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just like in the beginning
Thursday, April 30, 2009 / 9:04 PM

Oh the way the heart flutters (:

Nikki, wala naman akong pinost na kahit anong 50k ah? Pero ayan na. Hahaha.

I HAVE STH TO SHAAAAAAARE. 8DD



^ 8DD LOL NOTHING. I have hearts under my name, pwahahaha XDD

WTH JU JI HOON WAS CAUGHT FOR DRUGS???! Man I didn't even know there were drugs in Korea XDD My perception of it is really clean.




OHMYHAHAHAHA HAESICACHUL PWNAGE.



that fuzzy feeling you get
Wednesday, April 29, 2009 / 9:04 PM

I'm sure you've had a broken heart
Hated them as much as you loved them
Ripped up letters you didn't read
Deleted the phone number you will never forget
Celebrated anniversaries by yourself
Burned all the photographs
Thought every song about heartbreak in the world was yours - 에픽하이의 - Love Love Love

~ Epik High, simply put, is epic. It's a horrible, horrible pun I know. HAHAHA.


What is it today and with the mushy quotes I see everywhere? Like this one line from one song and I was like, what. I won't share it because it's absolutely mind-numbing. Hahahaha.

I don't know; I can't explain why is it that I keep on spotting stuff like that. o_____O


NO CLASSES ON FRIDAY YES. Sleep oh sleep here I coooome~ 8D



HOPE OH HOPE.
Tuesday, April 28, 2009 / 9:04 PM

I SHALL UN-SLASH MY MIROTICON TICKET HOPES.






Period.



several little things.
Monday, April 27, 2009 / 9:04 PM


Lately, I don't know. Mid-life crisis, maybe? I don't know. But it feels like if ever I do have one in the future, I'm pretty sure this is what it would feel like.


Anyway, I was watching some old videos of DBSK (the variety shows they're one never get old with me, I swear) and once again I was reminded why I fell for Jae in the first place.

Because at first I liked Changmin, since the first DBSK MV I saw was Balloons, and well, anyone who's seen it would know why. The antlers and the mismatched eyes got to me, I suppose.

But that was the only day Min was favorite, because that night, Czime (whom I miss very much. You're never on in YM you, Ihatechu, hahahaha) made me watch the XMan episode with DBSK in it, and voila, Jaejoong. BITTER COLA to BITTER JUICE to ALCOHOL. WHO THE HELL DOES THAT? Hahahaha.

Srsly. He made me laugh so hard there. And then it snowballed from that day.

I SWEAR. And this coming from a girl whose first reaction upon seeing the name 'UKnow' was to burst out laughing and the names 'Micky' and 'Hero' had earned a good laugh from me as well. 'Xiah' I couldn't pronounce, let alone comprehend.

It was our sem break and I was like, TORN because you know. I NEVER LIKED BOYZONE. Or 98 Degrees. Or NSync. Or whatevertheirnamesmaybe. Call me abnormal (which I admit, I could've been back when I was a kid) but I can swear I never did like them. So for the mere concept of liking a Korean one I was like nooooooooooo. This cannot beeeeeee. But eventually I did, so I stopped fighting what was natural instinct and let it roll from there.

I had thought that this would be temporary, and that anime (which I was practically obsessed with back then) would remain my one and true love.

See how things worked out? Hahahahaha.



I don't know why I'm narrating this, but, you knoooooooow. A random blog post, thanks very much.

I think it's because I'm stressed. I seriously think I am. Because my schedule is like, effish. I have an almost 4-hour gap between my classes and my first class starts around 7.30 and ends to 9.30. And my next class starts at 12, ends at 2.

My body clock is wack, thanks to my sched, and this it seems, is the cause of my decreased energy level (is that what you call it now, Nina? HAHAHAHA)

Oh fuck, summer. Technically it isn't even summer; what with a STORM. And daily rain.

I should prolly stop now; I'm practically drabbling already.



RECAP.
Thursday, April 23, 2009 / 9:04 PM

This week's been crazy. Srsly.

I won't recant what happeed because you know. It's too long and I don't feel particularly up to the task of remembering it.


I GOT MY LIGHSTICK/BALLOONS TODAY (: It arrived yesterday, and my aunt went here to the condo earlier to fetch some stuff.

My cp's camera phails me, like srsly. I tried to take a picture but it was all blurry and dull and EW so I'll wait for an actual camera for a picture.


