, HAHAHAHAHA. CARESSE, PAG KAMI DI TINANGGAP SA TRABAHO DAHIL SA PICTURES NA YAN, IKAW SUSUPORTA SAMIN.

FB is being a beach and won't let me upload the darned pictures, dammit.

MY POSTMAN, HA-HA-HA.

2009-11-06T23:53:00.002+08:00

When's Heaven's Postman gonna show, foreal? I mean, haven't we been tortured long enough you knooooooow like with Joongie's kiss scene and all (shiznit, hahahaha) BUT THEY WON'T FARKING SHOW IT. WHY TELECINEMA WHY.

I'm totally spamming but I have an excuse - I'm cramming all my free time into making icons before school starts for me again next week D: BOO.

H.O.T TO CASSIOPEIA

2009-11-06T19:09:00.002+08:00

From HOT to CASSIOPEIA

Got only the parts that made me tear up.

Don’t ever be flattered by any rumors, and always trust the member.
Singers will never betray their fans.

Please don’t do things that they don’t like.
You shouldn’t ever make your favorite singer feel disappointed in you.

If you are going to believe this and that, or just move on to someone else,
then don’t like them from the start.
It will only be scars upon that singer/group.

As you grow older, even if you find a boyfriend
don’t ever forget that you are DBSK fans.

At first it may just be a fantasy for you
but as time passes and as you grow older
you will realize that they mean a lot more to you than you know

Homycrap T-T There were tons of other lines that made go AWW SHIZNIT but this. This really struck a chord.

The bf part made me go XD

Chu~

2009-11-06T17:10:00.003+08:00

Yes, made some new icons :D

I'M SORRY. My mind is totally blank right now and the best title I could come up with is... Chu~ which is totally imaginative IKR :))))))))

Amber just got me. All over again. Finally her face isn't covered by her bangs XD And she's totally selling her andro image :))))) which all of us fangirls are mo-def buying XDD

My sister's out again, with her friends. So she's staying out late; 12am late. IKR. Even I don't go home that late, and here comes an 11 year old in Greenhills, because apparently she's gonna "go to Starbucks and have some KTV fun with her (11 year old) friends as well" Mann. What is the world coming to and 11 year olds are now being allowed to stay out that late. And in Greenhills no less.

So I'm alone until heaven knows when, which is prolly until my mum says she and dad are gonna pick me up. Until then I have the condo to myself, hoho.

Aigoo.

2009-11-05T21:05:00.002+08:00

Okay, look, I love f(x) (more like Amber, but whatever) and all, but the outfits of Sulli and Krystal in their concept are downright horrendous. I'm no fashonista but foreal, do these girls' stylists hate them? *shivers*

Amber though *coughs* is a different story. *will not speak because her Amber bias will be glaringly obvious even more*

PRE-ORDERED MINE ALREADYYYYYY. Ang habol ko pictures *cough*

Chu at first is like, what. It'll srsly make you go ??? the first time you hear it; fortunately it grows on you. At least on me it did XD Waiting to hear the other track, because the third one's a duet, between Krystal and Luna (meaning no Amber XD)

Waking up at 7am again tomorrow T0T

Mystery :D

2009-11-04T15:51:00.003+08:00

Finished Kat's icons! :D

Anyway, had my ears pierced earlier (: I was like, before I graduate college (or before I turn 18) I have to get my ears pierced XD Now I have 2 per ear *coughs* I plan on getting one more, HAHAHAHA, but my mum would prolly have a fit XD Getting them pierced is like having a staple gun staple your ears, not that I've ever experienced such, but you get my point :D

ROAR PASSED PHILO WHUUUUUUUT! HA-HA-HA, MAGPAPACANTON AKO WHOOOO!

Wonder what time I'll wake up tomorrow x: Hopefully not 7am again, boo.

Burn, SM.

2009-11-03T22:22:00.002+08:00

Hello, SM. I hope you get what you deserve after all this is over. Stop making up shit to make us all go "OHNOES THEY REALLY SAID THAT" because we believe they didn't.

Haters, whatever.

Cassies, you're awesome (:

KEEPING THE FAITH. Because despite all this, I've never doubted Jaejoong, Yunho, Changmin, Yoochun and Junsu and the fact that they intend to keep their word that they'll still be five, still be TVXQ.

x-posted at LJ.