Thank goodness there are no classes tomorrow and I CAN SLEEP. FINALLY SLEEP. Hahaha (:



WTFFFckingH
Tuesday, April 21, 2009 / 9:04 PM

I FINALLY SEE A RAY OF HOPE.


AADBSK 2 IS IN STOCK IN YESASIA.



But then I see the price.


LIKE FRICKEN 7OOOPHP. WHO THE HELL BUYS DVDS WORTH 7K?

Dude I so would if I had the money. My mum would MURDER me at the slightest insinuation that I want a 7k-whatever, let alone DVDs. LET ALONE ORDER THEM ONLINE.

7K PARE. Like 4k na lang, tuition fee ko na ngayong summer.

Actually, kung di ako nag-summer, baka payagan pa akong bumili. BUT NO. I decided to take summer classes because I'm suuuuuuch a diligent student.


Dammit pare 7K kasi.



! DBSK FANBOYS ARE JJANG.
Friday, April 17, 2009 / 11:34 PM



wonderboy1 you rock (:

WHY CAN'T BOYS BE LIKE THIS?

I mean, not to the extent of actually dancing, but be less ... you know. BOY-ISH.

WATCH AND YOU'LL SEE WHY I'M SO HAPPY. They're SO GOOD. I'M TELLING YOU. They got the choreography down pat. And that's just at a school dudes. HAHAHA SEE THE LIGHTSTICK? And hear the chants? Oh love.


I'M GONNA GET THAT LIGHTSTICK TOO. Hopefully by next week :3 And the red balloons too~



8282
Thursday, April 16, 2009 / 7:29 PM

Okay.

So I'm not going to say my day was wasted. But I know I should think it was; because a long story short - my 2 classes (7.30 to 9.30 and 12 to 2) had no profs.

At first I was like, WTF MAN., Because I woke up late, like 6 am and my class was 7.30. So I take a taxi, because dude, face it, if I ride the MRT and LRT I'll be late fosho.

Thankfully, I do arrive on time. All thanks to manong driver because he was REALLY nice and his meter was slow (: So no overpriced taxi fare for meee~ As I step out of the taxi, it was like, everything slowed down and I look up and Jill's there standing in front of me and saying "Nina!" and I take half a second to digest the fact that she's there before I myself exclaim "Jill!" And then we hug in the middle of the sidewalk on Faura. HAHAHAHA.

So we chat for a short while, because she has to go to her exams in CSB, and I have STS. HAHAHAHA IT WAS SO SO NICE SEEING YOU AGAIN JILL!

And THEN I see my phone's calendar and it says LAE 18TH. And I'm like, HOMYGOODNESS LAE'S LEGAL! So I make this really sweet (I hope) but short text for her and YOU KNOW. I GLOMP YOU THROUGH SPIRIT LAE. Until we meet the glomping via spirit shall continue.

So ANYWAY. That was my day; plus I took an hour for Nikki as an SA. It seems like a cushy job (Actually it is; you get to spend your free time inside an airconditioned room, fix files, and stuff like that) but you knoooow. Hahahaha (: I'm not the type. XD



!vote
Tuesday, April 14, 2009 / 11:13 PM

I love SJ. But you know, TVXQ reigns in my heart, always and forever.

So demmit, VOTE.

TOHOSHINKI MMMKAY?!

Peji, I'll vote for you (:

Gela, you'd better round up your family again.

Bmates and friends, please.



I'm effin' tired cause of enrollment.



sunny days and starry nights.
Friday, April 10, 2009 / 9:49 PM

I'm tired.

I only had four hours of sleep (no thanks to Gee cause I was trynna learn the chorus' dance steps, hahaha). I thought by 'driving' my parents meant golf - driving; not the long trip - driving.

So I'm waken up to the sound of my dad booming 'wake up children! It's time to go-go-gooo!' There goes my sleep.

So I head down and eat whatever was on the table and then head upstairs to go take a bath.

I turn on the TV because everyone still isn't ready and I go to Arirang. HAHAHA. SE was on, and it was SJ (YAY) that was being interviewed about their 3rd Album. HOHO. Donghae~ XD

I change the channel because the next feature after SJ I wasn't familiar with, and I flip through a few more channels before going back to Arirang.

LO AND BEHOLD IT'S THE MIROTIC TOUR. YES. So I was like, OMDONGBANG IS THIS A SIGN?! Dem right it must be. So I'm extremely happy and grinning and all while watching their interview; directly after that it was the Mirotic MV.

Got to finish that before we left. (:

I am telling you, I slept through half of the whole trip. THAT'S how sleepy I was.

So anyway on the back, I felt bored so I used my laptop.



Credits to resurgere for stocks and the Singles mag website for pictures (:

Because JaeSu is the shizz yo. Hahaha.



survey o1
Thursday, April 9, 2009 / 10:55 PM

Now because I'm bored, and feeling utterly lazy to post about my surprisingly tiring day, I'll answer this instead. Grabbed from Trixie (:

1. Your nickname plus "ness"?
- Ninaness. Only Miya calls me that, hahaha (:
2. Your whole name?
- Nina Angelica M. Arquiza. Most people don't know that my second name is Angelica because it's so unexpected.
3. What are you listening to right now?
- TV. CSI:NY DVD, hoho~
4. Bought anything in the last 31 days worth more than P10,000?
- None.
5. Describe where you are right now?
- In a room with the TV and a fan directed at me.
6.The highlight of your week?
- GETTING MY MUM TO BUY ME THE LIGHT STICK AND THE BALLOONS. Modef, mwahaha (:
7. What are you craving to have right now?
- Ice cream, preferably sth from DQ.
8. Who were the last people you ate with?
- Family.
9. Where do you usually hangout when you're bored?
- The couch. I dunno why.
10. How long does it take you to take a bath?
- Around 20-30 min.
11. Last song you sang out loud?
- Romantic by SHINee.
13. Are you thinking of someone right now?
- Awh dayum.
14. Last movie that made you cry?
- I can't remember.
15. Last thing you downloaded on your computer?
- OH. *wails* Adobe Acrobat.
16. Ate anything exotic?
- AMAPALAYA. HAHAHAHA.
17. Which do you prefer eating: vegetables or seafoods?
- Veggies.
18. Do you drive?
- I hope to.
19. M & M's or Hersheys?
- Either (:

Wai is 20 thru 22 missing? :c

23. Who was the last person to text you?
- Mon, I think. Or was it Peji?
24. Where was the last place you went besides where you are?
- Um, the Starbucks place at the SLEX.
25. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celeb?
- No (:
26. Can you speak Spanish?
- Not really.
27. Last thing you watched on TV?
- Bones. BOOTH AND BRENNAN FTW HAHAHAHA.
28. Do you dress for style or comfort?
- Comfort.
29. Name someone with the same birthday as you.
- YUNHO OPPA (:
30. What's the wildest thing you've ever done?
- I dunno. Nothing I've done is, I think, classified under wild.
31. Do you listen to classical music?
- Well yeah. It's cool. Haha (:
32. Who's your favorite cartoon character?
- POOH BEAR. Screw you people who laugh at him cause he has no pants. Hahaha.
33. Who do you love?
- God, family and friends. And forever TVXQ (:
34. Do you have any pets?
- Yes.
35. What are your plans for tonight?
- Sleep. And PS something.
36. What are you looking forward for tomorrow?
- Nothing really.
37. Name one person you would trade places with.
- Anyone who has a ticket to the Mirotic tour. ANYONE?
38. Favorite song?
- It depends.
39. Last time you smiled?
- Just now.
40. Last movie you saw?
- RACE TO WITCH MOUNTAIN. Alexander Ludwig, mwahahaha.



soeul yeaaah!
/ 12:58 AM



Thanks wondersmurf (:

AH KIM BUM (: BOOM JOON PYO IS EPIC HAHAHAHA.

I swear, if there's a couple besides JaeSu that makes me giddy, it's SoEul. They're adorable, hahaha.

Samsung makes the cutest CFs and the coolest phones. Ever since they released the Haptic it's one of my dream phones (and $800 out of my budget blah~). Hahaha (: PREFERABLY THE BLUE ONE, PRZ.



This is timeless.
Wednesday, April 8, 2009 / 10:19 PM

Crap. I am beginning to feel the after-effects of having your CPU's entire harddrive cleaned out. LIKE SRSLY.

I love the fact that my PC is now 10x faster than before but.... I MISS MY APPS. ToT Just earlier I downloaded the PDF of OneTVXQ!'s (GO REGISTER THERE AND DOWNLOAD THE MAG NAO. HAHAHA) magazine, then it said, 'UNKNOWN FILETYPE' and then it hits me - I HAVE NO ADOBE ACROBAT. I wail for a minute; then I proceed to download. I read, then I browse the forums some more and then navigate away from that page.