BOO YOU SM. SUCH LOW, LOW MOVES. Have you no shame? Even going as far as to release statements in HoMin's name.

JAECHUNSU, WE STAND BY YOU.

Only you

2009-11-03T16:03:00.002+08:00

(: Plug! Hahahaha. Moved my icon/graphics posts there XD Visit it? :D

NEW 2PM SINGLE. AND F(X) TOO. Finally (: hahaha.

is tired T0T And doesn't know what PE to take next sem. GAH. Hope our enrollment goes smoothly again *crosses fingers*

I need sleep. Woke up around 7.30 am earlier (don't ask why) and now my eyes are practically closing on their own accord XD

HEART SICK!

2009-11-02T18:02:00.005+08:00

Taena KiKwang bumabanat! :))))))))

HALLO. BEAST ICON POST 8D Leader and KiKwang bias, although it isn't obvious. Threw in magnae because I thought his shot was pretty :D Thanks to eunkyung and love1sagain @ LJ for the caps/pictures! :D

MOVED ALL ICON AND GRAPHICS TO jaeina!

! EDIT

Uploaded 10 Points Out of 10 MV by 2PM for Ate Pausiu :D
33MB ver - SS
130MB ver - SS

Boys to Search for whut?

2009-11-01T20:40:00.003+08:00

Sorry, can't get over the meaning of their group's acronym :)))))))

Random icon fandom post :)))))) HELLO AKAME. HELLO HAEYIN. HELLO YOOBIN. HELLO TVXQ (HUHUHU). HELLO TAEC.

pictures thanks to the respective *insertidolgroupmembernamehere*-a-day comms at LJ 8D PSDs thanks to 99MB :D

Going to Tagaytay tomorrow~ Got tons of new videos to keep me company in the sorta long drive XD

It just struck me that a lot of people use the term "oppa" freely x: Like *idolmembername*OPPA! and then use it as though... they're close or sth. Look, not to sound hypocritical, since when I first became a fan but now I just use the names. I'm just saying; although it does get annoying sometimes T0T :))))))))

Love Melody

2009-11-01T15:56:00.002+08:00

I'M SO PROUD *waves TVXQ banner* WHO ELSE MAKES SONGS FOR THEIR IDOLS? :')

THIS MADE ME DAY, FOREALS

Ang labo ng Battle of the Pop ng Channel V. If it's Korea vs Japan, then where will TVXQ be? They're active in both countries :)))))))

Hit me one time baby 다시 한 번

2009-10-30T22:09:00.002+08:00

Kyah I've rediscovered my ~~obsession~~ fascination with Yoobin's rap in Tell Me T0T

Okay so apparently my dad didn't come home yesterday, must've been out with his friends. I just thought that maybe he came home when I was asleep, and left again before I woke up. But turns out he really didn't come home, and it was only this afternoon he stepped foot again in the condo.

LOL he prepared the whole dinner, which is rare, which got me wondering a bit, but I wouldn't have thought it was because of his whole 'not-coming-home' thing. And THEN my mum comes home and she doesn't talk to him and immediately goes upstairs, even though he goes up to invite her to eat.

My mum came down a few minutes earlier and she was like, did he tell you? Where he went? And I'm like, whut no. And she goes on to say, well he didn't come home, so I go WHUUUUUT! Foreals.

She still hasn't talked to him, if you're wondering.

How odd. For an extremely popular drama, Hana Kimi Japan is lacking some serious episode guides. UNLIKE GOKUSEN :)))) HELLO AKAME DEARS. You two are so pretty it's so irritating x: :))))))) I'm like EEEEEEE whenever they have a moment :)))))

It's obvious isn't it? I've gone bonkers for dramas again. T0T I'm working on finishing YAMD this break XD And I'm downloading Hana Kimi again, hahahaha.

BoA's new PV is so pretty, the one for the game T0T BOA NEEDS TO COME BACK TO KOREA, FOREALS. I need to hear some Korean from this girl soon; it's not like my ears are getting tired of playing Girls on Top 100+ times too much but STILL. I NEED SOME FRESH TUNES, OKAY.