So now I go to YT. Because you know, IT'S SUMMER AND IT'S YT-POTATO TIME. And then I click on a vid and guess what it says? YOU EITHER HAVE ADOBE FLASH TURNED OFF OR yada yada yada. Now I'm in despair; because now it really hits me that I HAVE NO FRICKEN PROGRAMS.

Even iTunes is missing from my desktop.

I make it sound like it's such a tragedy but somehow, it really is. Dude. *deep deep sigh*


GO DOWNLOAD THAT MAGAZINE AYT.


I GOT A HAIRCUT TODAY YAY. I wasn't expecting it though, because I thought you know, it'd be on a later date. But my dad suddenly said 'you're getting a haircut today' so I'm like, what.

My iPod ran out of batteries so I didn't get a chance to show the stylist what I wanted (I wanted the Joongie cut -- the really long haired Joongie version, hahaha).



I HAVE MY SUMMER BACK. YES. My removals were held earlier; evil person conducted them. :/ Hahaha (:



I'm depressed.
Tuesday, April 7, 2009 / 7:32 PM

So I'll try (and ultimately fail) in cheering myself up.


I'll list things. Random things.


1. I want a fanclub. It's one of my more impossible dreams. Its official color shall be platinum; I have yet to decide on what the name will be. Suggestions are welcome (:
2. I want tickets to see the Mirotic tour. BKK, I hope you come through. DAMMIT I HAVE A MIROTIC TOUR LIGHT STICK ALREADY. So all I need is the actual tour to wave it in.
3. Please give me back my 1600++ pictures of Dong Bang. T.T I not only invested time in saving those but also effort. Do you know how hard it is to manually save over half of those pictures? Yes back then I did not know there was such a thing as bulk downloads. Forgive the then-newbie.
4. How about my 3GB worth of videos? Series, variety shows, music videos, performances.. *wails* FULL DAMN MOVIES.
5. HOW ABOUT MY BRUSHES/PATTERNS/TEXTURES/FONTS?!!!! CRAP. I only remembered that now; oh my fooooooonts. ToT
6. I want the TVXQ light stick too; not the Mirotic tour one. And the Pearl Red balloons. I've found where to get them; now all I need is a credit card. I WILL GET 2 SETS. Because I'm greedy, hahahaha.
7. MY PROGRAMS. OHMYGOODNESS. When I opened my PC it was like, WHY IS IT SO CLEAN EH?! Then I realize, my precious programs. Media Player Classic, FLV Player, Videora, Super, BitTorrent... *continues on muttering* ....... *wails even harder* OH MYYYYYY. The only program I have installed now is YM. WHICH IS SAD. VERY SAD.


Now see how that went? I knew I shouldn't have opened up that topic. :c It started out fine, what with the fan club and all.

BUT IT WENT FROM GOOD TO WORSE REAL FAST.

At least my mum's agreed to buy me the 6th item (:


I STILL WANT MY VIDS/PICTURES/PS WHATNOT/PROGRAMS BACK.



Blast from the past
Sunday, April 5, 2009 / 11:42 PM

CRAPPING HELL.


I must've done a really good job of blocking out my earlier high school days because I cannot (I REPEAT CANNOT) remember typing in stickycaps.

THE HORROR. I KNOW. I mean, I finally got to log on to my old Blogger account (don't ask for it; it's mortifying, I tell you) and then I see what I posted back then and I'm like, WTFH.

It's like I was a different person. Oh what the years do to you.

I swear. I wonder why I didn't slap myself back then.



Please make my love stay forever.
/ 10:15 PM

I believe I'm over whatever issues I've had in the past.

I'd like to think I've matured since then; I certainly hope so. I'm hoping that my reactions to my earlier outbursts are proof enough of that.

I won't accept them; I don't think I ever will. But I'm over it enough now to be civil. Civil enough to actually look at them bashing each other on the internet and say, Chill dudes.


Actually, reading what I wrote above, that doesn't make me mature; it just makes me apathetic.

Yes, that's the word: apathetic.

I've prolly just got tired from causing myself additional emotional and psychological stress by thinking about things and putting meanings into them that aren't even there. College gives me enough drama; I don't need to generate any more.

Maybe they are; but until I do find out, I'll let myself rest and not care about it just for a little while.


I'm thinking they'll do something stupid again and I'll end up loathing them even more than before.

I really hope they don't. It's for their own good.



HAH I AM TRIUMPHANT.

I didn't think I'd find the pictures this fast though. TVXQSoul is jjang (:

But at first I was like, HOW IN THE WORLD AM I GONNA FIND THAT IN THIS?! Because their gallery is huge, srsly.

But I forced myself because that Jae picture I saw on a banner was just gorgeous (upon sight of which my jaw dropped, and immediately went in search of the original picture) and I just had to have that picture 8DDD

So when I DID find it I was like HAHAHAHA YES I AM GOOD.

No .zip/.rar download though T.T I shall have to manually save the pictures myself; like old, old times. Hahahaha (:

I decided to share one (I'm that stingy, yeah) because they look gorgeous here (:

Actually more like Jae, because I'm that biased. Hahahaha (:



Thank you TVXQSoul and on the picture (:



Damn KOM is causing me severe blood loss. WTH. I've run out of Tagalog vocab thanks to this term paper. I've exhausted my really, really limited Filipino vocab and whatever word I conjure up at the moment.

Dammit. I'll stay up late later because I think my most productive time is really early morning.

I HAVE TO GET THIS OVER WITH, SRSLY. SO I CAN HAVE MY SUMMER BREAK. Before my summer classes start.

Shit I'm already tired thinking about my upcoming days. Like school didn't even end; for me anyway. *bashes head*



LOLLIPOP OH YOU'RE MY LOLLIPOP.
Saturday, April 4, 2009 / 1:01 PM

I swear. That's all the new digital single of 2NE1 and Big Bang has; I love BB but man, why the repetition of lyrics? It's catchy and all (well deh it has GD producing it, I heard) but THE LYRICS, SRSLY. It's brain-melting.

I can't help but sing it though; lolli-lolli-lollipop oh neon naue lollipop.


My personal goal for today is to add 5 more pages to my KOM term paper; I managed to type 5 pages earlier around 1am before I slept, hahaha (:

So my goal is to reach 15 pages (including biblio, and title page) so it would be bongga and all.


Crud I just remembered today might be the day Math would come out. *pulls hair out*

And the Philo grades are out. I hope I get a 1.somethingsomething~

And I got a flat 1 in our oral finals in Philo! :D He was late for over 3 hours, btw, so we were sitting there, our brains slowly losing whatever info it had previously stored. When he finally arrived and started the orals we were all thrown into this frenzy because he started asking questions ABOUT TOPICS WE DIDN'T EVEN COVER. Like the nature of truth and existentialism.



AGH I HAVE TO GO BACK TO THAT TERM PAPER NOW. SRSLY.



It's in your eyes.
Friday, April 3, 2009 / 8:53 PM

I swear, Alexander Ludwig is very, very paedo-able. I've finally been able to watch Race to Witch Mountain earlier AND MAN WAS I GRINNING MADLY THE WHOLE TIME. The Alex kid, I dunno if he's younger than I am, but just to be safe, I'M PAEDO-ING HIM. HAHAHAHA.

You should see him; he's gorgeous. Hahaha. I was like, crushed when I found out he was with AnnaSophia Robb in the movie cause I thought he was paired with her and whatnot, BUT I FOUND HE WASN'T SO YAY. They're brother and sister in the movie. I was like, bitter the whole time because they're both really pretty.



AND I'VE WATCHED THE FAST AND THE FURIOUS 4 TOO. MAN after watching I wondered, why didn't I watch the other 3?? BECAUSE IT WAS SO COOL. I mean the cars were awesomeeeeee. And the booms were too. Haha.

We watched it in Shang; I practically squealed when I saw it was already showing. My mum was like, get the 9 pm showing. So I did; turns out it was double the price because it was in the Premiere theatre and it had free drinks and popcorn and stuff.

So we watched and the whole time I was intently looking out for Rising Sun (YES THAT'S HOW SHALLOW I AM -- WATCHING A MOVIE CAUSE OF THE OST HARHARHAR), so when I did hear it and it ended I was like, oh we should go now. Hahahaha.

But I'm glad we didn't (cause if we did that'd totally be a waste of money and food) because the movie was really, really cool.

Paul Walker looked good too. Or maybe it was just the cars. HAHAHAHA.



! VOTE
Thursday, April 2, 2009 / 10:06 AM

VOTE TOHOSHINKI V BIG BANG AT CHANNEL V.

Stupid darned whatever kept on popping up with the BB vid SO I DON'T WHAT TO DO. I voted anyway.

I'll stone Channel V if they mix up the damn votes.

VOTING ENDS APRIL 6TH.



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