HEHE I like U-Kiss's new concept a lot 8D I never really listened to them thanks to their first single (WHOSE PV WAS SO GAY TOO. FORGIVE ME U-KISS FANS) but now they've totally made up for it (: I'M NO HATER.

Anyway, waiting for Hana Kimi to finish, boo XD

YAY (:

2009-10-29T20:36:00.002+08:00

COMM III ENG TF 10:00a-11:30a Lec RH-300 A
HISTORY 5 MTh 4:00p-5:30p Lec RH-301 A
SOC SCI II S 9:00a-12:00p Lec GAB-208 A
PSYCH 101 M 5:30p-8:30p Lec RH-25B A
SOCIO 101 Th 5:30p-8:30p Lec RH-25B A
DEV ST 100 TF 8:30a-10:00a Lec GAB-301B A
ECON 101 MTh 1:00p-3:00p Lec GAB-308 A

YAY I GOT MY SLOTS (: They're all As, as in approved! HUZZAH. BOO FOR PE. Dapat ang rinerestrict niyo ang mga majors, tulad ng Econ x: A lot of my blocmates didn't get into their Econ101 slots for some unknown reason, BOO.

Watching Gokusen 2. UGH. I hate how Kame looks like a girl; a pretty girl at that. HUHU~ :))))) And Jin~ HAHAHAHA. I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU PLAY THE GIRL IN YOUR SKITS :))))

Trip on nothing? TRIP ON EVERYTHING.

2009-10-28T20:07:00.003+08:00

I have never been a clumsy person. I was never the type of person to trip over a flat surface, nor was I ever the type to trip on apparently nothing.

And apparently, now that's changed.

And the world is my glaring witness.

Two weeks ago, I think, I was walking up the DB stairs, and I was like, I think I'mma trip, but so far going up the flight of stairs, I was lucky. BUT ON THE LAST STEP, I TRIPPED. My foot got caught in the stair and BOOM I landed on all fours. With my hands and dignity bruised, I walked away, brushing the dust off my hands and replying to the cries of "Woah are you okay?" with a flippant (I hope) "Yes, I am"

THEN on Friday last week we were having our chamber theatre practice. I was sitting down and my bag was a few chairs away. So I stand up and while humming a song (FU-FU-FU-FU-FU-FU-FU-FUNKY MUZIIIK) I walk towards my bag. Imagine my complete and utter surprise when I twisted my ankle on a flat surface and simultaneously choked on my own saliva. I DON'T KNOW WHY :)))))) Then I hear Miya ang Angela burst into laughter; apparently they'd seen and heard my choke-slash-ankle-twist moment.

TODAY I tripped on a stair. OHYEAHS. Not just any stair; if you've been to Glorietta, on its sidewalks, you know what stairs I'm talking about. So I'm crossing the street and I'm almost home free, and I was juuuust going up this ONE STEP when my foot got caught AND THEN BOOM I LAND ON ALL FOURS AGAIN. I'm like, shit fuck OUCH and one car stopped and the driver shouted MISS ARE YOU OKAY. And I reply, without looking at him, YES I'M FAAAAAYYYN THANKS. And I hurriedly walk away, with whatever was left of my dignity.

WHAT'S HAPPENED TO MY BALANCE. Is this revenge for abandoning Taekwondo? I'M SORRY OKAY. GH isn't exactly the easiest place to get to when you don't have a car to drive you there, BOO.

YAY SEMBREAK!

2009-10-28T10:44:00.002+08:00

Huzzah! Beginning the sembreak (or ending the first sem) with an uno for our Speech11 finals was very, very nice :D

Day began really early, like 8am early XD Headed to the LT around 9, got in around 10.30 (cause it had an exam in it) so we could have one last practice before the actual performance, haha. Then we bummed around for about two hours *coughs*

Around 3 we changed into our costumes XD And then watched Mulan, which was performed first (:

THEN WE GET KICKED OUT OF DARNED LT. WHY? BECAUSE OF AN EXAM. Even though we totally had the LT reserved for that time. UGH. Got over it, so won't worry about it anymore XD UNO KAMI SA EXAM NAMIN, KAYO BA? HA-HA-HA.

So we finish chamber theatre successfully (ANG GALING GALING NI ATE JOY AND PEJI WOOOOH!) and we ate out because the last meal we had was at lunchtime (12pm) AND WE FINISHED AROUND 8PM. WTF HILONG HILO NA KAMI SA GUTOM OKAY. And we were already super tired by then, haha.

Got home around 9.30, and then I find out my sister's got acute gastroenteritis; apparently she'd been pooping like hell since school (LIKE 6 TIMES IN 4 HOURS) and so my mum brought her to the hospital.

GOT A DECENT NIGHT'S SLEEP, OH THANK YOU LORD :)))))

Gonna pick up some stuff later, hohoho~

내귀에 캔디

2009-10-26T22:55:00.004+08:00

WAH Taec's voice in BJY's song sounds really, really good XD Although in some parts it sounds like that Calle Ocho dude, but it's cool. Taec's teeth are trending too so that's awesome as well.

PERF DAY TOMORROW! Wish us luck! Rather, hope we break a leg :D It's bad luck to wish actors good luck before a perf sooo XD

Using my laptop :D I'm testing out Globe Tattoo, which is doing a good job so far XD Watching the MV in YT and it's loading pretty fast :D And my YT page is in Korean, for some unknown reason. Must've tweaked sth in my settings, LOLOL. Apparently it isn't just YouTube; my Facebook is in Korean as well :)))))))))))

Voila. YouTube in Korean - a whole new viewing experience :))))))))))

LIKE CRAP. I WAS LIKE, sdswetdsfdsf TAECYEON OHMYGOODNESS sdfaerasdas :)))))))))) I love Globe Tattoo now, like foreals :))))))))))

Oh oh got keyboard stickers todaaaay XD Hoarded them, hahahaha.

Rainy day, Sunny day!

2009-10-24T22:06:00.002+08:00

Like galaxy of stars that are reluctant to leave the dark sky but continue to twinkle and shine for the loved ones.

It sounds so pretty x: And poetic XD Hope you don't mind I re-quoted that, Pretty (:

Was not tagged, but I feel the urge to answer surveys. Bored much? Guess so.

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. At the end, choose 15 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. last beverage - water
2. last phone call - Miya
3. last text message - Peji
4. last song you listened to - Love in the Ice (HUHUHU~)
5. last time you cried - Can't remember x:

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. dated someone twice - Nope.
7. been cheated on - Naw.
8. kissed someone & regretted it - No.
9. lost someone special - Yes.
10. been depressed - YES.
11. been drunk and threw up - No.

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. PEARL RED, BABY.
13. Blue
14. Gold

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend - Yes.
16. Fallen out of love - No.
17. Laughed until you cried - Ofcourse :D
18. Met someone who changed you - Kind of?
19. Found out who your true friends were - Yes.
20. Found out someone was talking about you - YES. Ugh, le beaches.
21. Kissed anyone on your fb friend's list - No? I think XD

GENERAL:
22. How many people on your fb friends list do you know in real life - 100%
24. Do you have any pets - Yez. 4 dogs~!
25. Do you want to change your name - No.
26. What did you do for your last birthday - Ate out with friends :D
27. What time do you wake up today - 9am.
28. What were you doing at midnight last night - Nakikinig sa iPod.
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for - GRADUATION. PRZ COME SOON K.
30. Last time you saw your father - Just now.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life - My work ethic. Or lack thereof.
32. What are you listening to right now - Sunny Day, Rainy Day - ZLY. ILY ZLY (:
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom - No.
34. What's getting on your nerves right now - GAH. Don't wanna think about it, te XD
35. Most visited webpage - FB, Soompi, Twitter, LJ.
37. Nicknames - Nines, Ding, Nani, Ninaness. For a four letter name, I have a lot of nicknames, foreals.
38. Relationship Status - *coughs*
39. Zodiac sign - Aquarius
40. Male or female? - Femme
41. Elementary? - Sunny Hill School.
42. High School - OB Montessori Greenhills, oyea.
43. College - UP Manila.
44. Hair colour - Black.
45. Long or short - Long-ish short XDD
46. Height - 5'2"? MALAY.
47. Do you have a crush on someone? - Hocrud, yes :)))) HELLO TAEK HELLO.
48. What do you like about yourself? - is able to laugh no matter what XD
49. Piercings - Two, one on each ear. Pero I want two on each x:
50. Tattoos - None.
51. Righty or lefty - Right.

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery - None.
53. First piercing - Ears.
54. First best friend - AW. And still is - Trixie XD
55. First sport you joined - Swimming ba? Or tennis??
56. First vacation - Villa Escudero :)))))
58. First trainer - MILO BABY :)))))) Champion to! :)))))))))

RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating - No. Boo. Gutom na ko eh :))))
60. Drinking - No.
61. I'm about to - go to sleep.
62. Listening to - I Will - ZLY again!
63. Waiting FOR - The 27th. Let's go SP11, let's get this over with :)))))

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids? - Undecided.
65. Get Married? - Depends to whom :))))
66. Career? - Something that pays reaaaaally well XD

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes - Eyes.
68. Hugs or kisses - Hug!
69. Shorter or taller - Taller.
70. Older or Younger - *coughs*
71. Romantic or spontaneous - romantic/spontaneous
72. Nice stomach or nice arms - pwedeng both, te? :)))))
73. Sensitive or loud - Nako, lagot kung siya yung sensitive tas ako yung loud :)))
74. Hook-up or relationship - Rel.
75. Trouble maker or hesitant - Hesitant.

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger - No.
77. Drank hard liquor - Does tequila constitute hard liquor? If so, then yes XD Pero pag hindi, eh di di pa ako nakakainom :)))
78. Lost glasses/contacts - Nope.
80. Broken someone's heart - Hope not O_O
81. Had your own heart broken - No.
82. Been arrested - No.
83. Turned someone down - Yes.
84. Cried when someone died - No.
85. Fallen for a friend? - No.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself - Yes. Kung di ako, eh di sino pa? OHDIBA!
87. Miracles - YES.
88. Love at first sight - Hm, siguro hindi XD
89. Heaven - Yes.
90. Santa Claus - Awww, sadly, no.
91. Kiss on the first date - No.
92. Angels - Yes.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
93. Had more than one bf/gf? - No.
95. Did you sing today? - YES, OHMY :)))))))
96. Ever cheated on somebody? - No.
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go, and why? - LOL wag na :)))
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?- Last year? Pwedeng ngayong year? XD
99. Are you afraid of falling in love? - I don't know O________O (anung klaseng question to :))))))))
100. Posting this as 100 truths? - Yez.

I missed Tootie ya :c Went to Modesta today to get some clothes and Tootie ya was so excited to see us T-T It broke my heart to leave him there cause he looked like he wanted to come with us you knoooooow T0T

HELLO, PLUG, THANKS VERY MUCH (:

2009-10-24T13:36:00.001+08:00

SHAMELESS PLUGS COMING UP (: Beware, hahahaha.

Taken with my very crappy cam phone XD Making the backdrops for our chamber theatre play :D MAN I never knew painting would take so long, boo. Didn't practice since I helped out with this, hahahaha.

Taken yesterday, rehearsals again :D We have a dance at the end XD

SO MANUOD KAYO OKAY. Todo karir si ~~Peji~~ KAMI para bonggang bongga to okay.

AND SO.

2009-10-20T22:15:00.003+08:00

YES. FINALLY. NO MORE CLASSES. NO MORE TESTS. NO MORE SCHOOL. Oh joy. I can now finally stay up late, internet my heart away and lounge around, catching up on precious, precious sleep.

~~BOO. I still have PolSci tomorrow morning; wonder what we're gonna do.~~ HA HA HA HA NO MORE POLSCI. I DON'T HAVE TO TAKE THE REMOVALS, SO NO MORE CLASSES. HUZZAH.

Also have practice tomorrow *sighs* if it weren't for Speech11 I'd have no more classes but ohwells. At least that class doesn't have any written exams. HUZZAH.

OHMY I PASSED MY POLSCI EXAM. I was so nervous to see my blue book cause I was dreading to see like, a 4 or (WORSE, 5. BOOOOOOO) something. THANK GOODNESS. NO MORE REMOVALS FOR ME, BABY, AHAHAHAHA.

NatSci still isn't out T0T Another big boooo. Have to go to school at 10 on Thursday just to get to that class, yuck.

PLEASE WATCH OUT FOR OUR CHAMBER THEATRE NEXT WEEK (: WATCH IF YOU CAN OKAY. Para bonggang bonggang audience impact OKAY.

Bring bring~!

2009-10-18T19:10:00.002+08:00

The NatSci exam was.... unspeakable. Foreals.

I totally forgot to answer the damned bonus question (BYE BYE SAVIOR 5-POINTS).

I DID NOT MEMORIZE THE TABLE OF ELEMENTS.

I DID NOT MEMORIZE THE DAMNED GRAPHS/DIAGRAMS.

LORD IPASA NIYO PO AKO PLEAAAAAAAASE LORD PLEAAAAAAAAAASE.

And ewan ko ba, ang daming nang ookray sa UP. Porket ba ang image ng university ko ay mahirap? How fucking shallow, I must say.

Hayup ka nalipat ka lang ng uni ganyan ka na maka-asta. HOY KUNG MAGDEDEVSTUD KA LANG DIN SA UP NA NO. *scoffs* Wag mong ilabas ang pagka bitter mo sa blog mo okay. PORKET DI KA PINAPANSIN NG BLOC MO NUNG NANDITO KA SA UPM WAG MO IBUHOS YANG PAIT MO SA BUONG POPULASYON NG UPM. And don't be so judgmental of people, dahil ang lagi mo lang nakakasalamuha nung nandito ka sa UPM ay yang gf mo. Wag ka makatapak-tapak sa Manila or Imma bash your shiny skull in.

Nung Saturday pa yung issue na to pero I swear, my indignation hasn't boiled down a bit. I SWEAR. Every time I think about it just makes me go SFETSSFASF THE NERVE. Natamaan ang aking UP DevStud pride.

Heyo, 동해!

2009-10-15T00:38:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday, Fishae :)))))))) Hope you have (or had) a great one.

Ugh, finally, PolSci's over XD Had our last exam earlier. Hope I pass~ *prays*

PHILO TOO. Hope I pass that one as well XD

NS4 defense tomorrow. Wish us luck? Actually, wish K luck, hahahahaha. We know you can do it K! Para sayo at kay Moulin Rouge and Fratboy din yan, so 화이팅! 파이팅! XD

Will sleep now. I've been sleep-deprived since Monday, and everyone knows that being sleep-less is not a very good thing for you and your health so night :D

ASSWIPE.

2009-10-09T23:37:00.005+08:00

Hey you bitch. Bastard. Whatever the hell you are. How dare you mock me; I may sound like a stuck up beach but at least I know I've got better things to do in life than go around kissing boys and then think it'll stay in your little cellphone. YES YOU, YOU ARSEWIPE.

At least my speech capabilities aren't hindered, unike yours, what with your tongue down another person's throat. Then again, imitation IS the highest form of flattery. *scoffs* I hardly think you did me any justice though. Hope you get syphilis or sth nasty like that, just so you'd shut up.

Get off your farking high horse and stop thinking that you're better than every one else. Which you clearly are not. So stop acting like you are cause it srsly makes you look gay-er.

Needless to say, got PolSci over with.

WATCHING HTTG. ARAAAAA :))))))))) The girl is good, I have to admit.

I love how Yunho's number is 5 (:

OHMYGOODNESS GOT POO IN PETSOC. EPIC EPIC EPIC :)))))))))

:)))))))))

Choclit

2009-10-08T22:20:00.002+08:00

Ugh. My comp's sound is like, paralyzed. I don't know why; I'm trying to fix it because I wanna listen to f(x)'s Chocolate Love single. Looking forward to Amber's rap, hahahaha.

Augh I hate my sched for the next sem, foreals T0T

SOC SCI II [SBYDX] S 9:00a-12:00p
PSYCH 101 [MJK] M 5:30p-8:30p
SOCIO 101 [HJK] Th 5:30p-8:30p
DEV ST 100 [TFB] TF 8:30a-10:00a

Do you see what I mean? I'm going to have a Saturday class if my other AH (Arts and Humanities) subj doesn't get accepted; AND I have an 8.30 pm dismissal with an 8.30 am class the next day. Injustice, I tell you.

So now we're looking for a place to stay near the school next sem so it wouldn't be too hard on us poor sleep-deprived college students.

I'm hoping that my chosen PE classes would open slots soon; why would they put so much choices only to have them shoot our hopes down by offering like, 3 classes without restrictions. Blah.

PolSci report part 2 tomorrow.